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Opioids Chicago dope thread

Lost my job due to drug use, he said she said bulllshit. I had to detox' and today I just took half a strip... it'd been over two days...I def used immodium. Couldn't keep shit down.

My bro just gone home. Had been gone two days...I'm hoping he gives me some klonopin. Idk though...he gave me some three days ago, I ate them but relapsed later that day.... :( its hard. I'm also feeling like I took that too soon but how is is it too soon?? Been 48 hrs at least....I think.

Been awhile
..lost our internet. Just have it on nymph phone, which sucks...
 
@trance nice thanks for the advice and encouragement man. seems like you know your shit. What's poppin in the Chi? Humid as fuck or what? I'm back out there in a few weeks. Hope to catch up cubys game or something fun. Isn't Lolla happening soon?
 
I am going back to work next week. Assuming I don't fuck it up! I'm starting sub officially next week...I'm on 4mg sublingually a day. Sooooo.....I wanna use again quick before the program. You know? I just shot some crack. I'm coming down a bit now. Shoulda some one big shot. Awwww. Missed a bit in my arm... Damn it.
 
Chiraq: Dude it's been like 90 everyday. I don't like Chicago summers I like the fall the most. Thank goodness we're finally allowed business casual clothes at work till like September. I thought lolla was this weekend but I'm not sure. I use to go to a bunch of shows when I was still in college mostly like raves and ULTRA bc I lived in s. florida for 2 years but I don't really follow up on stuff like that as much. I use to be big into rolling and tripping back then but now I prefer just some raw and a bar of xanax. I'm kind of lame lol most of my weekends involve copping enough to last me the week, going out to a fancy restaurant w my gf and doing a shot in their bathroom, nodding out into my steak, then watching a movie with my gf who actually doesn't do drugs at all till one of us passes out. shit like that.. i wake up at 5-6 am for work so usually by like midnight i'm pretty sleepy. plus now I'm just consumed with long work weeks and filling out papers for grad school. My licensce is suspended so it makes things that much harder and more time consuming. Thankfully my gf drives me when I need it, the Metra is pretty good, my dealers deliver to my work (although they charge a premium so sometimes if i get a large amount it's better to go to them), and Uber is relatively cheap. Most of the knowledge I have of drugs and opiates is a combo of experience and some bio/chem i learned before switching from pre-med to business. I actually work in medical industry but more the finance side of it than actual medical practice

4 mg subox is a pretty low that's what i took when i was on subs...it always gave me a lot of energy almost immediately after i took but perhaps that's just physiology bc any opiate in a small amount seems to give me energy. it's also low enough where you can break through it. i found that if i took a sub early in the morning and did a shot in the evening i would feel just about all of it. congrats on finding a job though. i've never shot crack before - coke yes but never crack - any difference?

ahh 3.5 more hours and ill be omw to picking up like 6gs and a couple xanies.. im so fucking excited... of course it can all be ruined if ups doesnt drop my check off today although out of the 2 years i've been working here only once did it come on saturday morning instead of friday evening... use to come thursdays i wonder why it changed..
 
Wow! How fucking promising and profoundly insightful.
Weren't you that same person that took $ from a certain individual and returned with six caps from a jab? You know who I'm talking to.(I just heard about that scumbag behavior, I didn't witness it, so don't quote me, professor[oh yeah, you were crying about how sick you were])As you were...
Yeah, chiraq, Lolla is going on right now.
Sorry about your job WOA, and the situation with your bro sucks.
JJ!!! Where you is!?!?
Snap! I should be like where ma dawg at!! You know deez crakaz be racist n shit...it's a diversified slang y'all cracaz wouldn't understand. ?
Later folks.
And the snakes, fuck off.
People that love me, I love you back.
 
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itchyscratchy said:
Wow! How fucking promising and profoundly insightful.
Weren't you that same person that took $ from a certain individual and returned with six caps from a jab? You know who I'm talking to.(I just heard about that scumbag behavior, I didn't witness it, so don't quote me, professor[oh yeah, you were crying about how sick you were])As you were...
Yeah, chiraq, Lolla is going on right now.
Sorry about your job WOA, and the situation with your bro sucks.
JJ!!! Where you is!?!?
Snap! I should be like where ma dawg at!! You know deez crakaz be racist n shit...it's a diversified slang y'all cracaz wouldn't understand. ��
Later folks.
And the snakes, fuck off.
People that love me, I love you back.
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Whats crackin homie! I just happen to check BL today lol. Just been doing school stuff tryna make ends meet.
SQUADDD, wheres ChiLegend??
 
JJ, I don't know. I called him a while ago and his phone is disconnected.
Broke down and got a jab of this unholyly fire stuff! I did two bags in my usual manner and the shit hit me with one of those virgin high rushes! I called my guy back and wanted to get another jab but he said he was re-upping and it will be a half hour. I was late for work so I couldn't wait.
Contemplating going out there again but I gotta keep reminding myself that I m trying to phase it out not in.
Hope all you ninjas and ninjettes are having a good weekend.
Peace.
PS Been getting unusually fuckin drunk again... Don't know what problem to tackle first.
Peace.
 
trancespottingpl said:
Chiraq: Dude it's been like 90 everyday. I don't like Chicago summers I like the fall the most. Thank goodness we're finally allowed business casual clothes at work till like September. I thought lolla was this weekend but I'm not sure. I use to go to a bunch of shows when I was still in college mostly like raves and ULTRA bc I lived in s. florida for 2 years but I don't really follow up on stuff like that as much. I use to be big into rolling and tripping back then but now I prefer just some raw and a bar of xanax. I'm kind of lame lol most of my weekends involve copping enough to last me the week, going out to a fancy restaurant w my gf and doing a shot in their bathroom, nodding out into my steak, then watching a movie with my gf who actually doesn't do drugs at all till one of us passes out. shit like that.. i wake up at 5-6 am for work so usually by like midnight i'm pretty sleepy. plus now I'm just consumed with long work weeks and filling out papers for grad school. My licensce is suspended so it makes things that much harder and more time consuming. Thankfully my gf drives me when I need it, the Metra is pretty good, my dealers deliver to my work (although they charge a premium so sometimes if i get a large amount it's better to go to them), and Uber is relatively cheap. Most of the knowledge I have of drugs and opiates is a combo of experience and some bio/chem i learned before switching from pre-med to business. I actually work in medical industry but more the finance side of it than actual medical practice
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Sounds like things are going real well for, have a solid education, solid job, great girl, good money....keep it up mate!
 
