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Opioids Chicago dope thread

I hit up the phone connect I met the other day who had some fire caps- and then when I scored today, (I only got 2 as opposed to 5 the other day) they were bags and the quality was shit. I banged both and barely caught a rush. I messaged him that the quality seemed to be lower this time, waaaay more pink dorm flecks when I mixed up the shot, but I think I'm gonna give him another chance. I'm thinkin about saying that if he can hook me up with the better quality stuff, then I'll get a jab. Think it's worth the chance? Or should I just search the streets again for a new connect? I should add that this guy was super responsive, waited around for me when I was stuck in ungodly traffic, and met me in a much quieter spot than last time. He was suuuuper accommodating. I'd hate to bail on a good connect just cuz he had a bad batch.
 
Believe it or not the withdrawals are not over obviously they aren't as bad as the first couple days of coming off but I still have certain symptoms not all day but they come and go when they please. The urge to use is so fucking bad, like I fantasize about that shit all day long. I know when I get back to jersey that I'm gonna use ..

We absolutely believe you. Post acute withdrawal is the hardest thing about getting off. Part of it is hugely psychosomatic. I can't tell you how many times I've heard a story that goes something like "I was in County for 8 months detoxed and didn't use the whole time feeling good, then as the bus passed by old spots sniffles kick in, stomach cramps, etc. out of the blue and in an instant" I just had a couple weeks clean and when my PC said she could drop something off in the afternoon I started mild WDs for hours until it was dropped off. Our sober friends and families will never understand that part.
 
Healing will not begin for us until we find a healthy alternative activity to fill the void left by dope and stick with it. Things like gambling, frequent unprotected sex with strangers, wire fraud, hardcore BDSM blood play, picking fights with urban youth on the redline, or crossfit.
 
yea true withdrawals last for months. i swear when i first went cold turkey from xanax and roxies 30s i didnt sleep for months!!!!! literally months!
 
Well, I was straight up w my connect and told him the bags were shit- he got me more caps and gave me 12 in a jab. I'll let ya guys know if the quality is as good as the first time once I get home :)
 
yea true withdrawals last for months. i swear when i first went cold turkey from xanax and roxies 30s i didnt sleep for months!!!!! literally months!

Xanax withdrawl is The fucking worst. No sleep whatsoever! I was absolutely fucking miserable after sneaking a few bars in my stick of deodorant wrapped in plastic and when I went to detox last time for opiates. I was withdrawing from the benzo's for the first 2 1/2 weeks of my rehab stay. It was fucking terrible. I got no sleep, and I felt like I was dying. Way worse than detoxing from just opiates alone.
 
So my dad and I almost got my mother locked up for trying to stab us. This selfish bitch lives in a 3 car garage house in a safe neighborhood goes on 3 vacations a year has pretty much everything and eats at Ditka's like 6 times a year and thinks she deserves more. She ought to be ashamed of herself. Even the cops were laughing at her, she goes I'm a good person I go to church the cops say well then go if you're so scared she goes "wait I have to put on my church clothes" You'd think she feel blessed and grateful especially now that we have homeless people panhandling just down the street.
 
So my dad and I almost got my mother locked up for trying to stab us. This selfish bitch lives in a 3 car garage house in a safe neighborhood goes on 3 vacations a year has pretty much everything and eats at Ditka's like 6 times a year and thinks she deserves more. She ought to be ashamed of herself. Even the cops were laughing at her, she goes I'm a good person I go to church the cops say well then go if you're so scared she goes "wait I have to put on my church clothes" You'd think she feel blessed and grateful especially now that we have homeless people panhandling just down the street.


i also record situations like that....and i recommend men to use mase in situations like that.....dont hit women...mase them!!! dont let these bitches get in ur face...first make sure you have it on camera and two never physically touch them, either mase them or tase them and then get away. cops cant touch you then....their always looking to ARREST the man....so this is how u curb that shit.
 
yea true withdrawals last for months. i swear when i first went cold turkey from xanax and roxies 30s i didnt sleep for months!!!!! literally months!

I think that for some people sleeping never really comes to normal. Or maybe it just take years.
 
[MENTION=139723]sleep[/MENTION]todream you need to clear your messages in order for me to message u back
 
[MENTION=139723]sleep[/MENTION]todream you need to clear your messages in order for me to message u back

Faaaaaack I just typed a huge post and accidentally hit cancel instead of post. That's what you get when you're nodding and trying to use electronics I guess.
Jtbx333- Anyways, how do I clear my messages? I only have 3 messages in my inbox as it is, I started to search on here for the answer, but I didn't get too far cuz I'm seriousky nodding off like every few minutes. This post is taking me an eternity to type. I keep waking up to a bunch of gobildygook on my screen ? So if anyone can shed some light on how/when I need to clear my messages, I'd appreciate it!

