Chrystalsis

[Cosmic Mist]

I see the sparks of new beginnings in each word;
syllable;
breath;
in each line that i am living -
and like the page of a book,
my life just keeps on turning,
perceptions ever-changing,
boundaries are blurring
and i can no longer tell
if i'm the one you knew the night before,
but if you don't like it, you can leave:
Walk out my open door!
'Cause i have had enough
of trying to live a lie
while smiling at the strangers
as they pass through my life.

Instead i think i'd like to leave
and never to return -
to leave behind these empty pages
and the energy they burn,
so that i may live with those
who have also grown to yearn...

It's not too much to ask -
these sparks will never fade.
I'm sure one day i'll manage it,
though that may be beyond the grave -
to live and love as one should
(free and unashamed)
is something we should aspire for,
without being ashamed!

I vow from here to my live my life
and stop existing from day to day.
It won't always been like this,
but that 's how it is today...

 

[katmeow]

I vow from here to my live my life
and stop existing from day to day.

me too, me too!!