EverythingsEventual
Ex-Bluelighter
Seems like every time I speak with you
Words stick in my mouth
The lies I want to tell you but somehow
I only ever end up telling you the truth
Hating to admit that I miss you
That I want you around me
And although I want you in my life
I don't miss your kiss and your touch
The compulsion to hug you
So that you know you're forgiven
Is always there and I act on it
It scares me that I'm ok with this
There is no hatred for you
You're not messing with my head
Finally you are showing gratitude
For everything that I helped you through
For helping you be ok again
If she makes you feel free from that prison
It's ok with me and I won't be sad
Because I'd rather you were with someone
That you love and that loves you
She sounds nice and pretty grown up
I am too young and too wild in my ways
We'll always have that special bond
Of what we went through together
It's enough for me to know that
I don't regret our time and I respect you
For being strong enough to give up
What wasn't going to be right for us
Go forth and stay strong
Just be true to yourself
Don't forget what we had but don't regret
Changing it for something that we both needed
And thank you again for being strong
I'm alright, I'm ok
Words stick in my mouth
The lies I want to tell you but somehow
I only ever end up telling you the truth
Hating to admit that I miss you
That I want you around me
And although I want you in my life
I don't miss your kiss and your touch
The compulsion to hug you
So that you know you're forgiven
Is always there and I act on it
It scares me that I'm ok with this
There is no hatred for you
You're not messing with my head
Finally you are showing gratitude
For everything that I helped you through
For helping you be ok again
If she makes you feel free from that prison
It's ok with me and I won't be sad
Because I'd rather you were with someone
That you love and that loves you
She sounds nice and pretty grown up
I am too young and too wild in my ways
We'll always have that special bond
Of what we went through together
It's enough for me to know that
I don't regret our time and I respect you
For being strong enough to give up
What wasn't going to be right for us
Go forth and stay strong
Just be true to yourself
Don't forget what we had but don't regret
Changing it for something that we both needed
And thank you again for being strong
I'm alright, I'm ok
