Chicago Heroin v Fuck Dormin

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so where have you local tards been?

imma take a guess and say since most of yall talk and pretty much go to the same people cause of your sourcing...that maybe your spot had some hot bags and yall are dead or in the hospital.. or they ran a sting on your asses and you all are currently sitting in jail.

wouldnt it be funny if it was like 10 white boys/girls all get brought in to county at the same time and the dboys ask what they did and they all say "bluelight" and in a couple months we start to get an influx of dboys coming on here and trying to sell their dope cause they met all these white boys in county talkin about it


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thats my guess since this page was pretty much dead all weekend and the only person to post is OG, and me and him have the same connect but we havent been going to him recently although his bags have been decent as of late..he hasnt gone for the past few months and me i go to him like once every 2 weeks or so, but since ive givin up on anything cut with dorm cause the shit destroys my nose and lungs, ive just had to stop

sucks though cause raw just kinda killed my tolerance, but the good thing is im able to breath out my nose the same night i snort the raw and tomorrow ill be able to breath out of it just fine and dont sneeze and blow thick shit out of my nose anymore..i swear that dorm powder turns into a glue in you sinus cause these been a few times where i havent been able to breath and i snort a little nose pump up inm it and after 10min i blow my nose and a big chunk of white in the form of a snot comes out or ill inhale deeply and gag on it and then i look at it and if you run your fingers threw it (i know its gross but im curious as to what this thing is that came out my nose) and this thing will break down and you can tell it was oncea powder..makes me wonder what type of shit is caked in my lungs..ill prolly have lung cancer 20years down the line from this shit hardeneing up and being like cement inthere or some other horrible lung problem that they will name after me cause they neerseen it before cause no one in the past few years has snorted as much off that shit as i have...well im sure there had been but alot of them are dead cause they moved on to the pin
 
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its been dead for months now if you really look at it.. besides when there was a time when there seemed to be a bunch of people with a handfull of post .. posting for a little bit, people that had been posting the most sounded like they want to quit and are trying to do so like myself
 
i dont know i try and only post every other day when i use and dont really worry about other people or when they post in between that...and regardless the last 2years or so this secion has been pretty much dominated by chicagoians and thats before they brought this thread back, before that like when i first started coming around it was people from NYC/NJ but they kind of left and chicago people took over and been here since..

now i really dont care since i prefer the main dope thread but this thread has been just as active as the othe one and with in the last few weeks the main dope thread has caught up page wise to this thread

its like all you new guys, gave each other your consistant connects and have either strung yourselves out and need to get clean or yall are now all broke and need to get clean..but ive seen that happen before in here so im not totally suprised..people start off on pills and dont really have a dope connect and they see us talkin about dope and realize its alot cheaper and not as bad as people made it sound and they find out how to cop and talk to some people nad get a decent consistant connect and with in a few months maybe they6 caught their first case and are strung the fuck out..its known as "the noobs cycle of bluelight" lol

yall remember BHAN? me and him had our problems and im pretty sure i had a temp ban over him and thats cause he didnt want to listen to what we all were saying,and instead listened to that scum bag from his area and aside from lieing about everything, he went what was it 4-5months from the time he first became a member and the kid went from eating pills to being a strung out catching a case, stealing and doin favors for dealers and dieing.. and i dont know if we ever found out if the car crach was related to dope but im willing to bet it was just cause the way it happened crossing over the lanes...and its sad but true, people her ejust die all the time and most we dont even know about cause they wernt that close to anyone
 
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Sometimes I wonder about people too Chink
I wonder what happened to that RidingTheBrownLine guy, he seemed like an alright dude

If I'm not mistaken I think he mentioned wanting to get clean a couple times but I also knew he copped on the west side everyday, so who really knows, could be clean staying away from triggers or is dead or in jail...

