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Shit...wanna keep reading but batt dying and I don't have a charger.
It's "Felony DOGS" not Franks get it right girl. Lol. ...you know I'm playing.
Used to pick up raw at that big liqueur store on the corner of that "big" av. a few blocks north of the felony franks.
Phone dead later guys.
 
Oh shit so there is D over there! I mean I figured but I see mostly crackheads. LOL Felony Dogs, you're right youre right. I just had to drive that way and back (kid to school) and you all IT IS HOT OUT THERE. I'm telling you now there was at least 2 sherriff van's and several cop cars on my stretch from Western to Chicago ave (which is on my way home). The cops are out in vans and suv's ... so I'm just warning you guys, there's heat and it's not even 8am. I wondered why Jackson was empty this morning and the LQ didn't have it's usual people standing there waiting for it to "open". That area scares me more than Ktown, I have no idea why either. Makes total sense that raw is there because it's right off of 290 and for anyone who doesn't want to go to the wild west, it's a tiny area accessible and visible - with plenty of us pale faces around. That area is very gentrified, but Im convinced it's because all the white people moved there for their habit.

anyway, be careful today - I'm seeing a lot of cops sorta heading out west down various streets off of Western and I know exactly what that means (because it's vans not cop cars). Id safety assume that there will be a sweep in about an hour or so maybe. I noticed no soldiers out and several people pulling into the gas station to evade the LE. stay east of camp bell ;) if you can till noon. Everyone enjoys taking their hour lunch break and that's a safer time to venture here.
 
heads up! Don't go around west today, use your PC. Just met up with mine, a guy was shot 4 times in the head in front of our building this morning (I swear none of us heard it, so there's your snitch!). He was dead for hours and found when we were all leaving for school because his brains were splattered all over the windshield. Stay the hell inside, use your PC and don't come out here. Im telling you, it's insane and it's not even 9am.
 
Yo Soma, nice to see new, real, people on here. You certainly seem to have your head in the game, though it sounds like you wish you didn't. Sorry your kids have to see that stuff.
Yeah, I used to play that corner game, west side, from the Ave down south of the expressway, but it's been a while. Got a PC and then started to avoid all that nonsense, especially after the good park and serve spots I had got nailed. I prized that customer service - the older guys ran the shop in the morning, on the way in to work, and the young ones in the afternoon - they were far too crazy for me, "get out of the car, walk into the gangway" all that nonsense shit...serve me and let me go...anyway, none of that for a minute now, I've successfully been clean. Today I'm home sick from work,,,but that's a separate issue, a separate illness all on it's own.
I don't post much recently, but since I saw some real shit up here, I wanted to say hi, and also say hi to all the others that I consider friends. I'm not gonna list you and embarrass you, you sweet little darlings...adios, gringos!
 
I have some Pm's but can't seem to respond for 180 minutes? I promise I read em' and I will be in touch as soon as that time is up or lifted, whichever. To the sweetheart who just wrote me, I went to Ida Crown. ;) and then I was shipped off to NYC to stay with my artist cousin, who ended up being the most infamous club kid ever and where I got a lil' habit. Anyway, off topic a bit:
Ever get really internally pissed that people view coke usage like it's nbd and if you do H you're essentially a walking turd? IMO neither is better than the other, I just think people don't see the true grit of cocaine abuse like they see it in dope users. I know so so so many people that used H to come off of coke. I get very depressed if I use cola, at least after, so I don't fuck with it. Same goes for alcohol. I'm sure I have a mental disorder, if not a personality one, it's hard to know though since you can't diagnose someone actively using or who is freshly clean.
 
