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I do probably but I also hate shrinks and couldn't get any ADD med anyways, narcotics and controlled substances agreement with my GP and here in America they have a system that keeps track of all prescribed meds on a massive computer data base
 
Jnowhere said:
I do probably but I also hate shrinks and couldn't get any ADD med anyways, narcotics and controlled substances agreement with my GP and here in America they have a system that keeps track of all prescribed meds on a massive computer data base
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I don t shoot but my beloved pharmacist (legit) just told me they have injectble morphine.....mmmmmm...if it works intramuscular I might give the thing a try. So yeah down here we have the opposite problem but Brazil 1 USA 0. Sorry u sid GP so are u from the UK ?
 
With all due respect, I ve never had the American Dream myself, I ld like to visit, buy instruments and comics, but I can t see myself living there, more in Canada. But I m getting too used to the general easygoing attitude around here so.....
 
gordonliddy said:
What? Bro you're fucking up your life. Holy cow. I'm going to have to check on you again. OK please taper off opiates. Crap. I had no idea you were getting this bad. Seems like you've got the coke thing figured out. But you're going to have to take an interest in soft drugs or something if you want to party this much.
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just wanted your attention ! No worries mate, I m 41 and relatively well because I ve never took the niddles route. But it would be great to have a chat sometime! Actually I m writing some stuff bout Pascal and I think you´ll l dig the guy
 
gordonliddy said:
But you're going to have to take an interest in soft drugs or something if you want to party this much.
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man, if I love I love, if I hate I hate, if I take drugs I take drugs, the "good" thing is that Oys are so expensive nowadays even down here that it would be ipossibe to be as addicted as I was in 2020-2021, I just pop the odd morphine pill .....
 
skipjames said:
I don t shoot but my beloved pharmacist (legit) just told me they have injectble morphine.....mmmmmm...if it works intramuscular I might give the thing a try. So yeah down here we have the opposite problem but Brazil 1 USA 0. Sorry u sid GP so are u from the UK ?
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No, America we are having weird issues with opiods.
 
Not going near Brazil, strict gun laws for law abiding citizens. Most of my guns ain't legal there. Also kidnappings for money. No one gonna pay to save me, and I would carry several guns there regardless and have to shoot, myself cause I ain't going to prison in south America and Brazilian prisons are really bad.
 
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Jnowhere said:
Not going near Brazil, strict gun laws for law abiding citizens. Most of my guns ain't legal there.
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even the laws about cocaine are strict, still....man down here if you have some money you can do pretty much whatever the fuck yu want. Thing is, if you ll happen to use your weapons you ll probably have to deal with people who have started their killing career at 12....
 
gordonliddy said:
Are you adverse to experimenting? Because you might be at the start of an amazing journey.
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I ve experimented quite a lot, and I have to say I m one of them vintage guys, opioid and cocaine and I m happy. With cocaine I ve had and I still have my ups and downs but opis are like my super favorite. Good thing about morphine it that differently from oxys I can have sex on them !
 
If I was leaving in a weed free country though, I ld experiment. I m sure there is some low THC relaxing strain for me out there...
 
skipjames said:
I ve experimented quite a lot, and I have to say I m one of them vintage guys, opioid and cocaine and I m happy. With cocaine I ve had and I still have my ups and downs but opis are like my super favorite. Good thing about morphine it that differently from oxys I can have sex on them !
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Morphine doesn't work on me, my liver is messed up, need oxy's. How much and how many mgs per pill for oxys. I have assests and some money, not rich but not poor either. Also need pure oxycodone with no: acetaminophen/ paracetamol/ Tylenol, in them, need pure oxy's
 
Jnowhere said:
Morphine doesn't work on me, my liver is messed up, need oxy's. How much and how many mgs per pill for oxys. I have assests and some money, not rich but not poor either. Also need pure oxycodone with no: acetaminophen/ paracetamol/ Tylenol, in them, need pure oxy's
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We can t discuss prizes here I guess, but the pharmabitch s ripping me off and still, for you guys it would be like not that cheap but super affordable. Yeah, Morphine is kinda meh....Anyway down here they send 10 mgs (30 pills ) and 20 mgs (30 pills ) Oxypinal, Brazilian oxycodone ( there s also Oxycontinbut it cost a fortune and it s unbreakable so useless for my lurid pursuits)
gordonliddy said:
've been sober for almost three weeks now. During that time I was able to tune my network to the point that I actually got high off of a medium dose of chocolate today. Not kidding. Seriously, chocolate
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Man whe I moved to Brazil I was completely clean with the exception of some binge drinking during w-e It lasted an year then....BORING! Thats my problem, I ve never reached rock bottom, I ve never had a real reason to quit ( but my wife) , it s funny cos I can t handle weed , I can t handle boozem but opis and blow are like " my thing". But worry not I m not back to snorting everyday because I ve started doing some outta o character shit that was concerning......opis don t do this to u. They just give you a blanket.....
 
