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Meant to say thank you for the well wishes. Man, I definitely didn't see this coming. Cuz... I mean I knew the system was corrupt but how can they just pull this out of their ass? Someone clearly rolled on me and straight up LIED. But, without proof how can I be charged and held in county? Im really hoping and even PRAYING (even though at this point in time I cant imagine their being a God) that I go in and am interrogated and let go.

Waiting on the call from my lawyer, calling soon if no word because I need to get in to see him asap as I have to see my psych for my sub script. I have a plan as of now which I'll discuss later on... cant divulge much as you can understand. I trust no one.

Took 2mg sub today. Idk guys....

And where IS everyone?

Spent yesterday outside. Kayaked. Climbed on railroad track above the river. Saw my grandparents. .. they dont know. Spent time with my mom and dad, nephew, brother. Talked with my sis in Germany. Ugh... my heart. My mind. My soul....

Edit: saw lawyer. I am going to detox. Found out cops are really gonna try fucking with me. Its fucking worse than I thought. I keep saying this but this s fucking crazy. I am a threat to the community they say. No bond. Christ.
 
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I officially can't stand dirty junkies. I know I'm a user myself, but, I don't understand how certain people can just give up on themselves the way they do.

I've never met a bigger pack of freeloaders or just nasty individuals like I have today going out west.

I dropped a cigarette today while me and my guy were doing a few lines at a low key spot and it fell on a used condom. I told my dude kind of loud, "I'm leaving that shit there. Fuck that!" And sone nasty mother fucker swoops in a picks it up and he's like, "I'll take it!" Put it strait in his mouth and smoked it.

Then, he starts asking us for shit. Like, anything and everything he could possibly get for free. I kept telling him no. I'm pretty sure if I told him I was picking a dingleberry out of my assignments he would have asked for a piece.

We continue to chill for a bit and the next thing I know he's almost all the way naked with his dick hanging out and a syringe in his pelvis just dangling. I almost kicked him straight in the pelvis but he had blood running from all over his body because he couldn't connect with a vein and I wasn't about to get close to him. I didn't want his fucking filthy blood making contact with me in any possible way. Fuck that.

I know we do what we do, but I can't understand how you lose sense of hygiene and maintaining yourself. I'll never, ever, be that way. Fuck that.
 
woamotive said:
even PRAYING (even though at this point in time I cant imagine their being a God) that I go in and am interrogated and let go.
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The wrongs in the world have nothing to do with God. He isnt suppose to save us every time we get ourselves in a bind. Especially when someone doesnt maintain a relationship until they need something. Thats not a fair relationship is it? From a perspective of keeping u alive possibly, God may let things be a wake up call.
Not exactly what u want to hear right now but since you mentioned it you never know how much better you might come out in the end. Regardless of the bs we get put through.

(I have no idea how ur living ur life, but lets say u get close to OD every time u get little extra $) Then ur not living right & its saving u from yourself. I know it gave me a reality check being sat down even for a few days.
If you already a felon this situation could be very bad, but if ur a first time offender I would guess they can only go so hard unless it was distribution. Ill have u in my prayers, the BL team is rooting for u.
 
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It's unbelievable how so many people let them selves completely go as well. Your right, even though we are using dope every day, it seems that a majority, at least of the people on this thread, make some attempt to keep up on their appearances. And even going beyond that, a lot of people on here actually have, here it comes,JOBS!!! and this blows some peoples minds, but even some of these people have CAREERS!!! OMG. Dude, do you remember that tool "SODOPE"? he used to be convinced, and made his philosophy known, that no one can have a daily drug habit and keep a job. Or a home, he pretty much was of the philosophy that in order to be a drug addict, you had to be homeless, well, the type of dude your talking about up top in the post. The thing that I hate about these "users", (as i am as well, need a defining term to address these individuals as) is that they have NO regard for the law. And are either completely nieve, or just dont give a fuck, that when they decide to shoot up right there on the elevator platform there's a chance they may get popped. It's amazing the heat these guys, girls, can bring on a group, or in your case, just two people who are copping in the hood, trying to do their thing and get the fuck out. It's like man, we already out here risking our freedom to deal with this bullshit every day, now on top of the fact I'm watching every other direciton for FIVE O, and keeping the other eye on all the other bogus shit that can go down while one is in copping mode, I gotta deal with your raged ass tagging along expecting a hand out. Worse thing you can do, is give them something. "hey man, got a extra dollar or some change?" I'm in a good mood, so i pull out some cash, "here man, here's a dollar". Now he see's that I got money and all of a sudden, Im a spoiled white guy because I wont give him a nickle or what not more. Some of them will actually get upset about it, several times things have become un easy because of these douche bags...
And it really pisses me off cause it makes me jaded. If i got extra cash and i see someone that needs it, i dont care, here's 10 dollars. But these guys soemtimes make me forge4t that not every person that's on the street and is dirty, is a complete jerk off. NOw i'm pissed off!!! FUCK!!!
But yea, those people are the worst. And no, it's definatly NOT a race thing, In fact, if it is, it would be the opposite of what one would thing it would be....

