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Chicago Heroin v. Please refrain from offing yourself.

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thank you so much new phone and everyone for the info.

as of now, looks like i got a spot a SHARE for saturday but I'm gonin to check out a few othe places like LSSI and maybe holy family. and other recs or if you have been to any of these info would be cool.

and sleeper, if i was going the methadone route i would jump on that in a second but methadone is a last resort for now thank you. but i will take not of that place thank you.
 
^ So how many days do you have browny?
Still feeling like absolute shit or having some relief at all yet?

Have you been using anything else to help the wd, I could suggest tons of shit that helped me get through
But we all know the first initial week of hell really isn't the worst part anyway...

Pm me anytime if you need to talk though, remember loud baring jams help immensely
 
thanks bill. hope by the disco biscuits have been my theme song!

i have not used heroin since 3pm Wednesday the 19th. i was prescribed zofran at the er which is a wonder drug for puking. did not puke once after taking that. then i say dr. ready at new day center and he is monitoring my home detox with lorazepam, clonodine, and ambien. he suggested a 3 2 1 sub taper but i was hesitant and i have no insurance and would have been expensive. idk i kinda wish i checked it out but that is still an option moving forward. so right now i am feeling ok. i was on 24 grams loperimide for the first 3-4 days which helped immensely. so i had it pretty good thanks bill.


so i see the dr. friday where he should sign off on my detox and i will should get into treatment hopefully by saturday.

option 1 is SHARE
option 2 i have to call LSSI back tomorrow in the morning and speak to intake.
option 3 i am currently waiting for a call from gateway

holy family does not take people without insurance so that is out.

option 4 i can do day treatment at new day center with dr. ready. so we will se what happens.
 
Dude just think a couple more days and it will be a full week for you
Congrats I know how hard it is, especially to get through the weekend

But it seems like you're staying positive and optimistic, every day will get a bit easier so that's awesome
I wish you and anyone else struggling massive luck and good vibes

Oh seriously though ask your doc about gabapentin or pregablin
They gave it to me in detox and wrote me a script for it since I had already known how much it helps and it really does
 
new phone do u actually listen to that lil mal,that was some terrible bullshit,wouldnt even consider,that music.
 
Brownline - keep it up, the worst part of physical wd has to be almost over, right? Now it gets tricky, cause if you're anything like me, even if you want to stay sober, some day at some time, you're really gonna want to get high. That's why you need the support system and coping skills you can learn in treatment. And then you have to follow through with that in your real life. But you can do it, it can be done.

Chef - now you got me interested. I gotta check out that video...
 
Chefman... If I actually listened to "that music" (if you can even call it that) I wouldn't have told you to skip to the last 30 seconds of it, right? Do you read at a 3rd grade level or something? 'Cause, judging from your posts, I'd say you definitely write at a 3rd grade level.
 
Chilatesleeper said:
I don’t post often because I don’t use anymore. However, once every few months I get a craving which I then regret for about three times as long as the dope lasted. Anyway, I drove thru the west side Friday night and it was full of cops. Between the highway and my favorite hood I spotted three or four black guys shouting, “Hey! Over here! Yo!” at me and, I would assume, every other white driver that passed by.

No one sells like that anymore. Ten years ago, when there were great blows everywhere, corner boys were shouting. Now everything is much more cloak and dagger. Still, I thought, this might be easy. But looking at these guys I could see they were older - mid 20’s to mid 30’s - and in shape. So I just looked at them and drove by.

After a complete fucked up hour of driving around and not scoring (GOOD!) I decided to pass by those guys on my way home to see if my suspicions were right. As I’m heading south, an undercover car turns into my lane to block someone who was parked at the spot. Yep. Reverse sting. Seeing a flat bed tow truck cruising the area makes me sure a lot of people lost their cars yesterday.

So be careful, y’all.

BBC did a Chicago heroin story yesterday:
http://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-26672422

I say: Bullshit. The west side glory days have been gone for five to seven years. Once you’ve been away from it for a while- a long while - kratom does just fine. But like a crazy person, I keep wanting to fuck with that cunt every now and then.
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I disagree, I copped like that for like a month or two straight, never had any trouble, ended up getting a phone connect, and that was up until like two or three weeks ago, theres alot of open air out there, and they all shout if your white
 
oh that must be it i cant read,whatever bro,i never even heard of that guy, u dont gotta get all salty man,we never had probs between us before,just,askin a question.
 
Gave me 30 mg morphine pills but take 5 and barely nothing. My use so was so high so the hospital stay sucked..... Did get xanex thank god but using them right this time no being out for like 2 days...
 
Reply to a few it here and I so thank you all for the support and the system work if u let it work itself..... I am one in thousands going down right now.... A small snippet of my story. Please ask and engage it fir sure helps me as I hope it can some of u wonderful, beautiful and loving people....
 
The devils drug.... Man I make good money the dope had more if a grip on myself then I could on it. Gaunentee my other stem healed, was not as bad but close and quit using and it healed and functions like 95% and just think if my left arm could on been 50% like would of been much more manageable.... Good to share this story so hope I can help in any May and do forward to others thinking about using lost arm, got divorced , (more to that story) but in valves the drug.... They ran a ton of rest and said it is a miracle there was no blood infection , no mrsa , no heart problems.... These next few months will be a battle and I hope to be open , honest and real with you to get page this stage of like.... Funny before I picked a name I like fantom, dark my steric, etc... And sure enough I experience fantom symptoms quite often. Those who don't knw what it is look it up and since home from work bored and looking to have a game plan so PM me to talk..... For sure hard to shot with one arm so if anyone knws ways or nurses that can help with these last few .... Gone in foot, sux, I can hit someone in a heartbeat but so hard for me to hit.