Edit: Or maybe they just pawned there PC's lol
 
For me not posting, I'm trying to stay clean. I can't say where everyone else went. As for Chinkys statement, BLers share tips in PMs or in real life, phone or if they meet at the spot. Duh!! I met a girl on here and we talked on pm and then literally the next day without any planning just pure coincidence we saw each other at a spot but I'm sure Everyone knows about this area on the WS because there's like fifty different corners in a five block radius. As for what happened to RTBL, I dunno. He was one of the first cool people I met on here when I moved to Chi from the West Coast. Boy how my understanding of this town has changed in 6 mos. than those first futile attempts to cop my first weeks here. Now I have numerous phone connects and corner spots and it sucks because I really just want to chill out for a while,
 
Wekl im still all good no over dose,no arrests,just tired of the game and trying to stay clean had three days in a row,but im all good,hope everyone else is good. Anyone hear from gwen, been a long time too
 
chefman said:
Wekl im still all good no over dose,no arrests,just tired of the game and trying to stay clean had three days in a row,but im all good,hope everyone else is good. Anyone hear from gwen, been a long time too
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Chef I got like eight days clean. Well on bups but close enough. You fully clean or on bups or methadone?
 
other then the one bag fck up i had (which i felt like a peice of shit after doing it) i been clean since the 12th of november, no bups or methadone, it fcking sucked but i pulled thru it, i 'm at the point now when my brain plays tricks on me and tells me i should use, something takes over and tells me it aint even worth it anymore. when i was younger a guy told me one time that there is no such thing as a successful junke. back then i was like whatever dude but looking back he was so rite.. when your high u dont even notice how obv. it is that your high to people around you . they say the hard part of being sober is after you get clean guess i will have to wait and see
 
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Im on methadone,50 mil.and I still cant stay clean,now my daughter who is 20 is in trouble for dope,and ironically I never used by her or,she didnt even know I used dope. Im so scared for her. I just dont think its worth it,but I like to get high, well we will see.
 
I'ts not just the getting high that makes it hard to quit, it's the fact that you get so used to being around the whole thing, the dealers, the other users....It's hard to know what to do with yourself really...It's the thrill of the chase, gettin the dope home, doin it....I've been clean for over a year and I miss it...The first year, I was so glad to be off of it, but now I miss it a lot...
 
^ I've been clean for 9 months and I definitely do not miss the lifestyle whatsoever. Feels great to finally live a normal life after being on opiates for 7 years.
 
It's so much scarier when it's someone you know and someone close. Ugh I have a friend I turned on to dope and fixed him for his first time and regret it to this day and constantly worry about him. If he were to pass from dope I would never forgive myself. I saved his life when we were roommates. He od and fortunately I was there to call 911. He was out for at least an hour because he came home and showed me the dope and went to do a shot. I was watching tv in my room. After about an hour I was curious because he normally would tell me if it was good or what. I exit my room and just see his feet sticking out and he was unconscious on the bathroom floor straight pulp fiction style with foam coming out of his mouth. Scariest thing ever when I realized he was still breathing I figured he would be okay if they got there in time to give him that shot that wakes you up instantly , which it did and he was all confused and looks at the medic and says casually,"what are you guys doin here?"
 
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^ I quit bupe during the middle of a semester or college while working 20 hours a week. So you can definitely do it if you really want.
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I basically went cold turkey off of 16mg of suboxone a day (I weened down over the last 2 weeks after being on it for 18 months, so that's why I said it was basically cold turkey) and was only really out of commission for 3 days. It was bad for a week, but the worst was 3 nights of no sleep, and by week 2 I was alright.

