Chicago Heroin II

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I got out of rehab about 5 weeks ago and have already relapsed because all my family wants to do is have me sit at home 24/7 and no go places/hang out with friends or use the car my grandfather use to let me use. When I got out of rehab I thought things would be good and I REALLy wanted to not use anymore because it ruined my life, but I found that no matter what, if I'm not keeping busy, I'll always have that craving for dope. Their idea of me doing shit is "job hunting" and going to NA meetings. Fuck that, I need a hobby, I need some kind of trust and human interaction even if it is going back to parying/drinking with my friends...atleast I'm not putting a damn needle in my arm just to feel alright. /rant sorry. But definitely agree with Chinky...boredom= heroin, for me atleast.
 
^ that is what led me to relapse so many times, my friend.


I've been clean off heroin for 8months now, but the past three weeks I have been using dex to the point of insanity and alcohol to (almost) the point of poisoning.

Do you have any friends that you parents trust and that they actually SHOULD trust? Cause that was how I started going out more...if they came to pick me up and my parents saw it was really them, they felt better about me going out and now they are trusting me more.
 
BoulderBob said:
12/29 Report: Chicago - West Side (N of the Ike)

Received my usual jab or two from the guy I've been using for the past month, claimed the stuff was a little stronger than usual. Clear light blue bags, no markings, white-to-off-white dope.

As a sniffer, I'm not used to overwhelming "rushes" per se, but a minute after sniffing 1/4 of a bag, I passed out and it took my brother ten minutes of violent shaking to get me to wake up. My breathing never stopped, so I was probably just in a ridiculously deep nod, but watch out if you get any of those light-blue bags and don't have a large habit. My use is around 100mg oxy per day and 4-5 bags. so I'm not that naive. Still scared the shit out of me....

After waking up this morning, I still feel a bit, well, dazed and confused. I had taken 5mg of klonopin 5 days before this experience, but y'all don't think the benzo would linger at a such a strength for so long, eh?

Take care y'all, and be safe!
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are they transparent blue bags? if so i know what you mean ive been coppin those for the last week and has been better then the shit ive been pickin up off [don't you guys understand that by posting locations--next time 50 might be waiting instead of your boy? What's it gonna take to drive this point home?]. im a sniffer too and 1.5 bags had me blown, the bags look skimpier in weight then my ushual connect but def packin more heat!


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davearch07 said:
are they transparent blue bags? if so i know what you mean ive been coppin those for the last week and has been better then the shit ive been pickin up off [...]. im a sniffer too and 1.5 bags had me blown, the bags look skimpier in weight then my ushual connect but def packin more heat!
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Yeah, transparent blue bags, perfect description.
 
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The shit you guys say reflects my own story so much. I think if you're forced to stop doing dope by like parents and stuff you just don't have that same incentive to stop doing it on your own if you'd had your own full freedom. I think if you're locked in your house it also makes it a lot harder to get back on your feet (if you were ever even on your feet and living independently like I was).

I actually had my own apartment but I thought it'd be a good idea to move back home for a while to help me detox and shit as well as tell my mom and have her help me out... huge mistake!

Never give up the shit you've got that keeps you going or boredom is gonna take over and fuck you in the ass.

Don't think that giving up the stuff you've got that's more important than heroin for a while is gonna free up your hands and help you out, thats not the case... and that's why I don't believe in like 3 month in-patient rehab stays. A 5-7 day hospital detox I can sorta understand but I don't even think you would need that if you know how to use subs properly.

I sniffed dope like seriously once every 6 months all the way from age 16 to 21. When I got to age 21 a girl I was seeing pretty much ditched me and this led to a whole sort of identity crisis on my part. I'm the type of dude who always trys to say to myself "It's just a girl, there's plenty others, it's no big deal, I won't let this get to me, etc. etc." But I guess I really liked this girl and this shit would just creep up on me from my inside no matter how hard I tried to not let it get to me. It got to the point where I would just feel really pissed from negative emotions and like punch the table in front of me or something cause thats how bad it would creep up on me. It got to the point where I felt like it was affecting my whole day with these emotions creeping up on me, and I didn't even wanna go out and hang out with friends and stuff anymore cause I just felt like it didn't matter.