@itchy the best way to tackle your problem is to pick the dope up first then get drunk. Thus avoiding DUI and being in the hood drunk problems. So there ya go, problem solved . Lol
@trance damn dude, you gotta nice lil system going.
Be safe everyone- and please if you see a zorbed out hippy fuck straying off the pack from Lolla... Throw a rock at them for me. Thanks
 
@chiraq. Yeah, sounds good in theory but lately, the only way I can rationalize buying more and more of the shit is when I'm nicely hammered or at least somewhat buzzed. I'm so sick of this shit when I'm sober, that I still have nine bags out of a jab that I bought yesterday morning.
In my head I'm so done with this shit but the shit doesn't seem to be done with me.
 
@itchy, word man I hear didn't mean to make light of the situation... Shit sucks bro, any way that a taper down to subs is possible for you or taper down on dope then get a few days off work? And maybe just kick the booze for a while? Believe me man I get it, it took me over a year of feeling the same way you do now trying to let this bitch go and she is the worlds biggest bitch with some sharp fucking claws. I haven't been perfect but if you can drop her it seems life has been a little bit more manageable. Keep up the good fight mane
 
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Thanks the support and encouragement, man. Those words are sometimes exactly what someone might need. Yup, I'm going to take a few days off from work and wait till tomorrow and jump on the sub. I power bombed all the shit I had,(took me about two hours to type this here9!&& dumped all my shit associated with my drug use and told my girl to not even bring up the subject.
Drinking is always been my Achilles heel when it comes to dope. I'm usually pretty good at maintaining my abstinence from dope, until I start drinking. But like you said, man, I need to put the bottle down and get back to life.
It's just amazing how many things you'll start considering as normal and acceptable while high
It's only after you get to experience some clean time, you'll start cringing at the thought of how fucked up you let your life become and how close you were to making a life altering mistake.
I'm kinda tired of cringing.
Be good guys.
...And thanks again for the support/advice.
 
Well, fuck that, JJ! I refuse to resolve to being a junkie for the rest of my life. I did my last shit yesterday morning(and did a lot!). Stayed high the whole day, went to sleep at about 1am, woke up 14 hours later, sooo fucking sick!
Took a half of a sub, I wonder if it's not enough, cause I'm still sick. But dude, I want to try something different. It seems like the only way I function at work is being high and all it takes, is a fucking random and I'm out of a career. So I have to change that shit. ...before life changes it for me. Life's a horrible teacher!
I'm gonna keep trying...
Just gotta keep trying.
 
I suggest kratom to those that may want to quit but need something to give them a boost now and again. It is mild but also effective.
 
Yo itchy man! Feeling for ya right now! If I was in the chi id bring you some Icey pops and Gatorade.. You can get Kratom at most smoke shops. I used to get it at the smoke shops in wicker park, but honestly for someone like us who used a a lot of dope it never really did anything for me... Just be carful dude going from a big dose to zero can be dangerous, I did that and ended up at Weiss. Also I don't know what your insurance situation is but if shit gets way to fucking grim and you are covered even a little go to Chicago Lakeshore Detox off of marine. Place is a little ghetto, but affordable and they get you sober comfortablely in 5-7 days. But for real bro if your tryna stay sober from this shit it may take a little bit of medical intervention. Idk man, good luck wishing the best for you
 
Im goin out west to cold cop this weekend for the first time in a while (by P/L)....any heads up on the "best" bags to look for? Or shitty bags to stay away from? I wanna pick up a couple jabs so id really like to have a heads up without havin to try one or two here and there before goin back for the rest....

my pc is reliable as hell but the dope has been straight garbage lately. time to scrounge the streets, which i really HATE doing unless i know what im lookin for! And i HATE asking other junkies down there... they always seem to wanna tag along with me like a fuckin entourage or some shit
 
That's cause you're special and they just can't help themselves to want to be around you!...uh,yeah. They're probably being your "entourage" because, white hos in the hood get served quick. As for bags, I've been shopping with my pc for a while and he's been having straight fire(which makes it hard to quit) and its either in blue or pink bags.
The only piece of advice I can give you about PL is,don't get locked up.
Yeah, thanks Chiraq. I've got health insurance through my work but don't really want to use it for that, cause that would involve taking time off.
The last time I used was Monday morning and actually, I don't feel that bad anymore. I've had that experience more times than I can count and relapsed the same number of times. But like I said before. I just have to keep trying.
The subs help, I'm sure. Wish I could throw you a couple, JJ.
...weren't you acquiring some?
I make sure I always pick some of those up whenever they're available.
I know exactly what you're saying about wanting to give my money away. It is so much harder to stay sober than to get sober.
I feel like there's a huge void in my life without that adrenaline rush of going, scoring, using and over again...
I just hope I don't turn into a straight up drunk!! I've been getting LOAAAded!
Shit, maybe I should go talk in the recovery forums on BL... Eh, they don't like me over there either! Lol!
I want to be like "good girl" and have an entourage... Lol!
...entourage.......... ?
 
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