Thank you for feed back, the problem is in the past money was an issue so 3 day binges and I would be broke and never had a nose issue and I would go year or so with out it. Now since it is always near me and so much of it with money not an issue what so ever i keep brushing off the nose issues. From what I?m reading it?s not boogers at all but it is tissue that is scared then blown out. Because it takes awhile to get out since I?m guessing it?s deep in the sinus and it?s overloading the membranes and it?s so sensitive is what I am reading and it hurts bad when blowing it out. But once it?s out it?s followed by little nose bleed not dripping just you can see it in my nose.and then totally clear nose I?m wondering at this point if a doctor is necessary. It?s starting to effect me mentally 3 days of very little sleep followed by auditory hallucinations and then passing out is my life. then I wake up and first thing I do is a bump. I also take Valium daily from what I understand this is ok or better since cocaine can cause siezures, I don?t know if it is cause it is very pure that the damage to my nose is so bad. But does anyone signs of a deviated septum? What to look for? I?m trying to avoid doctor for obvious reasons. I appreciate the non judgmental responses.