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Bluelighter
A trip that started with benzos
Ok so on sunday i found out that my mom had some perscripted knlopin(clonazepam) and i decide that I'll take 7 to work with me and take em then. I have never tried any benzo so I had no tolerance at all.
At around 4:00pm I was on my lunch break so I swalloed 4 and crush up 3 and put it in the straw of my drink. And I wait along for like 2 hours but I still didn't feel anything so I was very dissapointed. After work when I start to drive I feel as if I could barely control but kept driving (bad idea) I almost drove off the freeway on accident and I couldn't stay within the driving lines for anything.
My mom was with me in the car so she knew I was on something and made me stop driving and so she drove the rest of the way home. When I got home it was not good i was grounded from playing after 8 but that was it. But the intresting stuff stareted at around 2, I felt as if Iwas sleeping in someonebody and they were just walking around. At 2:15 I decided that I wanted to go buy some smokes and a lighter so I walk to the gas station across the street and they wouldn't sell
*note I am under the age of 18* it because they said I needed a card or I can't buy it, so then I was like I'm not going home until I buy some smokes so I walk to another gas staion about a mile away but they didnt sell it to me either so I walk a mile back to where I started and decided to try walking to this other gas station in the other direction, no luck there either but this gangster looking big mexican guy asks me what I'm doin out so late its now like 3:45, and I told him what I was searching for then he asked me if I smoke shit (meth) and I replied yeah why can you sell me some.
He said he could and said he had four grams with him and he said he'll sell it to me for a hundred and luckily I had like 130 on me. So I tell him let me see the stuff then I'll give you the money and he was like no way theres cops everywhere but he said he'll smoke me out and see if I want to buy it then so I said yes. But when he pulled out his pipe it already had stuff in that wasnt from the bag but we still smoked it and it was good so I gave him the money and he gave me the pouch.
But after I gave him the money he said I shorted him like 20 and I was like no way fcuk you and so he's like whatever and walks away toward the bus station, this is when I open the pouch and I tasted it and it was SUGAR. I was really mad now so I chase after him and he keeps telling me to stop following him or hell punch me in the face. He was like 24 and big and buff and I was a scrawny stick tweaker, I'm 6'0 and weigh like 120.
So I have no way to get my money back so I just kept on following him and he finnally said fine come with me and I'll get you the real stuff, but its 4 in the morning and he wants me to follow him to where he gets it which was the most dangerous ghetto place, it like the worst parts of LA or San fran. But I'm still completly fucked out of my mind from the benzos so I said yes I'll go. When we got off the bus I had no idea where we were but it was the ghetoist place I've ever been to.
So he says just follow me but stay like at least 10 feet behind him because I'm in a lation/mexican area and I have like pale european white skin. We finnally get to his dealer and to my surprise he din't lie and he got the stuff I got like three of those little baggies stuffed. He says were gonna go smoke some and I ask him wear, he doesn't say but we walk into some random persons backyad and they have a window like 2 feet away from us so I asked why can't we just go to your house annd he said we cant cause hes homeless so we just smoke in the persons backyard and thi stuff he gave me was damn good it had almost zero comedown.
And then I left to go to my house I forgot where I lived and slept onthe side of a bridge. The bridge side was only 2 feet wide and nothing to stop me from falling like 40 feet onto rocks, but I slept there for five hours waking up to some joggers staring at me and I just walked away. I had to go over two barbed wire fences and so I am all bloody and have practically a hole in my thumb now. But a the end of all this while I was in the ghetto area I was able to by smokes and some lighters, but it was right when I got back to my house that I realized I had three lighters and like 2 packs of cigs in my room10 8(
so that whole trip was a big waste of time and big grounding but at least I scored some meth and smoked it with a homeless bum in someones random backyard.
I don't think I'll try benzos ever again unless I absolutlely have to, my speech is still messed up after two days and my legs are sore. I still barely know what day it is and I cant do schoolwork for shit. It was definitly the most strangest/randomist/stupidist/unreal experience I've ever had.
Some how I got home though I dont remember it, I just woke up on the couch and was like woah what a strange dream and then I checked in my shoe and there was meth in there so I was just fucked up like no other. This is my first time writing a trip report so it might be horrible but I hope you liked it.