So then I try shooting some dope cause I've always known how much of a numbing effect it has, and lo and behold, once I was high on it, giving 2 shits about this chick or what she thought of me became the furthest thing I could ever care about. I even started going out to hang out with friends again, and the high of dope combined with alcohol gave me an almost unheard of level of self-confidence from the not giving a shit effect of the dope. Nobody in this world owes you anything, you owe yourself (that was actually a quote from a rocky movie haha). So if you're sad and depressed, nobody out in the world really gives two shits about you, but if you don't give a shit about the world and like you and the way you feel, people seem to go gaga over you.. men and women.

I thought I'd only use dope until I really felt like I was over this girl, then I'd do a sub taper and get out of the game. The thing is, I really did get over her, but the addiction outlasted the whole period of getting over her, and eventually I stopped being able to make it to social appointments cause I was about to go into withdrawl and had to go cop.

I've been clean or at least without dependancy or withdrawal issues for a couple months now, and I hate to say it but I'm pretty sure I'm still gonna have some binges here and there sometimes. I make it a point to definitely learn from a lot of the bad shit that's happened to me in the past, like I will never go into the hood again. I am definitely getting a new apartment really soon, and honestly if things really are going well enough in my life and if I meet the right woman I would gladly be able to say that I'll never do this shit again.

Well there you have it.
 
are you all serious? me and my friend got a couple bags a few weeks ago that were transparent and blue and i was able to snort an entire bag without feeling anything.....this was about 2 weeks after i quit using opiates so my tolerance was lowered.....i've never done heroin before but i was taking 80 mg oxycontin to get where i wanted.

than again the guy told us that the ones he gave us were bunk, so maybe he had the real shit.....still pretty shady of him /:
 
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ask lilC the first time i gave him the caps he was like yeah they where good, then the next day when i wasnt with him he was like yeah those wernt that good, i just didnt want to hurt your feelings lol..i was like dude let me know its shitty cause i really dont know..couple weeks ago he couldnt get any dope so asked me to call my guy and i was like bro ill call him but i dont want to hear you bitch it sucks, im like it gets me high and that what matters hes like i wont bitch...got him what he wanted, he did 2 bags at once cause he thought they wernt that good and after gong the 2 thought he was gonna puke..he was like bro "this is some of the best shit ive had up here in a while" and since then everytime i get something for him he is always satisfied and in a way suprised b/c its actually good dope lol amd that the quality hasnt got at all really worse and that its still pretty good dope
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i'm a man of few words...


but

true story is true
 
rollin_stoned said:
are you all serious? me and my friend got a couple bags a few weeks ago that were transparent and blue and i was able to snort an entire bag without feeling anything.....this was about 2 weeks after i quit using opiates so my tolerance was lowered.....i've never done heroin before but i was taking 80 mg oxycontin to get where i wanted.

than again the guy told us that the ones he gave us were bunk, so maybe he had the real shit.....still pretty shady of him /:
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That is extremely shady,
 
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Buttering up your dealer (offering him a joint, extending such and such courtesy) isn't going to net you better dope... the dealer is gonna get what he gets. The best you could hope for is a fatter sack every now and then but even that is unlikely unless the dealer bags your shit up right in front of you in which case you are probably dealing with a very low level guy (which isnt necessarily a bad thing).

But you could hope that he'll treat you with respect and be timely or maybe return the favor by meeting you somewhere safer or whatever. Those types of things are worth it in my book.
 
Anyone know what the little pink dots in the dope is from? I know it's the cut, but what the hell are they cuttin it with??
 
some chick7 said:
Anyone know what the little pink dots in the dope is from? I know it's the cut, but what the hell are they cuttin it with??
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most cuts are with dormin i believe. if im wrong correct me. this is what i have been told, so that im telling you. i have a feeling if im wrong, im gonna be straight bitched at.

i havent picked up the superman bags in a long time, are they still just as fat and worth it? im thinkin about takin a trip down 2maro, if so, should i grab those?
 
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Another warm Xmas story, don't get me wrong i know it's a evil business, especially street level. My fav deliver guy called me, said come out front. I hop in the impalla. He say merry Xmas and gives me a red velvet bag with 5 foils in it, tells me he didn't cut Xmas bags, I thought that was bs but 1/2 ba has me noddin and it usually takes 2+. Any way w smoked a blunt and then I came back inside.
Being friends with your dealer is crucial
 
You are right but its not the dormin itself, its actually the coating/shell of the pill.

Anyways I meet another connect through the CUZ' of my old guy and the bags are these black X's with circles around them all over the bag with silver background. Does anyone know what they are??? Same dope as the usual dormin cut white west side blows just curious what the logo is?
 
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