Or can someone forward me info
of a nurse or some that can maybe help me hit legally like at hospital and morohone. Ruined me I lost an arm , a way if life, and very depressed... JUST DO NOT More Damage and give me a last few gluons of happiness whatever that is anymore.


- my thoughts and prayers are for the ones who struggle with this addiction just to see another day and live and go thru the same u natural way of life... Everything that has a beginning has an end.... Stay strong and it trurly one say at a time...

love giving back and now this could be something I give speeches to about the highs and live if this drug. Man I make good money the dope had more if a grip on myself then I could on it. Gaunentee my other hand and stem healed, was not as bad but close and quit using and it healed and functions like 95% and just think if my left arm could on been 50% like would of been much more manageable.... Good to share this story so hope I can help in any May and do forward to others thinking about using lost arm, got divorced , (more to that story) but who knows in the street drug ls out there the drug dealers?...they don't care and fibby most heroin dealers do not do the drug.... We all can see why. They ran a ton of blood test and said it is a miracle there was no blood infection , no mrsa , no heart problems.... These next few months will be a battle and I hope to be open , honest and real with you to get page this stage of like.... Funny before I picked a name I like fantom, dark my steric, etc... And sure enough I experience fantom symptoms quite often. Those who don't knw what it is look it up and since home from work bored and looking to have a game plan so PM me to talk..... For sure hard to shot with one arm so if anyone knws ways or nurses that can help with these last few .... Gone in foot, sux, I can hit someone in a heartbeat but so hard for me to hit. Shoulders, legs, just good proper inject and blood resister. When in hospital they put those IV fluid things in which can stay for days which is a genius idea and I d that MAKES ME THINK if i was safely injecting daily my god, hospital visits go down due to sure hit, no infections, can be on a controlled drip and could be legal like the dilaudid drug or morphine in which I do no think even compares to that first taste of "SMACK" years ago. By far heroin is by far the my favorite drug out there...

But as a cold blustery chill coming off lake shore drive while going back to office for a meeting we has discussed earlier - I will now and have to live the life of a normal creative in the world we call advertising...

"my thoughts and prayers are for the ones who struggle with this addiction just to see another day and live and gone thru the same natural way of life... Everything that has a beginning has an end.... Stay strong and it trurly might save at a time..."
 
hey guys.... been a while. just got some spade bags this last week that were good, also the stay high bags have been pretty fire lately.
 
sup newphone. I fapped looking at those pics on the last page. It's been awhile since I've had 'raw' - meaning something that wasn't half dorm.
 
My bad chefman, I was just in a shitty mood at the time. Didn't mean to take it out on you.
 
To Nick Who? - It's all relative. Yes you can score decent shit and yes when the heat is low people shout for sales. I admit - I went on a real shitty day- first good weather of the year and the cops were all over. People I knew were selling would just point with their eyes at the nearby cops. Now I hold back from the phone numbers because - a relapse is bad enough - I don't need that safe number and a guy calling me with deals. It'd be nice - but I gotta keep myself from getting comfortable with that vicious cunt (heroin) all over again. That metaphor can play out for a while, but you understand. I don't want it that easy.

Ten years ago is WAS much easier. No cameras, cops not around, and crews on every fucking block yelling at you. It is not like that now. Look at my sign-up date. I was lurking for a year before that, looking for answers about the medieval fucking nightmares that come when the daily dose of methadone wears out after 20, 21 hours. 3am psychosis and three more hours till the clinic opens. I've actually walked thru Dante's Inferno, and um, it was freaky.

The dope - ok, maybe it's me, but all the places I copped back in the day - the black bag spot was one of my fav's - I'd snort and feel fucking great in twenty minutes. Snort blows today and it's an hour before I feel it. And motherfuckers cutting it with niacin. Makes my eyes blow up puffy and wrinkled at the same time, and fuck trying to hide that shit. What I'm saying is - the blows are good, but only half as good as when I was strung out. And it was all over and wide open. I'm not knocking what's out there now - ok maybe I am, but it's because I'm disappointed. That bitch heroin is much finer in my memory than she is today. She's got old. Me too. I'm on with my life and that's why I don't want a phone connect. But I'm sure you're right- phone connects have to be where the quality is. It's just that I remember that quality being on every corner. For miles and fucking miles.

Oh, I mentioned the extreme yellers because they were cops, and you don't want them kidnapping your car. I believe it's up to three grand to get it back, which means most of us would be fucked. I got two cars back at $1300, and pissed off a lot of relatives. Three grand and I'm out of the job game. Though I mostly write and draw from home for $, but still. I'd say "old timers back me up" but they're dead, in jail or moved way on. And it's a pretty cliche phrase. Plus I'm only old when I have those fucking niacin raccoon eyes!
 
Chilatesleeper said:
Ten years ago is WAS much easier. No cameras, cops not around, and crews on every fucking block yelling at you. It is not like that now. Look at my sign-up date. I was lurking for a year before that, looking for answers about the medieval fucking nightmares that come when the daily dose of methadone wears out after 20, 21 hours. 3am psychosis and three more hours till the clinic opens. I've actually walked thru Dante's Inferno, and um, it was freaky.
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Truth. It didn't seem like they even cared. Now there's a show on CNN fronting Chicago's Gang violence and heroin problem to the national level. Truth be told, I wouldn't even bother with the westside right now. If you're going to feed a habit, it's just a matter of time before you see county.
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