Ok so on sunday i found out that my mom had some perscripted knlopin(clonazepam) and i decide that I'll take 7 to work with me and take em then. I have never tried any benzo so I had no tolerance at all.
At around 4:00pm I was on my lunch break so I swalloed 4 and crush up 3 and put it in the straw of my drink. And I wait along for like 2 hours but I still didn't feel anything so I was very dissapointed. After work when I start to drive I feel as if I could barely control but kept driving (bad idea) I almost drove off the freeway on accident and I couldn't stay within the driving lines for anything.
My mom was with me in the car so she knew I was on something and made me stop driving and so she drove the rest of the way home. When I got home it was not good i was grounded from playing after 8 but that was it. But the intresting stuff stareted at around 2, I felt as if Iwas sleeping in someonebody and they were just walking around. At 2:15 I decided that I wanted to go buy some smokes and a lighter so I walk to the gas station across the street and they wouldn't sell
*note I am under the age of 18* it because they said I needed a card or I can't buy it, so then I was like I'm not going home until I buy some smokes so I walk to another gas staion about a mile away but they didnt sell it to me either so I walk a mile back to where I started and decided to try walking to this other gas station in the other direction, no luck there either but this gangster looking big mexican guy asks me what I'm doin out so late its now like 3:45, and I told him what I was searching for then he asked me if I smoke shit (meth) and I replied yeah why can you sell me some.
He said he could and said he had four grams with him and he said he'll sell it to me for a hundred and luckily I had like 130 on me. So I tell him let me see the stuff then I'll give you the money and he was like no way theres cops everywhere but he said he'll smoke me out and see if I want to buy it then so I said yes. But when he pulled out his pipe it already had stuff in that wasnt from the bag but we still smoked it and it was good so I gave him the money and he gave me the pouch.
But after I gave him the money he said I shorted him like 20 and I was like no way fcuk you and so he's like whatever and walks away toward the bus station, this is when I open the pouch and I tasted it and it was SUGAR. I was really mad now so I chase after him and he keeps telling me to stop following him or hell punch me in the face. He was like 24 and big and buff and I was a scrawny stick tweaker, I'm 6'0 and weigh like 120.
So I have no way to get my money back so I just kept on following him and he finnally said fine come with me and I'll get you the real stuff, but its 4 in the morning and he wants me to follow him to where he gets it which was the most dangerous ghetto place, it like the worst parts of LA or San fran. But I'm still completly fucked out of my mind from the benzos so I said yes I'll go. When we got off the bus I had no idea where we were but it was the ghetoist place I've ever been to.
So he says just follow me but stay like at least 10 feet behind him because I'm in a lation/mexican area and I have like pale european white skin. We finnally get to his dealer and to my surprise he din't lie and he got the stuff I got like three of those little baggies stuffed. He says were gonna go smoke some and I ask him wear, he doesn't say but we walk into some random persons backyad and they have a window like 2 feet away from us so I asked why can't we just go to your house annd he said we cant cause hes homeless so we just smoke in the persons backyard and thi stuff he gave me was damn good it had almost zero comedown.
And then I left to go to my house I forgot where I lived and slept onthe side of a bridge. The bridge side was only 2 feet wide and nothing to stop me from falling like 40 feet onto rocks, but I slept there for five hours waking up to some joggers staring at me and I just walked away. I had to go over two barbed wire fences and so I am all bloody and have practically a hole in my thumb now. But a the end of all this while I was in the ghetto area I was able to by smokes and some lighters, but it was right when I got back to my house that I realized I had three lighters and like 2 packs of cigs in my room10 8(
so that whole trip was a big waste of time and big grounding but at least I scored some meth and smoked it with a homeless bum in someones random backyard.
I don't think I'll try benzos ever again unless I absolutlely have to, my speech is still messed up after two days and my legs are sore. I still barely know what day it is and I cant do schoolwork for shit. It was definitly the most strangest/randomist/stupidist/unreal experience I've ever had.
Some how I got home though I dont remember it, I just woke up on the couch and was like woah what a strange dream and then I checked in my shoe and there was meth in there so I was just fucked up like no other. This is my first time writing a trip report so it might be horrible but I hope you liked it.
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