Glad to hear you are alright. Sounds like you have quite a tolerance to benzodiazepines then, yes? If you are looking for a great benzodiazepine for sleep I would recommend hypnotics such as Diazepam, Lorazepam, or Temazepam. I generally advise against taking benzodiazepines on a regular basis, as they are so addictive in all respects. Non-Benzo's that work great for sleep include Trazodone, Zopiclone, and good ol' Cannabis Indica. I actually find Zopiclone works wonders, but Diazepam knocks me out the hardest (but leaves me feeling funny the next day). I would say switch to Zopiclone/Zolipidem if you can, the only downside of those drugs is that nasty metallic taste they leave in your mouth.