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Opioids Chicago dope thread

Stopping by to say what’s up... been clean for years now on the methadone shit... only been on 40mg for the last year or so...

Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.

And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.

But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.

Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.

It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.

I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.

hoping some of y’all are clean too
 
NewPhone said:
Stopping by to say what’s up... been clean for years now on the methadone shit... only been on 40mg for the last year or so...

Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.

And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.

But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.

Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.

It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.

I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.

hoping some of y’all are clean too
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T? Does he have a brother named shorty? If it’s the same T then glad to hear he’s doing good and finally out! Wish you guys the best. Stay safe bro and keep doing what your doing. Life’s way better on the other side.
 
NewPhone said:
Stopping by to say what’s up... been clean for years now on the methadone shit... only been on 40mg for the last year or so...

Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.

And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.

But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.

Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.

It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.

I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.

hoping some of y’all are clean too
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You'll be so happy once you get off methadone. I've been off 10 years now and so glad I don't have to worry about taking my dose every morning.
 
puke said:
You'll be so happy once you get off methadone. I've been off 10 years now and so glad I don't have to worry about taking my dose every morning.
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Since you seem to be familiar with MMT, I have a question or two. No pressure, just figured I'd toss it out there.

I was on methadone for like a year up until fairly recently. Got up to 199ml. Was going to try to quit using altogether so I hoarded like 40 bottles to be able to get off. Purposely stopped taking the done months in advance so I'd have no tolerance and I wouldn't hit a wall when I started wding from the junk.

So I started my detox and thought I was pretty well off with the 40 bottles (as well as continuing going to the clinic.)

Welp, I started wding and was cool with it. I knew it wasn't going to be a picnic. Here's the thing. The methadone did nothing. Absolutely nothing. I kept it in proper storage conditions and even the most recent bottles didn't do shit. 4 or 5 days in I actually think wds without it may have been less intense.

Disclaimer for the next part - I know this was super irresponsible but when you have (clinically diagnosed, not self observed) severe bipolar that is unmedicated and you're in full blown wds, your mind is in a fog and self-preservation has a tendency to go out the window. Not happy with it but it is what it is.

I decided to see how much of the done it would take to feel even the slightest amount of relief. I started out cool, going up by like 20ml every hour or so but eventually lost my patience and ended up powering through like 1600ml in a 24hr period. Felt absolutely nothing. No relief, no side effects- it's as if I was drinking water.

Am I misconstruing what the methadone is for? As in, I should not have expected relief as it's more for blocking the effects of the street shit to deter further use? Or does it just not work for me? I know that most of us aren't doctors on here but just wondering if anyone else had the same/similar experience or anything else. Besides this site is a treasure trove of info.

I need to go to Tennessee for a little while and coming up here twice a month to buy a grand worth of dope isn't really something I want to do and I'm nowhere near proficient enough with the dark web to be comfortable going down there empty handed.

I want to give MMT another shot prior to going down there so that I can just get transferred to another facility and not worry about it however that experience has completely turned me off to the idea.

Any idea what the hell went wrong?

I know I quoted your reply but if anyone else wants to chime in, please do.
 
Am I misconstruing what the methadone is for? As in, I should not have expected relief as it's more for blocking the effects of the street shit to deter further use? Or does it just not work for me? I know that most of us aren't doctors on here but just wondering if anyone else had the same/similar experience or anything else. Besides this site is a treasure trove of info.
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Did someone find your stash and switch it with water?
Methadone is a potent full agonist opioid, it should absolutely provide relief from w/d symptoms. It's a very stale chemical and shouldn't go bad or lose potency when stored either.
 
sekio said:
Did someone find your stash and switch it with water?
Methadone is a potent full agonist opioid, it should absolutely provide relief from w/d symptoms. It's a very stale chemical and shouldn't go bad or lose potency when stored either.
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Not possible. Kept it in a small safe in my spare fridge. Nobody knows the code besides me. It still tasted absolutely horrible, exactly as it tasted when I was dosing at the counter. I mixed with water not the available tang.

I was considering some possible fuckery at the clinic... but even that doesn't seem likely with the different nurses dispensing my take homes.

Ty for the quick reply.
 