northsideboy said:
Yo Soma, nice to see new, real, people on here. You certainly seem to have your head in the game, though it sounds like you wish you didn't. Sorry your kids have to see that stuff.
Yeah, I used to play that corner game, west side, from the Ave down south of the expressway, but it's been a while. Got a PC and then started to avoid all that nonsense, especially after the good park and serve spots I had got nailed. I prized that customer service - the older guys ran the shop in the morning, on the way in to work, and the young ones in the afternoon - they were far too crazy for me, "get out of the car, walk into the gangway" all that nonsense shit...serve me and let me go...anyway, none of that for a minute now, I've successfully been clean. Today I'm home sick from work,,,but that's a separate issue, a separate illness all on it's own.
I don't post much recently, but since I saw some real shit up here, I wanted to say hi, and also say hi to all the others that I consider friends. I'm not gonna list you and embarrass you, you sweet little darlings...adios, gringos!
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Thank you!!! Sorry to hear you are feeling ill, hope you don't have the flu that's going around. My child had it and my kids never get sick, I was one worried momma bear. He tried to play it down till I noticed he wasn't even playing minecraft (that's when you know your teen is truly ill, no video games!). Totally agree about the older and younger / shift changes. I like my pc as a human, as a person, as an adult. He's kind to me and I can openly talk about my issues with real feedback from him. I don't know why we bonded like we did but it happened. I started crying last week when he offered to take my kid to school so I could get my shit together (I was sick from the flu) because I have NO help, none. My mom lives in another state, retired, socialite and my father is deceased. My brother is strung out on heroin so bad that we have no relationship because he steals everything and lies terribly. I cried that this big old dealer offered to help me and actually cried because I cried! Maybe he sees something in me that I don't? Our convo this morning was basically over the dead body in front of our building and kinda piecing together when it had to have happened, why it probably happened and how today and tomorrow is going to be out there. As we were sitting there talking, 5 chicago police vans rolled by. He just looked at me and I looked at him, he said "Im taking my ass indoors, there's heat - stay inside and don't call the phone". If he's spooked, then you know it's heavy. The younger guy seems to take over the phone after school and I haaattteee dealing with him. He's very nice to me, his lady is a sweetheart and they do zero drugs nor drink - but he's on HIS time. i hate the "Be over in 10 minutes" and it's actually 4 hours later "still need it?". Like, don't tell me to go to the spot in our building and fucking stand there looking stupid and obvious if you aren't going to show! I think they do this as a test to see if you're a snitch, really addicted and I betcha they observe. Fooling around with wait times is not good business but we are disposable in the sea of people coming here and getting hooked. Where we fall off, 3 more take our place.
 
Hey Soma, for your PMs you just need to raise the # of posts until you got the threshold, like 50 or something close...then you can PM all you like. So keep talking girl, a few here, a few there, and you'll get there in no time.
Peace out.
 
damn shit changes so fucking fast. a few weeks ago I was going on almost a year n a half without using any dope at all. within the past few fuckin weeks I done got myself fully back into the game. I thought for sure I wouldn't put myself back in this fucked up situation again. couple weeks ago I was getting that itch so fuck it I hit up an old homie n got my phone connects #. hit this foo up n took the train n met his ass. the first time I only grabbed a few since I knew my tolerance would be low after this long not getting fucked up. after that I waited like a week n went back n got more.. fuck tho since then I havnt been able to stop for shit n to make shit even worse now I got back up with an old friend who sells raw and will literaly drop the shit off to me in my fucking parking lot. so now that I want to half way slow down/stop I fall into a connect who takes away all the bullshit going to the city n all that bullshit which used to somewhat convince me to just not go. like not wanting to walk to the train n meet my other connect on the west side now I make one fucking phone call n 20 mins later the shit is at my fucking doorstep... lol damn im fuckked yall. its crazy how shit works out sometime. I really do need to get back on my shit but proly gonna fuck around a lil longer n take advantage of havin a good connect for a lil bit. LOL I know you guys don't know me n shit I just needed somewhere to vent this shit out I don't really have anyone in my life who is still involved in this life or that really understands how the shit really is.. sorry if a blabbed on a lil too long aint trying to bore anyone thanks for listening yall
 
itchyscratchy said:
You being a bullshitter never crossed my mind, Soma. Thanks for the PM btw. Still a couple of things unclear but...yeah, K-town is supposed to be really fucked up but I've never had any problems over there. ...well, except a time I nodded out in an alley and had all the shit out of my pockets stolen. But never any violent shit.
Take care.
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i have to agree. Actually sometimes I would feel protected for lack of a better word. The older dealers would say things like "wait in here man come on.. I wouldn't let anything happen to you or your car. We see you as money and a white man killed here fucks up my whole shit". Also if on foot there are lots of alleys, side yards and shit like that to can get you to the train without being on the main roads. Being on the main roads used to scare the shit out of me, feel so open for the police to see my white skin. You do see some mind boggling shit though sometimes, some I wish I could erase. Plus I'm a big white boy, I think someone looking to stick someone up in general is gonna try to find someone more vulnerable, like someone passout out in the alley :) . Just goofing itch, I have done plenty of shit like that, actually shit why more embarrassing, yours is more funny and a great story.
 
