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Chicago heroin thread v. blowin for blows

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Bill - Haven't seen ridingthebrownline on here in a while. He was a cool dude. We only talked through PMs. Hopefully he got clean. And CCL - the reason for 8 different employees is because the job is salaried and is a career with a great company and they want to make sure they're hiring the right person. In other news, I got an offer from them which I'll be accepting.
 
itchyscratchy said:
Hey, is GA getting hot?
It's getting kind of acceptable here man.

My girls sister, got some sleeping caps that would knock out a horse, I took one yester. Morn., and I woke up almost late with the TV on and my alarm neglected blaring. I think this shit is better than dorm or sleepanol.
But that's not an option right now...
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Yea its been real nice here lately..im talking mid to upper 60s and a couple in the low 70s. Didnt see any snow this winter for the first time ever.

And that sleeping pill was prolly unisom or something else that had doxylamine in it..doxylamine is the same type of drug as benedryl but way stonger in the sedation part actually the stongest OTC sedative you can bu.. benedryl is better as a antihistamine but doxylamine will put you to sleep

Bill said:
Does chefman, gwen, or opiateguy still post?
Sometimes I think bout blue valentine too for some strange raisin

You still in atl chinky?
I also think about fantom occasionally and if he stayed clean after losing his arm
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i forgot about BV, i wonder what happened to "the rock monster" or "shake" theres alot more too

but yeah im still down here, more then likely im gonna stay..it just seems better to have this fresh start, plus cost of living is way cheaper here..hell my taxes used to be over 7k a year on a 225-250k house but now for a house that much you can get an extra 1000 sqft of house and taxes are about $1300..fuckin crook county..my buddy just moved into a 2bd 1.5bath house and pays $750/month, that same house would easily be $1250-1500/month..plus the area im in is kinda like orland park and its still that cheap


Ill tell you though..if You need to invest some money? buy a house down here and rent it out..you can easily charge twice what the mortgage is as rent, cause the houses are so cheap ..shit at the worst part on the house market crash the houses in the area dropped crazy and 150k houss where sellin for under 100k and they still are only at 110-120k, its like everyhouse has crazy equity in it...i know all this cause my mom is looking to buy a house, when she transferred her job she didnt know if she would like ot here and to apply for a new transfer you have to work 18mo at that job and she decided she lkes it and wants to stay..
 
And *team nod assemble*


i meant to say that earlier but i got high and typing on my tabet is hard to do when nodding at the same time..i swear that last post took me an hour to type..fuckon touchscreen man, i cant type a single sentence with no mistakes if my life depended on it roght now
 
Here!

I hate living in this transitional living place. Been here one year, multiple relapses. everyone thinks im clean and that I only relapsed twice... They sent me to 'intensive bible study' for a month which was CRAZY!!! Anyway, Ive consistently been on *something*, currently sub... Lowered my doses to .5-1 mg at a time 2-3 times a day. Why? Cuz I wanna get HIGH, damn it! I think and obsess about it 90% of the time.

Im doomed! But I can't wait ;)
I took 7g gabapentin and 100mg diphen with my sub this afternoon so its pass out time for this mofo.
 
Northside is doing good, I just talked him a couple of days ago and my girl talked to him today.
And if he said that he's doing good, I believe him. I met with him a couple of times and he seems like a trustworthy, no-bullshit kind of guy.
Fantom, by his own admission, still dabbles. I know somebody that partied with him. ...but that has been a while back so things night have changed.
I hope he's good, he hasn't posted in a while.
Yo Chef!
Ltr peeps.
 
Hey motive if you hate it so much, why don't you take your goofy ass out and stop making taxpayers pay for your silly ass and give the bed to someone that actually wants to make a positive change in their life. If you are so passionate about gettin fucked up, stop being a parasite and go blow for blows to facilitate your passion.
Just saying...
 
Dude, Im paying for my stay here myself. And believe it or not, Im the only one here who is working the program provided above and beyond what is expected. I was chosen to speak to the board here in my county about why this place is good and effective for opiate addicts. I dont think just because some days I really want to use makes me a waste of space here. There are more days, like today... When I wake up, grab my little baby (~9mos) out of his Momma's bed, watch him learn and grow... And am glad Im not homeless, going on runs and getting high. Anyways, Im insistent about getting the most out of suboxone. I spend 90% my time on BL reading suboxone related threads, the rest daydreaming about full agonists. Thats normal for most any opie addict, to have days when we want more than anything to use, and days we are glad we don't.

So fuck off ;)
 
Just so we're clear: this isnt a halfway house. This is a place built (i helped build this. I work closely with the woman that runs this place. She is a Pastor) for women seeking life change. There is only one requirement and that is to want to get to know who 'God' is. Theyre talking about the Christian God. I came in an atheist, now Im just confused... But Im the only one stYing here who teaches classes, and who has been chosen to attend Bible college for some weird certificate...

Just so you fuckers understand that this isnt a drug rehab although most women here are addicts, we are seeking a spiritual life. Thats what this is about.
 
Religion is politics of superstition.
Lol. Why such a defensive stance? Nah, I take that back. I would be defensive too if I bastardized my child and were forced to raise him/her in a "transitional" home. Spent my time talking shit on BL, fantasizing about doing dope. You even know who the father is? He must be a fucking gem for the courts to grant custody to a mother in a "transitional" house. Great future for your kid. You I could give a shit about.
;) right back at ya.
 
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Agree completely. Religion is one of the most dangerous forms of warfare there is.
 
itchyscratchy said:
Religion is politics of superstition.
Lol. Why such a defensive stance? Nah, I take that back. I would be defensive too if I bastardized my child and were forced to raise him/her in a "transitional" home. Spent my time talking shit on BL, fantasizing about doing dope. You even know who the father is? He must be a fucking gem for the courts to grant custody to a mother in a "transitional" house. Great future for your kid. You I could give a shit about.
;) right back at ya.
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wow kinda harsh itch...

i swear take a week off from BL n everything up n changes... your bein a dick, theres a chick in here now... jesus i hate to even ask about everything else i missed lol

n hey i love wasting time on BL and dreaming about the day i can do big ol fat shot again.... seriously wtf man??
 
Im not his mother, asshole. the childs mother was raped... And im helping her raise him. His mom has been clean over a year, and ive been clean just over a month now.
 
...I don't dream obout it dude, I do it.
But I also don't have a child in a cradle. She said how many relapses? Right.
I'm supposed to give a shit about her feelings or something?
If me pointing out the fact that she's irresponsible as fuck stirs up emotions, oh well. It's like some people think you have to handle a bitch with kid gloves just cause she has a pair of tits. As I recall her opening statement "women are more brutal than men"...
Don't put your fucked up ass life on display, if you don't want to hear what peopl think about it.
I've said shit on here before and got flack. I'm keeping as real as she is.
 
itchyscratchy: I find it humorous what youre doing, though... I cant imagine how horrible youre life must be to verbalize the way you do. Im guessing your mom or dad were horrible to you. Work on forgiveness and anger issues... And move the fuck on with your life.

Keep on keeping on, ppl.
 
itchyscratchy said:
people think you have to handle a bitch with kid gloves just cause she has a pair of tits. As I recall her opening statement "women are more brutal than men"
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lmao....


anywayssss its pretty obvious this thread was workin out better as a boys club.... one chick then a week later everyones all fightin w each other... smh...
 
Yeah, lets just cut the unecessary smack talk back/forth, say fuck it and move past the shit. Deal?deal.

Nod on. Forget im a female. Im more like a (stereotypical) guy anyway...
 
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