On another note, this is my first real nodding experience and I'm in love :) it's like the old days when I could take just a few norcos and be slipping in and out of sleep, feeling like I was in the clouds. Bliss. The quality of the caps my guy had today was right back up there with the ones he gave me earlier this week. He said he'd gotten several complaints about the bags being overly stomped on (more fukn pink dorm flecks than you'd believe) and that he wasn't gonna be getting anything from the guy who those came from. I've gotten better with my IV technique, thanks to all the members on here! I decided to try cooking vs cold shot, and it worked a lot better. Cooled it completely before drawing it up slowly thru the filter. I missed a lil bit of my first shot even after it registered, I think I might have shifted the needle when I was loosening my tie off. Bubble started to form under my skin so o drew back in as much of the missed shot as I could, but maaan now I've got a bit of an obvious bump on the top of my hand. Looks like I'm long sleevim it for a couple of days!! Once I tried my arm crook it was off to the races. I'm quickly becoming in love with watching my blood mingle with the amber shot as I draw it back- anyone else have this weird fixation? It's like a high in and of itself to me. Anyways, this has taken me like an hour to type and it's probably gibberish- sorry for the rambling. I'm just really enjoying my first real H binge? Hoe everyone's having fun out there in the land of nod!
 
Hey sleep- I'm pretty sure all of us who shoot the stuff know exactly the needle fixation you're experiencing. Like it is its own rush to penetrate the skin and vein, to see the red swirl in the rig. It lasts for quite a while and we can all attest to the importance of the whole ritual of putting down the spoon or whatever, pouring the dope in, the way you spray water from the rig into the dope before cooking, mopping the spoon with the cotton, pressing the cotton. So on.
 
Faaaaaack I just typed a huge post and accidentally hit cancel instead of post. That's what you get when you're nodding and trying to use electronics I guess.
Jtbx333- Anyways, how do I clear my messages? I only have 3 messages in my inbox as it is, I started to search on here for the answer, but I didn't get too far cuz I'm seriousky nodding off like every few minutes. This post is taking me an eternity to type. I keep waking up to a bunch of gobildygook on my screen ? So if anyone can shed some light on how/when I need to clear my messages, I'd appreciate it!

On another note, this is my first real nodding experience and I'm in love :) it's like the old days when I could take just a few norcos and be slipping in and out of sleep, feeling like I was in the clouds. Bliss. The quality of the caps my guy had today was right back up there with the ones he gave me earlier this week. He said he'd gotten several complaints about the bags being overly stomped on (more fukn pink dorm flecks than you'd believe) and that he wasn't gonna be getting anything from the guy who those came from. I've gotten better with my IV technique, thanks to all the members on here! I decided to try cooking vs cold shot, and it worked a lot better. Cooled it completely before drawing it up slowly thru the filter. I missed a lil bit of my first shot even after it registered, I think I might have shifted the needle when I was loosening my tie off. Bubble started to form under my skin so o drew back in as much of the missed shot as I could, but maaan now I've got a bit of an obvious bump on the top of my hand. Looks like I'm long sleevim it for a couple of days!! Once I tried my arm crook it was off to the races. I'm quickly becoming in love with watching my blood mingle with the amber shot as I draw it back- anyone else have this weird fixation? It's like a high in and of itself to me. Anyways, this has taken me like an hour to type and it's probably gibberish- sorry for the rambling. I'm just really enjoying my first real H binge? Hoe everyone's having fun out there in the land of nod!

Shit, just wait until the day you start having trouble finding a vein. You keep poking around getting super stressed out, then all of the sudden, poof, you see that stream of blood fill your rig and it's like you just won the lottery, even better than winning the lottery.
 
i got one...whats everyone scariest momenr using drugs....can be good, bad, shootout, medical, near death, WHATEVER......i kno mine is eating 20 2mg xanax at once, then hitting 20 park cars and waking up in the hospital not knowing WTF happened!!!!!!! what about everyone else????
 
I have a bunch but I guess I'll tell this one. I use to hang out with this chick named Dacia and we copped some dope and went back to her apt. in DeKalb to shoot up. We got there got high and were hanging out eventually her, her boyfriend and me all decided to go to the bars because I wanted to drink and find a chick of my own. So she says she wants to take a shower before we leave so her boy and I were like fine we'll wait. 20, 25, 30 minutes later I'm like dude lets just go and she can meet us there so I knock on the door and tell her we're leaving. We walk down the stairs (the apt. was above a store) and we get the to the door and something just didn't feel right, keep in mind her bf didn't know we were shooting. So I go up to check on her and knock on the door, no answer knocked again same thing then tell her I'm coming in. When I opened the door her cat came out with her syringe in its mouth, she was sitting on the toilet fully clothed shower still running. She was crammed into between the wall and the toilet with her head between her legs, this was a really small bathroom. When I pulled her out the blood had pooled so much in her head her face was completely reddish purple, I yelled for her boyfriend and we revived her. Needless to say I wasn't in the mood for drinks any more so I split. Shes now in prison til 2019 for selling methadone and was suspected of involuntary manslaughter for leaving a guy in a motel after he o'd but they couldn't prove that part so she took a plea. I know first hand she was at that motel and she also did the same thing to her bf in NOLA but split before they could charge her.
 
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