I like what you said up above about religion. About how a lot of people will only call on it when they are in a jam, or when they feel like they have no other options or "outs". That's why i never really got into the whole "found jesus" thing in rehab. If you found god at one point in your life and truely believe and are into it, that's awesome. But i'm not really down with the people that are forced into it, or choose it as a last option. NOT to say you can not find jesus in your recovery , you certainly can, just a lot of people say they do, or think they have, and for ALL THE WRONG REASONS.
 
BUT the main thing about the religion you said that's true, is that "jesus" or who ever you are in to, is not here or there to bail us out of our problems. He is there, to show you how to learn from them, become a better person from them, and not let them ever occour again. Or so i feel....

I'm sorry, but I can not get over the "people" we have started talking about up top...
What can we call these people? We should come up with a term or defining title for the individuals that possess at least a few of the following traits (and people, please add on, cause we all know what we are tlaking about)...

Is counting their money, AND CHANGE, in front of everyone, on the train, making no attempt to hide the fact that they are going to cop
Has not showered, bathed, for weeks, and this is crucial, doesnt care
On their phone with their "guy" and talking loud enough for all to hear
Doesnt have a phone, wants to use yours, to make their "quick call"
Thinks he know's where you are headed to cop and want's to get together, and check out "your spot"
needs some help cause their guys are "not answering", so they think it's appropriate to approach a complete stranger and ask them if they are indeed headed to cop as well
Is a 1.20 short on having enough for a dime, and get's mad when the guys on the block wont serve them
has their headphones in and are singing/dancing, so loud that everyone 2 cars down can hear and see them

I dont know, this list could keep going and going on.. I dont want people to get this above confused with being homeless, that's not even remotely close to what i'm saying. a majority of the dudes and girls, are NOT.... fuck, is this even worth trying to define or label?
 
Yeah, definitely woamotive.

I do the same too when I have extra cash and I see someone really needs it. I totally help out so someone can get well if I have the chance. What goes around, comes around. But there's a few that just completely take advantage. One dollar isn't enough, they'll beg for two. Two and a cigarette. Two dollars, a cigarette, and some change. I don't deal with those people and I don't have the patience. Fuck 'em.

Today I saw the lowest of the low. I genuinely hated this person for what he did and how he behaved. How he lied and had all these fucked up delusions and they were so apparent. He even got yelled at by the other people that came that way to shop and stop. He was just all out there trying to find a vein not giving a Fuck. Bleeding from almost ever spot on his body, dick hanging out, scratching his ass, with a fucking needle dangling from his arm. There were kids next door and when they came outside, I had to go. I wanted to bust him upside the fucking head so bad for that. I just walked away for the sake of karma and my health. Who knows where that sack of shit has been. Not worth it. I have a wife and a daughter and I'll be damned...

And, yeah. Idk how some of these losers can't wrap their heads around some of us actually taking care of ourselves and having normal lives. It's all a choice.
 
They aren't people in my eyes, they are things. Hopeless, lost causes, that gave up on themselves entirely. They will steal and rob anyone.

Picking up used, disgusting, cans to cook. Picking their ass in front of everyone. Just vile, vile, things.

I get that we are users, like I said. But, I can honestly say most of us are fairly decent people from what I've seen.
 