itchyscratchy said:
a prime example of a hypocritical asshole that's holier than thou just cause he takes methadone now, and not dope and talking about dicks and buttplugs and pillows shaped like dicks in social. ...or whatever the fuck the sick thread this gross fucker was discussing his homo fantasies in. Check out this dildo's last posts.
I guarantee you're gonna feel like you are gonna need a shower after reading that homogenized exchange. ...nasty fuckers. I would say its funny but it's just fucking gross.
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Holy Shit. I just read my last posts from the social and that Shit needs to be printed on a plaque and hung in someone's office. That Shit is comedic gold.

Why are you so heated atm? Buddy, compadre, friend, pal, road dog, homie, bff, brother from another mother, I urge you to take a look into yourself and come up with an answer as to why you are so mad at ONE FUCKING POST WITH ABSOLUTELY NO OUTWARD SIGNS OF BELITTLEMENT TOWARDS ANYONE. You took the time to look thru my old posts but not to sit back and reflect on the substance of MY FIRST POST ON BLUELIGHT IN GOD DAMN NEAR A YEAR. Jumping baby Jesus you are in need of a hug.
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hahaha memphis... Sorry to tell you buddy but coming off of metbadone is going to be 100x worse than coming off of dope or dillies. Methadone seems to be harder on the body as the constipation is intense as fuck. Oh, and you realize you're still on dope right??? I mean, just because you swallow it instead of shooting it doesn't mean it ain't dope. Get off your high horse and realize that just because you're on something that comes from a clonic and "allows you to function" doesn't mean you arent still on dope!
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....Wtf are you and why do you keep tabs on my life thru a fucking drug influenced website?
 
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northsideboy said:
Yo Soma, nice to see new, real, people on here. You certainly seem to have your head in the game, though it sounds like you wish you didn't. Sorry your kids have to see that stuff.
Yeah, I used to play that corner game, west side, from the Ave down south of the expressway, but it's been a while. Got a PC and then started to avoid all that nonsense, especially after the good park and serve spots I had got nailed. I prized that customer service - the older guys ran the shop in the morning, on the way in to work, and the young ones in the afternoon - they were far too crazy for me, "get out of the car, walk into the gangway" all that nonsense shit...serve me and let me go...anyway, none of that for a minute now, I've successfully been clean. Today I'm home sick from work,,,but that's a separate issue, a separate illness all on it's own.
I don't post much recently, but since I saw some real shit up here, I wanted to say hi, and also say hi to all the others that I consider friends. I'm not gonna list you and embarrass you, you sweet little darlings...adios, gringos!
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Good work sir. Your a bad ass motherfucker. Even though it sucks being sick doesn't it kinda seem like a walk in the park compared to being dopesick? Hopefully nothing serious, take care man.
 
Also, the only horse I have been riding lately is your mother and by that I don't mean sex.

I put a saddle on your mom equipped with stirrups and a ball gag, staple a makeshift tail to her and ride her around the house while shoving carrots up her ass.


That bitch is into some kinky Shit.
 
urbans0ma said:
heads up! Don't go around west today, use your PC. Just met up with mine, a guy was shot 4 times in the head in front of our building this morning (I swear none of us heard it, so there's your snitch!). He was dead for hours and found when we were all leaving for school because his brains were splattered all over the windshield. Stay the hell inside, use your PC and don't come out here. Im telling you, it's insane and it's not even 9am.
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damn thats a hell of a way to start your day...
 
Lol memphis. It's just funny how you think methadone is this great thing. I remember feeling the exact same way... Until I had to get off of it. God damn those withdrawals suck.

