His Name Is Frank
Bluelight Crew
Okay, so my doctor has me on Clonazepam, two 1 mg doses per day. I've been on Clonazepam for nearly a year now. Since I know I won't have Medicaid after May of next year and I probably won't be able to afford them afterwards (after all, my refills only cost fifty cents per bottle), I have been taking them very sparingly, knowing that my anxiety is going to require me to need them for a long time to come. It seems as though every time I get a refill, the pills are a different color, or they'll be thick instead of flat. They vary from refill to refill.
Anyway, I started a bottle that I received a few months ago. Now mind you that, because I use them so sparingly, I have a very low tolerance. I took one 1 mg that morning, because I knew I was going to be prone to having a panic attack. Although my anxiety was through the roof that morning, I didn't have a panic attack. Luckily for me, because the pill I took had no effect. I might as well have taken an aspirin. So I waited a few days, and I took two and a half this time. Normally, two Clonazepam at once would have me to where I would be barely able to keep my eyes open. But once again, I felt nothing.
I decided to give it one more try, plus I gave my mom one. She takes one half mg Clonazepam each night at bedtime. So, giving her one of my 1 mg would be the equivalent of her doubling her dose. As for myself, I took five this time. Now I haven't taken more than two in one day (aside from the two and a half the previous week) in years. I stopped abusing pills around a decade ago. These should have had me out for the entire day. Again, nothing! Not even so much as a yawn. My mom also called me and told me that she didn't feel anything.
With street drugs, I get it. Every once in a while, you're going to get some bunk pills. But the pharmacy? Really? I have another bottle with the exact same pills. Same shape and color. I took one, and I was more chill than a polar bear's toenails. I gave my mom one of those, and she definitely noticed a difference. I even lied and said it was from the same refill, as to avoid the placebo effect. Has anyone else experienced this? How in the hell do you get bunk pills from a pharmacy? Their pills are manufactured in a lab with state of the art equipment, ffs! How can I avoid this in the future? After all, it's not like buying a shirt from Walmart. Once you leave a pharmacy with your script, you can't return it. It's a done deal. Any input or advice would be very welcomed. Thanks.
Anyway, I started a bottle that I received a few months ago. Now mind you that, because I use them so sparingly, I have a very low tolerance. I took one 1 mg that morning, because I knew I was going to be prone to having a panic attack. Although my anxiety was through the roof that morning, I didn't have a panic attack. Luckily for me, because the pill I took had no effect. I might as well have taken an aspirin. So I waited a few days, and I took two and a half this time. Normally, two Clonazepam at once would have me to where I would be barely able to keep my eyes open. But once again, I felt nothing.
I decided to give it one more try, plus I gave my mom one. She takes one half mg Clonazepam each night at bedtime. So, giving her one of my 1 mg would be the equivalent of her doubling her dose. As for myself, I took five this time. Now I haven't taken more than two in one day (aside from the two and a half the previous week) in years. I stopped abusing pills around a decade ago. These should have had me out for the entire day. Again, nothing! Not even so much as a yawn. My mom also called me and told me that she didn't feel anything.
With street drugs, I get it. Every once in a while, you're going to get some bunk pills. But the pharmacy? Really? I have another bottle with the exact same pills. Same shape and color. I took one, and I was more chill than a polar bear's toenails. I gave my mom one of those, and she definitely noticed a difference. I even lied and said it was from the same refill, as to avoid the placebo effect. Has anyone else experienced this? How in the hell do you get bunk pills from a pharmacy? Their pills are manufactured in a lab with state of the art equipment, ffs! How can I avoid this in the future? After all, it's not like buying a shirt from Walmart. Once you leave a pharmacy with your script, you can't return it. It's a done deal. Any input or advice would be very welcomed. Thanks.