Shit those are zombies, there the reason the narcotics laws back then were so harsh. They were made to make the zombies disappear (mandatory minimums, 10 years for less than a few grams not uncommon. Shit back then u could get 10 yrs for a gram first offense no bs. Thats why the prison popuation is so big right now. All under the L on 63rd u can see them at night, no destination just hoobling along. Anyone in there right mind wouldnt be out there at ight, if u had anything to lose (including ur life, if u were a zombie u didnt even have that to lose).
But yeah I meet quite a few atheist nowadays even more than religious ppl. & I wouldnt even say I am that religious but I believe in God & have a relationship. I can litterly see things in my life get better though a better relationship. So I maintain that relationship through the good in the bad & helps make the choices that dont have obvious answers (woa). It really helped me through those periods. It doesn't have to be all scripture & stuff. It can be u talking to him as a friend (respectfully since some of u guys are nuts lol). Talking to him about ur future plans, things ur thankful form (my car is a blessing: transportation, I can make $ with it, eat in it, hell I can sleep in it in I need too lol).
When I got bumped (locked up) I was the most religious person I knew lol, that 6x9ft cell will make u reevaluate.
I definately avoid mfs who bring heat on u. Thats how I caught my first and only charge, a mf bringing heat on me.
 
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JuicedUpInTheCity said:
I officially can't stand dirty junkies. I know I'm a user myself, but, I don't understand how certain people can just give up on themselves the way they do.

I've never met a bigger pack of freeloaders or just nasty individuals like I have today going out west.

I dropped a cigarette today while me and my guy were doing a few lines at a low key spot and it fell on a used condom. I told my dude kind of loud, "I'm leaving that shit there. Fuck that!" And sone nasty mother fucker swoops in a picks it up and he's like, "I'll take it!" Put it strait in his mouth and smoked it.

Then, he starts asking us for shit. Like, anything and everything he could possibly get for free. I kept telling him no. I'm pretty sure if I told him I was picking a dingleberry out of my assignments he would have asked for a piece.

We continue to chill for a bit and the next thing I know he's almost all the way naked with his dick hanging out and a syringe in his pelvis just dangling. I almost kicked him straight in the pelvis but he had blood running from all over his body because he couldn't connect with a vein and I wasn't about to get close to him. I didn't want his fucking filthy blood making contact with me in any possible way. Fuck that.

I know we do what we do, but I can't understand how you lose sense of hygiene and maintaining yourself. I'll never, ever, be that way. Fuck that.
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jesus where the fuck was this at? and know what you mean about them asking for literally EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING they can get for free....from cigs, bus fair, a lighter, etc....its like MY GOD dude leave me the fuck alone!!!! can i ask YOu for some free shit?!!!!! oh lemme guess NO!!! but they sure as hell ask u, then act like UR THE PROBLEM.
 
I dont even look their direction & I know what u mean about tossing dem some change or a dollar or two wen u got it. but I dont even think I woulda interacting with someone that burnt up were sometimes their to drunk to even comprehend what ur saying. Weeelpp let me keep it moving lol seriously I wouldnt even waste my time of day. I was reading a little article I should of posted it here, of a dude writing in documantry form about being on the backside of a gas station in the city watching a junkie lay on a pissy wet mattress. He mentioned how they didnt care at all about stds and hiv, the junkie wouldnt even clear the other persons blood out the syringe, let alone bleach it before reusing it.
Just shows u how bad shit can get with ppl when its allowed to go rampant. But yeah its good to know alot of us try & make this thing called a 'life' work.
 
It was out West yesterday dude. I'm not gonna give an exact location. But, yeah. This dude was the worst of the worst. It's shameful. Very, very, shameful.
 
I remember walking up to a drunk/crackhead asking where I could cop. He whips his dick out and start a pissing with a weird stream like it was pouring out his instead of steaming out.
Dudes insides were prolly pretty fucked, but I thought it was crazy kuz that was his response. barely comprehended I was standing there even tho I was talking to him lol.

Every once in a while u meet a beautiful girl that doesn't look lIke she's suppose to b out here
 
Finally!!! Has bluelight just had a first ever?? Do we all agree on the topic of douche bags/zombies/free loaders, what ever we are calling them, that they all suck? I believe so....
Yea man, these people just do not give a fuck at all when it comes to laying low, out of sight of police, while copping.
Perfect example, they get their dope, and before they can even get some where some what safe, they just plop down immediatly, find a dirty can, cook up, shoot up, right there. No cares at all for the police that are probably for sure watching the spot, the families, children that live right there. I have been sick many many times when going to cop, and unless shit is real bad, I will make sure I get back to my house before unpacking and doing my thing. If shit's gotten to far, at least, a bathroom, somewhere strangers can not just walk past and see me with a needle in my arm.
Most police will pass up on these fuckers and go for the guys and girls that do not smell like shit, that do not carry a very good chance of giving them anything from an ill ness to fleas. The 5.0 dont wanna pat these fuck's down, have them stinking up their squad cars, spreading fillth and shit everywhere that they go. I would not want to have anything to do with these either, i mean, wtf, why would you????
 
