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I think that has a lot to do with the fact that you really can't get a good idea of how strong dope is by snorting it if you have been shooting for a minute. At least I couldn't. So to test the dope, I would have had to shoot a tiny bit. Then, if I find out it is exactly what I expected, I either have to reuse a needle or use another fresh one. Not exactly idea. Very lazy when we are considering I could die, but still not ideal.
 
I've seen the quality vary greatly but I still bang a bang at a time, regardless. I'm not goin through the trouble of finding a good vein twice if I don't have to. Rather be a little more/less high than to be trying to hit a second time. Esp since I usually stop in between the spot and home (WI).
 
I wish I had the self control to 'test' it out, but when I'm dopesick 'testing' is hardly on my mind. I want to stop the eyes watering, constant sneezing with almost throwing up after each sneeze, indigestion, sweating, freezing, overall skin crawling, headaches, body aches, 'sticky' saliva, etc...you get the picture.

Man... I wish I hadn't gotten myself in this situation haha
 
Too many doses said:
Hell yeah chinky :), I just got some killer nuggs aswell. I assume kind bud is always around up there right?
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yeah its just depends on what you wanna spend..most of the time i go with the dromersh cause its the best value but i decided to cop some super kill this week.."purple nice guy" is the only name i remember out of the 3 differnt types i purchased (my dude is cool he will give me a sampler of all the types he has when i buy an 8th, so normally its a gram of each then the extra .5 is normally he one he likes the best) and its the best of the bunch..real stinky and tastes like a flower im actually gonna grab a half of it tomorrow cause i want to make sure i can smoke this for a while
 
I just got drug school bitches! I don't have to worry about being drug tested anymore, that doesn't mean I'm not gonna value the withdrawal free sobriety I've achieved though...

Oh yeah apparently it takes a couple months for me to be able to have it expunged, still better than waiting years.

If I ever get caught again within the next 3 years then I get hardcore probation.
 
The Straight Dope said:
I just got drug school bitches! I don't have to worry about being drug tested anymore, that doesn't mean I'm not gonna value the withdrawal free sobriety I've achieved though...

Oh yeah apparently it takes a couple months for me to be able to have it expunged, still better than waiting years.

If I ever get caught again within the next 3 years then I get hardcore probation.
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How did you achieve the withdrawal free sobriety? That's something I have been looking for for a long time.
 
DopeWhore6969420 said:
How did you achieve the withdrawal free sobriety? That's something I have been looking for for a long time.
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Basically for pre-trial services after I got arrested part of the agreement was that they were gonna do radom drug tests and they gave me a probation officer for the time being. On the document it said I was subject to random drug testing though they didn't test me except for the day of the court date.

The "random" part of the drug testing was enough to scare me into not doing anything for the month or so while I waited for my court date. I took some suboxone first couple days to ease the withdrawals then I stopped taking it. After I stopped the suboxone I didn't sleep too good for about a week or so... it's like being woken up in the morning by an abrupt biochemical alarm clock that you can't turn off, this went away though.

So basically what kept me clean was the fear of spending 30 days in cook county jail if I tested positive...

Right now I am itching to do it just... one.... more... time....
 
just one more time... right...

I had the craziest shiz happen to me, I would get crazy dope sick but I was on the way toward quitin. The day comes that I decided would be the last, I pick up xanies and subs to get ready and.... nothing.

No withdrawal at all. It was like giving up the fear of the WDs made them go away. My pupils were still huge, but it was only everyday normal aches and pains.

Cool, huh?
 
The mind is a really powerful thing, but you gotta be a strong-willed powerful person to really use it. I've tried hypnotism before, even though I'll admit it didn't get me to quit it took away lot from withdrawls.

Anyways I'm pretty pissed right now, I just traded two 8mg subs for a half a bag, and the dope fucking sucks! I haven't done shit in a month and this half isn't even making me nod it pisses me off. It did at least take the edge off my jonesing.

Also I got the phone number of a dude whose willing to take me down, no way in hell I'm gonna spend my money on these shitty capsules though, if they take me the original spot that made me OD twice I would be down, and if that happens, I'm gonna save my money, about 50 bucks or so to have myself a proper binge hehe.

Kinda sad 50 dollars is considered saving for my broke ass when it didn't used to be like that. Oh well, I'm gonna kick some ass soon and move back out of my parents place, and I definitely won't let drugs get in the way of that.
 
I havent found a great hookup yet, mostly i think I've been getting dimebags of drywall. Its kinda hard in a white taurus, they'll flag me down and be like 'nah, you're a cop'
 
visionsfyre said:
just one more time... right...

I had the craziest shiz happen to me, I would get crazy dope sick but I was on the way toward quitin. The day comes that I decided would be the last, I pick up xanies and subs to get ready and.... nothing.

No withdrawal at all. It was like giving up the fear of the WDs made them go away. My pupils were still huge, but it was only everyday normal aches and pains.

Cool, huh?
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You know that the subs have a withdrawal too right? Sure they are a hell of a great way to get off dope, but in some ways they are like a Nicotine patch for quitting smoking. The Suboxone withdrawal definetly isn't as bad as cold turkey dope withdrawal, but it's something. What really makes me mad is a couple Doctors I have seen for Suboxone relentlessly claim that subs have no withdrawal, which of course they do. But the Xannies always help!!!!
 
