Clonazepam and getting Fucked Up

My ex takes 2 - 2mg a night. I take 0.5mg twice a day. 0.5mg has done shit for me, nothing at all, and I am serious, that's not the addictive personality talking.

I keep wondering if I take the 2mg of my ex's would it make much difference cause I take some days 4 anyhow. Plus it would save me a lecture from my doctor...

This has me seriously thinking...

Only would do it when the ex is around and awake and coharent, just in case....

Just has me wondering tonight.


I wanna get fucked up, seriously fucked up but nothing that is gonna make me wish I wanna die when i come down and nothing by needle and nothing TOO hardcore. I know.... retarded shit huh? I wanna get fucked but I'm so picky. Like I could never do crack....nothing against crack users but I watched my family suffer the addiction for 20yrs and how fucked they are. I can't chance getting hooked on that shit.

I just want to buzz out and be fucked up for a few hrs. Just once. Just to know what its like. To FTW and let me just be me. To do it with someone I trust most, so I KNOW would seek help if need be.

I dunno..... I guess the addictive personality is coming out in me again.

Sober for almost 2 months from alcohol and smoking have been clean for years with slight slip last month.

I dunno.... I just wanna get fucked up one night with someone totally awesomeness cool that I trust.

Bah, I feel like shit, I got laringitis and I barely aten all day besides fudgesciles.

I better go eat....
 
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Sweet P
2mg's will probably relax you, but I doubt it will get anyone fucked up. I take 4 to 8mg's a day which usually works ok, but it still doesn't get me high... Although keep in mind that I've been taking the stuff for 6 years, so I have quite a tolerance! ;)
 
olympic smoker
lol....I have Lorezepam and xanax....I live in Greece...system is a little different here....it's who u know...like a sympathetic pharmacist...u know that one box of 18...2.5 mg Lorazepam only cost like 2 euro...same for the xanax....anyways..I've cut back my intake of both...only take em if I have nerves...and if I wanna get fucked up..I just drink while taking them!! LOL....later :)
 
C
you be the fuckin coolest if you braught back day ouzo man, i love dat shit man.

how long you in greece for?

whish i was lucky enought to visit :(
 
olympic smoker
Really?.....I'm homesick as hell.....saving up my money to go back to canada...winter olympics in Vancouver (cool)....Ahhh Ouzo...an alcoholic beverage...I don't drink it though....I'm in greece for...I dunno...I guess until my family trusts me enough to let me go alone in canada with money...and not fall into my old ways, with my old friends....But fuck!!! I miss my old friends...but not my old drug-ridden-desperate lifestyle....I seriously wanna Break free!!!....just like freddie mercury said in that song!!! lol
 
C
My brother's father is in Greece too. Not sure if he came back yet. I heard he was supposed to though, but I dunno when.

That family is weird though, changing the family name to more english version to be easier..... wtf?! how the hell did they ever get away with that shit back in the day....LOL

Well, hope you get a chance to come back to this hell hole, it's not all that bad still. A little chilly and rainy this week but not bad.
 
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