Hmm, sounds like your letting coke get in control of you man. Coke is alright, hell I admit the first time I did it, I loved the shit. But if you let it get to you, its going to suck. First time I tried it was at age 16, the summer of experimentation I would call it. cause during that summer I tried Coke,Meth and shrooms, also a couple months later in October I tried Ecstasy.
Well anyways, yeah I let coke become a habbit, I mean everyday during the summer, me and my friend would go hang out at our friends garage and do coke. On saturdays or Fridays, a whole bunch of people meet up at his garage and we sit there and do mass amounts of coke. We passed around a tray with lines of coke
ONe time me and a guy I sort of knew ended up staying the night in his garage and from around 11:00 p.m to 6:00 a.m all we did was coke. What I was surprised about the most was, that all these people that have been doing coke longer then me took it a lot stronger and shit when they did it. Well as for me, it was like I was made for coke, it was my drug. I could do lots and lots and still keep on going. Even after taking like a 2 month break I would still have a huge tolerance.
Well off and on I would do coke. Then when it was close to my 17th birthday I spent 100 bucks on an 8ball and ended up snorting it in a day and a half by myself, and I gave some lines to my cousin and his g/f. Two days later I bought another one and ended up snorting it in about 3 days. But for about a month I always had coke. Then out of nowhere I could just leave it like that, have no cravings, no need for it. Its been about 8 months since I last did it and I dont plan on doing it anytime soon. Learn how to control it, also it just plain got boring to me. Now if you ever go down to Mexico though they got some shit where it will make you go
. Last December when I went with my family and my cousins family also came along. He found a dealer and we bought a gram for 15 bucks(yeah stuffs cheap,
). Well we waited a while to snort it(my grandma died and we went to the funeral and the burial)yeah it sucks, while on vacation there she dies(I do miss her).
Well anyways around 8:00 p.m we are on top of his aunts balcony drinking beer(his aunt is great, she drinks and is just plaing funny). Well I tell him lets go do a line. We really didn't no where to do it, so he decides to do it in the bathroom. So he gets a magazine and goes into the bathroom to make two lines. I wait outside to make sure no one goes in. After he did his, I went in and did mine. By the time I left the bathroom and went into his room, this shit kicked in and I was feeling so fuckin amazing(about 15 seconds has passed). I haven't gotten this feeling of coke since the first time I ever did it, except this stuff was even a lot more better. Well I go off back to the balcony and me and my cousin are just talking and talking, and the feeling I even though hate to say was just so powerful. Me and my cousin ended up throwing up a bit(good coke makes you do that shit).
Anyways, this lasted for quite a while. After its gone, theres no way in hell, anyone would want to do another line right away. Now in america the shit thats there is crap man, I do like two lines, then wait then keep on repeating. Well thats basically it.
Also, PCP is the opposite man. All the shit you see and hear about how it gives you super human strength is shit. While under the influence on PCP, you are confused as fuck, many people dont even move at all and dont know what they are doing or where they are. Read up on some trip reports on
www.erowid.org, I think about 99.9% say that all they did during the time was sit there at the spot and didnt know what was happening. You should have taken some Meth, that sure makes people piss off.
Well for those of you who read all that, I also got just like I bet many of you drug users interesting stories to tell.
