I'm still around, Justfine.

Good to see you too. I just don't post as much nowadays because, I kinda feel like I'm an outsider since I really don't have too much to contribute to the discourse in real time. ...And I *definitely* don't want to come on here and start talking about how abstaining from dope miraculously enriched my life. Cause it didn't. What it did give me, is the miracle of choice.
Before, choice was non-existent for me.
I keep reading folks posts about having a plug but for some reason, their first choice seems to be the streets. Why?! I would not compromise my freedom for quality, quantity or even free bags.
I guess freedom is one of those things you only appreciate after you're sitting eating a bologna samich, chasing it with water and rearranging the rubics cube of "If I only did that instead of this".
I've been through the fucking Hades with this shit, -excluding blowjobs, faggotry and murder.
IMO, there are only a few people here that actually realists and recognize this shit as being very anti-funny. -(what up JJ. Hope you're well.)
Then some folks are playing around like they have some kind of a weird safety net.
Fucking disheartening.
...But understandable. I used to play too.
Well, enough of my bitter, dystopian musings ..... I'm still on the sub, still drinking, still disgusted when I look in the mirror and still waiting for AI or aliens to take over. ...No, not those.
Happy thanksgiving folks!
...Maybe tryptophan will scratchy my itchy! ...Doubt it.

Be good.