You have gone to some stupid doctors then, cause sub wd is well documented. Subs have wd if you are on the for a long time. Like more than a few weeks. I used to live by the Suboxone shuffle when I was using still and on probation. I've only really gone through bad wds a few times in my using career thanks to them

And, there is a huge psychological component to wds. I remember I would feel so sick when I knew that my dope was coming, or in the morning when I knew I had some dope. I would get out of bed and run to the toilet to through up basically.

But if I knew I couldn't use, or wasn't gonna be able to get any, it was very moderate and tolerable until I could take a sub.
 
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You have gone to some stupid doctors then, cause sub wd is well documented. Subs have wd if you are on the for a long time. Like more than a few weeks. I used to live by the Suboxone shuffle when I was using still and on probation. I've only really gone through bad wds a few times in my using career thanks to them

And, there is a huge psychological component to wds. I remember I would feel so sick when I knew that my dope was coming, or in the morning when I knew I had some dope. I would get out of bed and run to the toilet to through up basically.

But if I knew I couldn't use, or wasn't gonna be able to get any, it was very moderate and tolerable until I could take a sub.
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Agreed Kc...I don't think it was so much that the doctors were stupid as they were just arrogant, which seems to be a common trait of some doctors I have seen. Just because they took the 8 hour course to prescribe suboxone, they need to appear to know more about them than the patient. I know all about the suboxone shuffle, I have been doing it for almost 3 years. I also have only gone through a couple withdrawals and it's all thanks to the subs, they truly are a lifesaver. I am at the point where I want to be off all opiates period, but mentally I negatively pysche myself out about the sub withdrawal. Like you have eluded to, the mind is so powerful it's really hard to even put it into words. I need to get stronger in my head so I can go through it, because really it's only a week of discomfort and it's over. But me being me, I make it out to be horrendous, which sub withdrawal really isn't. Kc, are you still taking subs?
 
scooped "kissy lips" bags last week ...

with no opiates in my system at the time , 1 bag IV was just a tease ...

got back and did 3 more (dimes), buddy had to inject narcan lol

later that night snorted 1 bag in each nostril .. sat down to watch a movie and apparently nodded out after watching the movie for about 20 seconds :D

mixed a bag with a bowl of nug and it was only mediocre. wish i was good at chasing the dragon but that shit jus irritates me, i like big fat hits full of smoke not sucking a straw trying to get every little stream of smoke ..

buddy says there is a sleep-aid cut in them .. don't know 4 sure havent reached that level of H experience

they definitely have some dope in them dont know ballpark %
wish i knew how to remove the cut i dont like shooting cut

ill let u guys know how next batch is
 
The Straight Dope said:
The mind is a really powerful thing, but you gotta be a strong-willed powerful person to really use it. I've tried hypnotism before, even though I'll admit it didn't get me to quit it took away lot from withdrawls.

Anyways I'm pretty pissed right now, I just traded two 8mg subs for a half a bag, and the dope fucking sucks! I haven't done shit in a month and this half isn't even making me nod it pisses me off. It did at least take the edge off my jonesing.

Also I got the phone number of a dude whose willing to take me down, no way in hell I'm gonna spend my money on these shitty capsules though, if they take me the original spot that made me OD twice I would be down, and if that happens, I'm gonna save my money, about 50 bucks or so to have myself a proper binge hehe.

Kinda sad 50 dollars is considered saving for my broke ass when it didn't used to be like that. Oh well, I'm gonna kick some ass soon and move back out of my parents place, and I definitely won't let drugs get in the way of that.
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who you kiddinf bro..your broke ass is gonna be livin with your parents till they throw your unemlployed ass out on the street. good luck getting a good job with dope on your record......motivation
 
DopeWhore6969420 said:
Agreed Kc...I don't think it was so much that the doctors were stupid as they were just arrogant, which seems to be a common trait of some doctors I have seen. Just because they took the 8 hour course to prescribe suboxone, they need to appear to know more about them than the patient. I know all about the suboxone shuffle, I have been doing it for almost 3 years. I also have only gone through a couple withdrawals and it's all thanks to the subs, they truly are a lifesaver. I am at the point where I want to be off all opiates period, but mentally I negatively pysche myself out about the sub withdrawal. Like you have eluded to, the mind is so powerful it's really hard to even put it into words. I need to get stronger in my head so I can go through it, because really it's only a week of discomfort and it's over. But me being me, I make it out to be horrendous, which sub withdrawal really isn't. Kc, are you still taking subs?
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No, I am not taking subs anymore.

Actually, I was prescribed them for daily use for over a year, but I only actually used them daily for a few months in the middle of '08. Are you from Chicago? I went and did detox and treatment at haymarket center in the west loop. They let me take the subs my doctor prescribed to detox, and since then, I haven't done any drugs or alcohol. It's been 7.5 months :) %)
 
g88 said:
who you kiddinf bro..your broke ass is gonna be livin with your parents till they throw your unemlployed ass out on the street. good luck getting a good job with dope on your record......motivation
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your posts are starting to piss me off, stfu
 
i was giving my freind some motivation.. gauranteed to make a man succeed
 
Yall ever check this site out? It gives you a break down of where all the dope busts went down and when, you can even get a google satelite pic of that spot. It's http://www.spotcrime.com/il/chicago just type in the word drug and you get the breakdown. I always scope that out before hittin the spot to see where it's been hot and where it's been low key.

It's also a good map for those of yall lookin for a new spot but don't know where to go, you know where busts are going down so dope's got to be near there. It'd be pimp as hell if they were labled with bags instead. A fiend can dream right?! LMAO.
 
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