Jnowhere said:
Not going near Brazil, strict gun laws for law abiding citizens. Most of my guns ain't legal there. Also kidnappings for money. No one gonna pay to save me, and I would carry several guns there regardless and have to shoot, myself cause I ain't going to prison in south America and Brazilian prisons are really bad.
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Also....they are more lenient in my state when it comes to weapons for hunting as we have a HUGE problem with wild boars. So imagine the scene, you and me, high as fuck on oxys, shooting s these big MOFOS and then make pappardelle out of it.....
 
Jnowhere said:
Watch out kidnappings of foreigners is common and they cut off ears to send a message, also they will tie you to a chair and beat the shit out of you regularly and the cops are useless. Gun control laws suck there, but the gangs have machine guns. I have weapons that, with a good machinist could with the right plans or schematics, could build an auto seer and and a 3 to 4 position selector switch and some mods turn them full automatic. I would never do it here, that is big trouble and I am law abidding. I follow the rules, I am not a nilist or anarchist.
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I follow the rules, but the rules are not necessarily the law. 10 years down here, I ve done all kinds of shit, I ve been assaulted only once and...by the police. Of course you have to keep your eyes open, but are American ghettos any better? The laws are ridiculous, the state is their worst enemy, lots of corruption , so people have to get by in a way or another. But I prefer this organized chaos to some "civilized " country where a cop can ruin your life because of a gram of weed ( down here as well, but only if you can t bribe him, to me it makes more sense) .
Ah, and let s not forget : THE WOMEN!!!!
 
I live in Michigan and you can grow your own or buy it legally and there is good stuff, even some good inexpensive stuff here. The pot shops look like candy stores here in metro Detroit but I ain't into weed really, but this place is one of the best in the world for potheads. All sorts of flower, edibles, resin ect and good seeds and gardening stores with grow your own equipment even hydroponics systems. No one can match Michigan for ease of pot as long as you are 21 or over. 12 plants unless you get a permit for more, 2 1/2 ounces or 70 grams a day. Those pot plants if you grow your own could really be interesting if your into it. Not me, too lazy.
 
Weed makes me insane, unfortunately. How s Detroit ? Two friends of mine have left the US and moved to...Brazil, also because they hd enough of the constant violence ( they lived in Chicago)
 
skipjames said:
Weed makes me insane, unfortunately. How s Detroit ? Two friends of mine have left the US and moved to...Brazil, also because they hd enough of the constant violence ( they lived in Chicago)
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Chicago doesn't have as high a murder rate. One weekend 70 shootings, 2 dead. Those punks can't shoot worth shit. Chicago is now a mess because of bad majors. The current one blames society for all these crimes and the cops there are useless. Strict gun laws so only the criminals and cops( corruption is an issue and not like S.A. you can't buy your way out, different type of corruption, mainly to cover their own asses or well paid by drug kingpins)
 
Jnowhere said:
American ghettos, I live near Detroit, one of the worst, but not that dangerous if you are buying drugs, the city is really dying. 25 years ago you could go certain places( gun carry permits are easy to get and you will be left alone if you are white and not alone, because they assume you are armed. The neighborhoods use to be run by gangs and the shot callers will not let shit happen to good customers and most violence is gang related drug turf shit, and personal beefs and vendetta.
Not to say it is safe but a long haired decent sized white guy who looks like a redneck, they assume they start shit, it will be a gun battle and if you got a permit and they got a rap sheet, they either die or get life with no parole.
Also the Chaldians who own and run gas stations and liquor stores are heavily armed. I saw footage of a guy at a gas station being robbed and the Arab gun grabbed his ak-47 and opened up on the the guys trying to rob someone.
They are usually behind thick bullet proof glass and keep pistols, shotguns, and military style semi automatics like what have next to me. Along with handguns( legally owned)
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The good thing of living in the US for me is that I would finally clean my act. I don t buy blow anymore outside out South America ( really, just a waste of money) and I m afraid if fentadope
 
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