Can't wait to start work Monday. Only going to be getting paid once a month but I should get a nice little pay check for a weeks worth of work.
 
NewPhone said:
God damn those withdrawals suck.
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yea when i was in detox the ppl there for subs n done said the WDs on day 20 were just as bad as they were on day one.... fuck all that... WDin from dope was bad for 5-6 days but i dont think i could of done a month of that....

but im sure ul be different memphis... lol... idk why but you just seem like such a douche
 
I went off of methadone at 5 mgs after only being on it for 1 year, and the withdrawals were 100x's worse than heroin. I actually went to the Er because I could not stop spazzing (for a lack of better terms). Oddly I didn't spew out of both ends, it was the endless involuntary limb movement, shaking and the worst sweats ever. I begged the ER dr to make my legs stop moving. I think I spent only 8 hours after it truly hit me before I went to the hospital, that's how bad methadone withdrawal is. It took me 90 days to not feel weird and to start sleeping more than 4 hours. I lost so much energy that I couldn't walk the flight up to my apt. I was frail, exhausted and gave myself lupus (that is no joke, I have drug induced lupus now..forever). I can't believe I called yesterday to a clinic out of fright. Glad they didn't call me back, and the waiting list is 4 months at this time.

Methadone and subs are helpful in a 14 day time frame, but over that hump and without the same meds we need for heroin withdrawal (blood pressure meds and valium) it's essentially going to be worse off. The only thing it really does is make you change up your habits from the street aspect and in some places, attend meetings. It can be beneficial if you are truly working on everything else, underlying issues and what not and you taper after 14 days. It's not a save all and there is no miracle drug.
 
Yeah, I've heard the sub w/d is just about the same as "done, except just time-wise/ not effect-wise. I've got a friend from out of state who was on GABA and sub for pain management, until the Dr. pulled the plug on the sub with no warning - there was a contraindication with another med he was on, and nobody caught it umtil it was too late and he had a full-blown sub dependancy...and that's what he said, it was just the fact that time freezes and the w/d took way too long for his liking...

anyway gotta go, time to make dinner for the returning familia. then back to sleep while the kids kids watch a movie or something...

that's the simple quiet life i want to lead...not this stupid self initiated drama....

ttyl when you get a chance Soma master...or mistress...
 
Yeah it's very much a "frozen in time" situation. I have used sub successfully and basically dodged all aspects of wd though! A month back I took a break and really wanted to quit forever but I kinda knew I wasn't ready. I had 3 8mg pills and broke them up, took 2mg's when I felt it come on and used xanax for the anxiety. I think the second day I needed 4mgs but otherwise I was fine taking very little for a week and then just stopped taking it. I was totally fine. I think I read here that the key to a very short stint with subs and dodging wd is to use the least amount required when starting out and everyday reduce the amount after day 4. I don't know how well that would work for anyone with a very large habit, I also don't know how it would work going off of methadone since the half life on done is 72 hours from last dosage. When I went off of methadone I didn't feel anything till almost exactly 72 hours. God that withdrawal was never ending and scary, truthfully the worst.
 
Well, then at least you know sub works for you...better than nothing! I never wanna cold turkey any of this shit again - at 45, I'm over the romance and mystery of being a "dope fiend" LOL.
I'd settle for being a maladjusted teenager at heart, in an adult' body with adult responsibilities.
Have a good nught sweetheart, time to play games with the kids, then put them to sleep...
 
I was in a methadone program summer 2012 for a cpl months... Sucked balls. Dosed me too low, way too pricey for me (way cheaper buying done on the street, for me), woke up sweating daily and hated it. During that month I became an alcoholic because I needed something more. Anyway, I jumped off at 45mg, holy hell that was the worst time of my life! A month straight of acute wd hell.
I keep finding myself back dependant on sub. I got off sub. I was forced to get off it last summer, jumped off at .5mg. The withdrawal lasted about 3wks but was WAY milder that methadone. With some OTC meds and seroquel to knock me out it was (fairly) bearable. I agree with the general consensus that h is easist to wd from. Im stuck on sub now but hope to hop back on h for a few wks than quit.... Haha. Fuck, what a horrible aspiration.
 
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