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Hi everyone, swim was hoping for some advice. SWIM recently picked up some off brand heroin on the west side and finds that when swim cooks it, it looks fine, but when the shot cools down in the syringe it becomes a milky white color filled with particulates. SWIM is using cotton as always to filter swims shot. Has SWIY experienced this, and is there way to get a clean shot out of this stuff? BTW when SWIM sniffs this stuff he finds it to be of okay quality. Swim would appreciate any advice regarding this phenomenon. Thanks.
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Don't heat your shots. Heroin dissolves just fine in cold water. If you do for some reason heat your shot, then let it cool down before filtering it. The way you are doing it now it will just solidify once it gets in your veins, which is horrible for you.

cicerogrinds said:
other then the one bag fck up i had (which i felt like a peice of shit after doing it) i been clean since the 12th of november, no bups or methadone, it fcking sucked but i pulled thru it, i 'm at the point now when my brain plays tricks on me and tells me i should use, something takes over and tells me it aint even worth it anymore. when i was younger a guy told me one time that there is no such thing as a successful junke. back then i was like whatever dude but looking back he was so rite.. when your high u dont even notice how obv. it is that your high to people around you . they say the hard part of being sober is after you get clean guess i will have to wait and see
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Good for you man. It's good when you get to the point of feeling really bad about relapsing, and that's when it's easier to quit. I'm not a fan of maintenance, so it's good you were able to stop without going that route. I'll do 4-7 days of bupe when quitting, but after that I'm on my own.
 
Ugh well my eleven days clean ended. Long story but I picked up last night but took a bup yesterday morning so waited til today to fix. Even with all the bup in my system I got surprisingly high. I'm a little upset w/ myself but I'm gonna start back up on the bups tomorrow. I can't go on another run; too emotionally and physically exhausting. Well see.
 
did anyon e see the intervention last night wit hthe kid named :nick:...it was a decent episode and the dude was a crazy dope fiend who once a week would go into to mexico and get 4grams and smuggle it back..he would sell half and make his money to do it all over again. but the guys parents were millonaires and his girlfriend was alcohol and drug counselor who he met at a meeting and was able to get her to start using with him..then he agrees to go to conceling and starts going into wd on the plane so he starts freaking out and was gonna get arrested for federal inturrupting a plane and he the guy who he was with explained he was on his way to rehab and was able to convice the cops to let him go to rehab and not arrest him but if anything happened between then and when he checks in he would get federal charges..then he spends 120days clean and then he magically gets hit by a car and says he hurt his back so he goes to the hospital and gets morphine and the rehab allowed him but they got suspiccious when he went back and got more..so they kicked him out he went back home got high again on dope and went back to the rehab the next week...the dude was just crazy and everyone the entite episode kept saying how he would he could make millions being a businessman or a lawyercause the guy can njust talk and convice you to buy what ever it is he is talking to you about..and it got me pissed that the dudes famiuly tgot millions and hes such a good talker and salesman and his dad wants him to come work for him and how he once wanted him to take over the company and it just pissed me off that dude has all this opprotunity and an be millionair himself but is just choosing dope..its like fuck you can do dope the rest of your life, why not make some money and then go back to it when you got enough cash you dont have to work..its fuckin sick but said watching someone try and hit a bein for 3 hours and its so bad he couldnt even hit in his neck



chefman said:
Im on methadone,50 mil.and I still cant stay clean,now my daughter who is 20 is in trouble for dope,and ironically I never used by her or,she dnt even know I used dope. Im so scared for her. I just dont think its worth it,but I like to get high, well we will see.
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tell her chinky says hi ;)

BlueHues said:
I'ts not just the getting high that makes it hard to quit, it's the fact that you get so used to being around the whole thing, the dealers, the other users....It's hard to know what to do with yourself really...It's the thrill of the chase, gettin the dope home, doin it....I've been clean for over a year and I miss it...The first year, I was so glad to be off of it, but now I miss it a lot...
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for me the hardest thing is having all this ectra time that i used to kill with using..i just get so bored when im not using that it literally drives me crazy, thats wh yi need o smoke weed when i do stop cause my heavy use started when i got fired, well i quit instead of getting fired and i was just sellin weed and making money and after 10years of smokin weed and stop doin coke and psychs, i already started eating pills but it was a once a weekend party type of thing and then it wasa twice aq week and then i came into all those OCs and bars that ive told the story of it a million times and thats whqt got me my full habit..but really it wras cause i wasnt working and just sellin weed all day, when i worked i just didnt have all that extra time
 
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