yah same for me, if i dont have a source i wont go looking but one day some asshole introduced me to the westside open from 430am to 1030pm every day 24x7x365

i need to get out of this city.
Always the first couple of weeks are awesome but when it gets to the point where your only using so u can get up and function thats such a stressful feeling and the anxiety when you know your about out and your not sure if your going to be able to score in time.
I really had a huge collection of pharms i got prescribed months ago from a doc , covered everything, the right combo almost made stopping easy (outside the mental). But my girl just flipped out one day saying im replacing one with another and while i was in full blown w/d just dumped 20-25 bottles of pharms down the toilet.
on a 10-12 bag a day habit how bad do you guys think the first day with sub will be?