cilosyb
Bluelighter
Blow - 1st time - Can't shut up
A few weeks ago I magically acquired some yellow-tinted white powder I was told was cocaine. My curiosity for cocaine had developed years before but due to the bad reputation of the drug I was always hesitant to injest it, and I never had any way to get it prior to this experience. Let it be noted that prior to this I have had almost no experience with stims aside from taking several 10mg amphets one time. The cost was unreasonable (fucking rediculous), I remeber thinking "This is what $X gets me!?!?". I was assured however that the quality of this drug was on par with its relative cost, though I was still highly skeptical of this drug's worth. The night was a special occasion (prom), and I figured this would be a memorable way to go through it. I would be the lone warrior as far as the drug was concerned, people around my area have trouble keeping quiet and there was no one I wanted to get high with anyway.
I recalled reading several times that even small amounts of cocaine are lethal in some cases and I wasn't out to impress anyone, so I went into the bathroom and did a small bump off the end of a credit card. Definatly a unique taste, not similar to anything else I could think of. In a few minutes I felt a numbness in the roof of my mouth and sinus but nothing major. I may have felt slightly chattier and energetic but that may have just been a placebo. After an hour or so I was sure that I was totally sober. I was still at the dance and decided to wait until later to really get into it.
Later that night I was at a bonfire party and was left to myself for a few fortunate minutes which I took advantage of to snort a more fulfilling dose. As it was dark as hell and the only light I had was from the fire, I couldn't see very well but got two large (I am now sure) bumps off the card, one in each nostril. Within the minute I was felling it. I was energized, excited, and felt great, but in a surprisingly relaxing way. I walked up to where my friends were and proceeded to talk my ass off. All I wanted to to was talk. Talk Talk Talk Talk Talk. I am usually a pretty quiet reserved person but I couldn't stop talking this night. I was told I was talking fast and confided in one of my friends what I'd done, which seemed to surprise them.I offered them the drug but the offer was refused.
Basically for the next 45 minutes or so (I have no idea how long it actually was becuase it seemed to go pretty quick) I continued to excercise new found outwardness and then began to come down. Since I wanted to actually get high with someone else I opted to save the rest of my coke for another occasion. Although the come down was unpleasant, I don't think I would have felt much better having not snorted the coke as I was pretty tired before I did it and hadn't eaten for a long time. The next time I got high I continued to snort the coke until it was gone with a friend and the comedown was not bad at all; I was able to sleep 3 hours after the last line. This has led me to believe that I got good quality coke. I never had any cravings, and though the thought of doing it now does excite me
I would hardly sell my possessions to pay for it. I'm not encouraging the use of this drug however, I definatly see how this could turn into a sad affair, and I will admit that COKE KNOWS HOW TO PUSH YOUR BUTTONS! There is no non-drug induced way to feel like I felt that night. I would recommend not trying this drug ever. Its fun and euphoric but not worth the cost and
that of possible addiction. Have fun.
A few weeks ago I magically acquired some yellow-tinted white powder I was told was cocaine. My curiosity for cocaine had developed years before but due to the bad reputation of the drug I was always hesitant to injest it, and I never had any way to get it prior to this experience. Let it be noted that prior to this I have had almost no experience with stims aside from taking several 10mg amphets one time. The cost was unreasonable (fucking rediculous), I remeber thinking "This is what $X gets me!?!?". I was assured however that the quality of this drug was on par with its relative cost, though I was still highly skeptical of this drug's worth. The night was a special occasion (prom), and I figured this would be a memorable way to go through it. I would be the lone warrior as far as the drug was concerned, people around my area have trouble keeping quiet and there was no one I wanted to get high with anyway.
I recalled reading several times that even small amounts of cocaine are lethal in some cases and I wasn't out to impress anyone, so I went into the bathroom and did a small bump off the end of a credit card. Definatly a unique taste, not similar to anything else I could think of. In a few minutes I felt a numbness in the roof of my mouth and sinus but nothing major. I may have felt slightly chattier and energetic but that may have just been a placebo. After an hour or so I was sure that I was totally sober. I was still at the dance and decided to wait until later to really get into it.
Later that night I was at a bonfire party and was left to myself for a few fortunate minutes which I took advantage of to snort a more fulfilling dose. As it was dark as hell and the only light I had was from the fire, I couldn't see very well but got two large (I am now sure) bumps off the card, one in each nostril. Within the minute I was felling it. I was energized, excited, and felt great, but in a surprisingly relaxing way. I walked up to where my friends were and proceeded to talk my ass off. All I wanted to to was talk. Talk Talk Talk Talk Talk. I am usually a pretty quiet reserved person but I couldn't stop talking this night. I was told I was talking fast and confided in one of my friends what I'd done, which seemed to surprise them.I offered them the drug but the offer was refused.
Basically for the next 45 minutes or so (I have no idea how long it actually was becuase it seemed to go pretty quick) I continued to excercise new found outwardness and then began to come down. Since I wanted to actually get high with someone else I opted to save the rest of my coke for another occasion. Although the come down was unpleasant, I don't think I would have felt much better having not snorted the coke as I was pretty tired before I did it and hadn't eaten for a long time. The next time I got high I continued to snort the coke until it was gone with a friend and the comedown was not bad at all; I was able to sleep 3 hours after the last line. This has led me to believe that I got good quality coke. I never had any cravings, and though the thought of doing it now does excite me
I would hardly sell my possessions to pay for it. I'm not encouraging the use of this drug however, I definatly see how this could turn into a sad affair, and I will admit that COKE KNOWS HOW TO PUSH YOUR BUTTONS! There is no non-drug induced way to feel like I felt that night. I would recommend not trying this drug ever. Its fun and euphoric but not worth the cost and
that of possible addiction. Have fun.
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