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Finally!!! Has bluelight just had a first ever?? Do we all agree on the topic of douche bags/zombies/free loaders, what ever we are calling them, that they all suck? I believe so....
Yea man, these people just do not give a fuck at all when it comes to laying low, out of sight of police, while copping.
Perfect example, they get their dope, and before they can even get some where some what safe, they just plop down immediatly, find a dirty can, cook up, shoot up, right there. No cares at all for the police that are probably for sure watching the spot, the families, children that live right there. I have been sick many many times when going to cop, and unless shit is real bad, I will make sure I get back to my house before unpacking and doing my thing. If shit's gotten to far, at least, a bathroom, somewhere strangers can not just walk past and see me with a needle in my arm.
Most police will pass up on these fuckers and go for the guys and girls that do not smell like shit, that do not carry a very good chance of giving them anything from an ill ness to fleas. The 5.0 dont wanna pat these fuck's down, have them stinking up their squad cars, spreading fillth and shit everywhere that they go. I would not want to have anything to do with these either, i mean, wtf, why would you????
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Totally.

I definitely agree a million percent.

And that's hella nasty MadeInChicago. I totally know what you mean.
 
So what is it that separates "us" from "them(RAMPANT was the term i think you used...)?

How can my ROCK BOTTOM be so different from some one others?
I mean at what point does having a safe place to sleep and live, money to buy groceries for myself and family, a JOB become not important priority one?
Every time I have hit bottom, there was a moment where I knew if I did not get shit turned around, there would be a chance that I would not be able to come back. Re gain everything I lost? Deep down, having a phone, apartment, clean clothes, are thing's that I just can not consider not having. They take priority over my drug addiction, the physical WD, the mental and emotional WD's. But there are others who can dis regard all of these things as well, it is almost like they have accepted the fact that they will never come back from where they had been at one time. How sad...
 
Damn.

What a ducking day! Everything started off cool until that fucking rain hosed me and my friends all the way the fuck down. Ouch!

My car took a shit. I had to ditch it until tomorrow. Hopefully I don't catch a ticket. And all the shops out west closed the fuck down.

I copped a full pack today with one of my dudes and we split it. But I wanted to grab another 6 for 5 off of another spot. The rain wiped out any prospect of that happening.

I finally got home about an hour ago and ate a big ass meal. Feels so nice to be in bed just chilling.

How did everyone else's day go?
 
I hope we don't lose woamotive. She's already posting way less. Anyone consider that they may be using her posts on Blue light as evidence against her for at least some of those charges? Can they do that?
 
BananaAtNight said:
I hope we don't lose woamotive. She's already posting way less. Anyone consider that they may be using her posts on Blue light as evidence against her for at least some of those charges? Can they do that?
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Nah, I seriously doubt it..... Not like it's a murder conspiracy. Possession and man/del. Cases are pretty open shut.... Best chance to beat a case like that is in cook during prelims. I hope everything goes well for her.

Been clean for I think almost 2 was now, got my job back and everything's going pretty copacetic. Yes about that rock bottom shit, I felt like I was getting close so just had to make a break... Be safe y'all
 
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Nah, I seriously doubt it..... Not like it's a murder conspiracy. Possession and man/del. Cases are pretty open shut.... Best chance to beat a case like that is in cook during prelims. I hope everything goes well for her.

Been clean for I think almost 2 was now, got my job back and everything's going pretty copacetic. Yes about that rock bottom shit, I felt like I was getting close so just had to make a break... Be safe y'all
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yea i doubt they would use her posts either...hell, how would they even know unless she told them?. so no chances of them looking at Bluelight are rare. but yea i couldnt imagine facing 21 charges for this shit.....she must be sick to her stomach. And knowing ur gonna go to jail for at least 6 months minimum sucks ass
 
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