KiLLatCaLi
Bluelighter
1st time hangin out with my new friend Cocaine...
Yo some of you might know me, but most don't, anyway back in September I was posting in the drug basics and other drugs forums about tryin coke, and well I did and just never got around to writing a trip report so here it goes:
Well the weekend I was gonna try it, my friend came down and we drove back up to his dorm in north jersey....he had a hook up at work, so the next night after we set the shit up I get at his job while the "connection" is still on shift. Well the restaurant he works at was almost empty, so me, my friend, and the connection go into the bathroom and the conn pulls out a G wrapped up in the celephane ciggies come in, and tells me I have to do a bump before he sells me any, I guess cause he didn't trust me since we never met before hahah..I was mad nervous this entire time, i mean cmon i was gonna be doin coke that night! The shit has so much hype around it..I was torn, I didn't want my first try to be right there under those circumstances, but since i knew it was the only way he'd sell it to me, I leaned up and sniffed a bump off a keychain, right in the middle of the fuckin bathroom(wasn't smart i know).
So after the shits bought me and my friend head out the restaurant back to his car.by now wow! i feel pretty fuckin good. It was like i was mad excited about something, and anxious, and i just felt motherfuckin ALIVE. I was skippin around in the parkin lot smokin a cigarette while my friend talked to someone real quick on his phone, then we were out. Durin the drive back i rolled down the window and just stared out into the sky, stuck my head out the window like a dog haha i felt great!! I was so happy, i was whilin out. So anyhow we get back, and we are chillin and this other kid who stays there was gonna do some with me, so we cut up lines on a mirror and did a couple throughout the night, had a good time, feeling happy, anxious, and very aware of everything..I was also outgoing, while usually im pretty shy, i was talkin my head off. I kept checkin my heart rate, but it wasnt even pounding very hard, definetly nothing to be worried about. Anyways up to then the only problem was the sweating, I mean I felt so flushed and hot, like I had a temperature, and I had pit stains the size of dinner plates.
Later on we decided to call it a night and my boy rolled a blunt, and after I smoked with them things got rough. I will still feelin the coke, and smokin seemed to make it more intense, at this point my heart was POUNDING insanely hard, I thought I would get a heart attack at any second, and I kept wiggin out, pacin around the room telling my friends to call an ambulance LOL. I couldn't sit still, i was so nervous and scared that I'd get a heart attack. It finally subsided after about half an hour, but I guess you could say I had a half hour long panic attack as soon as I smoked some weed. Besides that my experience was great, and it was my first time but not my last..
PS - for about the next two weeks I would suffer panic attacks anytime my heart rate went up, wether it be stress, anger, fear, etc, it would always trigger these attacks. They would get really intense then seemingly disapear after 5-10 minutes.
Yo some of you might know me, but most don't, anyway back in September I was posting in the drug basics and other drugs forums about tryin coke, and well I did and just never got around to writing a trip report so here it goes:
Well the weekend I was gonna try it, my friend came down and we drove back up to his dorm in north jersey....he had a hook up at work, so the next night after we set the shit up I get at his job while the "connection" is still on shift. Well the restaurant he works at was almost empty, so me, my friend, and the connection go into the bathroom and the conn pulls out a G wrapped up in the celephane ciggies come in, and tells me I have to do a bump before he sells me any, I guess cause he didn't trust me since we never met before hahah..I was mad nervous this entire time, i mean cmon i was gonna be doin coke that night! The shit has so much hype around it..I was torn, I didn't want my first try to be right there under those circumstances, but since i knew it was the only way he'd sell it to me, I leaned up and sniffed a bump off a keychain, right in the middle of the fuckin bathroom(wasn't smart i know).
So after the shits bought me and my friend head out the restaurant back to his car.by now wow! i feel pretty fuckin good. It was like i was mad excited about something, and anxious, and i just felt motherfuckin ALIVE. I was skippin around in the parkin lot smokin a cigarette while my friend talked to someone real quick on his phone, then we were out. Durin the drive back i rolled down the window and just stared out into the sky, stuck my head out the window like a dog haha i felt great!! I was so happy, i was whilin out. So anyhow we get back, and we are chillin and this other kid who stays there was gonna do some with me, so we cut up lines on a mirror and did a couple throughout the night, had a good time, feeling happy, anxious, and very aware of everything..I was also outgoing, while usually im pretty shy, i was talkin my head off. I kept checkin my heart rate, but it wasnt even pounding very hard, definetly nothing to be worried about. Anyways up to then the only problem was the sweating, I mean I felt so flushed and hot, like I had a temperature, and I had pit stains the size of dinner plates.
Later on we decided to call it a night and my boy rolled a blunt, and after I smoked with them things got rough. I will still feelin the coke, and smokin seemed to make it more intense, at this point my heart was POUNDING insanely hard, I thought I would get a heart attack at any second, and I kept wiggin out, pacin around the room telling my friends to call an ambulance LOL. I couldn't sit still, i was so nervous and scared that I'd get a heart attack. It finally subsided after about half an hour, but I guess you could say I had a half hour long panic attack as soon as I smoked some weed. Besides that my experience was great, and it was my first time but not my last..
PS - for about the next two weeks I would suffer panic attacks anytime my heart rate went up, wether it be stress, anger, fear, etc, it would always trigger these attacks. They would get really intense then seemingly disapear after 5-10 minutes.
