Herro
This is my first post here in bluelight. I have been a long time lurker, especially of the old Chicago heroin feed but was always so bummed at how out-dated it was but, alas! It has been resurrected! I keep my use very quiet fron everyone who knows me and there was only one person here who knew I used but he has since left Chicago. He was also the person who used to go cop for me. So when he ended up in the hospital with a horrible abcess I was left with no choice but to begin copping on my own. I was very nervous at first as I am a little white girl and knew the danger of going out to the west side on my own (especially because I have to use the train and go on foot as I have no car). An by danger I mean I am an obvious target for the good Ole cpd. The dealers and well, everyone who is down there, knows exactly what I am after which is the only nice thing about being a white girl on the westside. I now consider the westside of Chicago my second home. I have a plethora of numbers for connects and have never gone home empty handed. There have been a few incidents, I was stopped by the boys in blue twice, once in early fall when an officer asked me to give me the dope I had on me which I obliged and he let me go. The second and most recent time I hadn't copped yet and told him I was just a little lost and trying to find the train station. He was pissed cause he couldn't do anything as I had nothing on me and just drive away without saying anything. I know there are dangers going down by myself and I had a close call with a crazy crack head who threatened all sorts of things but he let me go. I called my dude right after the event and the next time I saw the crack head well let's just say he wasn't lookin so good...this is a long post cause its the middle of the night and I'm high as all hell but I just want to say its nice to have a place to be able to talk about this since, as I said before, I hide it from everyone in my life.
Funny side note...when I was first trying to figure out where to go to get some blows I watched that Ross Kemp doc someone mentioned previously and just the other day as I was waiting on the platform for the train I met that skinny dude with the long gray pony tail and bright blue eyes who was in the doc. Ha. I chatted with him for a minute but he was high as a kite and I was feeling like shit itching to get home and fix so it was an insignificant conversation but I thought that was pretty funny. Alright ending this post since its so damn long and noone will probably even read it. Ha. Toodles!!
Ps...any ladies in here???