China Doll

[DeirdreScott]

A porcelan doll with broken hands - I cannot catch my own tears anymore

Cold china doll with broken feet - I cannot run from these silly emotions

So long have I been alone
You said that you'd be there...

The doctor said it would be ok
Norpramine works for depression AND bulemia

You shake your head in disgust
"Those drugs will do nothing for you..."

"Just don't do it. It's as easy as that.
When you don't have problems, you can call me..."

Now I sit here in amazement
You said that you'd be there...

So I skip my next visit
I think I'll get better on my own.

But I'm only getting worse each passing day
Depression, anxiety, and painful memories.

Still you won't answer me
You won't call me back.

Now I'm chin deep in a crimson bath
I blacked out and woke up here...

Maybe you're the reason I'm like this
Maybe you're the reason I'm broken.

Broken and bleeding -
you said you'd be there

Now I'm shattered and scattered
just like a porcelan doll

Once you called me
your china doll....

 

[cherub]

this was so moving, i hope that you can move on in your own direction,,, and not the direction of others.

Beautiful piece... truly!