Wuts up people its ur boy shayjaychi and i got a summary of the whole miserable winter the whole winter was hell(trains delayed/fights/people shitting on the train then throwing it at people wut didn't happen? shit fighting on trains to the point of having to stab the mfer seein dude get ran the fuck over getting into a straight war(fight) wit a person I've known for 10 years becuz someone lied to him that I took from him(really was just trying to put on a show but i really tapped into my hillbilly self didn't both covered in blood both just so out of breath we both said I'm going home my inner hillbilly came out and survived i surprised him and gave him a fight cuz if u look at me i look like a poindexter white kid wit torn up clothes(wear on purpose blend in better looking tired but actually full of energy cuz i was late on my dope and I'm a totally different type of person wen i need my usual 5-6 bags for the day to b right . When it was still warm the black panther dope was great but wen the snow/cold came the usual D-men thought they were the shit and didnt wanna come out 5 am they rather give jabs to these wanna b d boys but all they would do is go in the basement of a high rise look for some powdered gain keep the old bags and once the rush comes create panic mfers will hand money over getting soap but so dumb/broke bad they don't wanna say i got ripped so they b like naw its fine I'm like dude u cant smell the fuckin gain wuts those specs of green? Fucking dope one-day absolute fire (but of course every dope fiend in Chicago was in line at 615 AM sometimes 60 plus people and would end up bein a 3 hour fuckin wait/ordeal then u see dude pull up like there wasn't 40 people freezing their dicks off, toes frozen he starts serving the crowd by himself every fuckin black dude thinks he could step in front of u wen I've known the block boys and spend money and for once got my back punch dude for cutting the line then I get my shit mfer let me get one bro I'm like the fuck right go suck a fuckin nut I bought 8 or jabs mostly guess wut I'm doing all of it "couple broke bums start hootin and hollerin but u got a whole jab cant spare a bag fuck no I can't spare shit(nobody ever i mean ever helped me) of course u never get 13 for the jab they sell bag for bag then as I'm walking to the train of course everyone one thinks they know me I say GTFA I'm snorting all these all day(this was the regular daily shit that would go on train comes young chubby out of shape mfer but still 200lb. plus bothering for a corner dude asked decently so I gave him half a quarter wut ever the fuck then lets split one ill give u 7$ to split it I said man u lucky I did that, mfer gives me fucked up look says imma remember that I was already well into fuckin late pissed off mean lots of energy as violent young in shape white mfer so Im like write it down video tape it record do wut ever the fuck i don't care mfer responds o we got a smartass white boy inside me i wasn't nervous or scared just sick and tired of el trains and el ramps delays and most of all cold empty lots and people thinking u owe them something cuz i work and put forth the effort to have my money that isn't stolen or anyone else's but mine luckily the one i snorted in on the way back to the train u know kicked in feeling a little more flexible no stomach cramps. I'm like ok i got 2 stops before I'm home I'm like in the last car of the train and my bum buddy that I've helped out (ill only help a handful but wen i do i u know don't give them no little corner wit dust . IDK about u but if u been going down every single day not missing one day not even Christmas for 7-8 years or more like 10 years u realize wait a minute mfer try some shit today on me imma catch u sleepin on the train there were those two brothers one was fat one was super skinny both super cowards looking for a handicapped lady to hassle u know i got off wen i needed to it was freezing -15 windchill next day i see them all of sudden they cool i said straight up get ur weak-ass fake gangsters asses away just as i expected he went to the next car didn't say shit prolly tired from no sleep.Ive noticed wen people see u every fuckin day no matter wut its like they know damn that mfer gonna b here rain shine or wheelchair. Well a few more months go by it gets a little warmer i got very comfy grabbing my shit from the only young boy that didn't go into the bags i get served i look down about 3-4 blocks fuckin jumpouts on a busy street riding by but looked down an were u could see I didn't think much of it dozens of times they roll by i put 3 in my waist band have one in my pocket rolled up my bill in hand I did 3 quarters of one in the left nostril I wasnt thinking about them but it wasn't my usual early as fuck time still dark 530 in the morning it was like 11 am boy i should of been on my toes. I hear them whipping u to get on my side of the street at that moment i knew this was gonna suck 3 fit cops young one without a vest then 2 black ones wit so much shit on their dumbass vest said give wut u got so I'm like ok fuck it gave him the empty used bag running was a no go I'm gonna get locked up they put me in the back after 5 min this bum bitch that i hit wit a lock in a sock a few summers ago fuckin trying to slash me wit a box cutter she says there's 3 more in his ass by then i knew nope I'm not bein cut loose anymore them crossing an alley and home free but my dumbass left 3-4 hours Then u get sick of that waiting shit so u go to one of the "other" spots get the shit pitch fuckin white. AT LEAST AFTER THE WHOLE HELLISH COLD SNOWY BULLSHIT, WINTER I MANAGED TO GET A WONDERFUL NUMBER TO A REAL d MAN. NO MORE HOOD NO MORE BLOCK AND MOST OF ALL NO MORE FUCKIN L TRAINS NOT ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT GOIN CUZ I GRAB a JAB AND YES I ACTUALLY GET A SOME FREE. aND THE DOPES ACTUALLY HEROIN NOT THAT SHIT WHERE U BLACK OUT FOR 5 HOURS WIT ALL UR SHIT GONE NO GAPS SO atm THINGS COULD B WORSE
 
NewPhone said:
Stopping by to say what’s up... been clean for years now on the methadone shit... only been on 40mg for the last year or so...

Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.

And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.

But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.

Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.

It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.

I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.

hoping some of y’all are clean too
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BRO UR NOT CLEAN IF UR TAKIN METHADONE SUBS UR ON OPIATES THERE RER BOTH FULL ANTAGONIST AT LEASY U STAYED BELOE 40 I HOW I QUIT ES GETTING LIKE 2O ROLLS DOUBLE STACL(X) TAKE 3 OF DOES PLUS THESE BLU MEANIS JST GREW READY TO DRU BT I GREW THEM AND THEYRE READ TO B TRIED TO DRIED BUT I LOVE MUSHROOMS THAT ARE NOT DRIED AND XSTACY TOGETHER THEY MAKE U DESPISE DOPE MUSHROOMS IM TALKIN LIKE 3.5 HAS BEEN FUCKIN VETS TO MUSHROOMS USER UP IMM TAKE 5 GRAMS OF THESE MUSHROOMS AND X SOMR WEED UR COULD DETOX NO PROBLEM THE CHALLENGE IS TAYING CLEAN X AND MUSHROOMS WORK FOR OPIATES ONLY A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF TIME UR BODY HAS GRAVINGS POP AND X PILL AND EAT MUSHROMS RIGHT WEN UR CRAVING CRAVINGS GONE . SO GIVE IT TRY E\X TO ME IS AN THE ULTMATE ANTI DEPRESSANT
 
Man, I used to always browse these threads back in the day but I wasn't a junkie then. I have since graduated. Not in Chicago though, just first one I saw.
 
mr. piffington said:
BRO UR NOT CLEAN IF UR TAKIN METHADONE SUBS UR ON OPIATES THERE RER BOTH FULL ANTAGONIST AT LEASY U STAYED BELOE 40 I HOW I QUIT ES GETTING LIKE 2O ROLLS DOUBLE STACL(X) TAKE 3 OF DOES PLUS THESE BLU MEANIS JST GREW READY TO DRU BT I GREW THEM AND THEYRE READ TO B TRIED TO DRIED BUT I LOVE MUSHROOMS THAT ARE NOT DRIED AND XSTACY TOGETHER THEY MAKE U DESPISE DOPE MUSHROOMS IM TALKIN LIKE 3.5 HAS BEEN FUCKIN VETS TO MUSHROOMS USER UP IMM TAKE 5 GRAMS OF THESE MUSHROOMS AND X SOMR WEED UR COULD DETOX NO PROBLEM THE CHALLENGE IS TAYING CLEAN X AND MUSHROOMS WORK FOR OPIATES ONLY A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF TIME UR BODY HAS GRAVINGS POP AND X PILL AND EAT MUSHROMS RIGHT WEN UR CRAVING CRAVINGS GONE . SO GIVE IT TRY E\X TO ME IS AN THE ULTMATE ANTI DEPRESSANT
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Neither bupe nor methadone are full antagonists. Think you meant agonist but bupe ain't that either.

And dude, while you are technically correct, it's not very helpful.
 
Tombs said:
Since you seem to be familiar with MMT, I have a question or two. No pressure, just figured I'd toss it out there.

I was on methadone for like a year up until fairly recently. Got up to 199ml. Was going to try to quit using altogether so I hoarded like 40 bottles to be able to get off. Purposely stopped taking the done months in advance so I'd have no tolerance and I wouldn't hit a wall when I started wding from the junk.

So I started my detox and thought I was pretty well off with the 40 bottles (as well as continuing going to the clinic.)

Welp, I started wding and was cool with it. I knew it wasn't going to be a picnic. Here's the thing. The methadone did nothing. Absolutely nothing. I kept it in proper storage conditions and even the most recent bottles didn't do shit. 4 or 5 days in I actually think wds without it may have been less intense.

Disclaimer for the next part - I know this was super irresponsible but when you have (clinically diagnosed, not self observed) severe bipolar that is unmedicated and you're in full blown wds, your mind is in a fog and self-preservation has a tendency to go out the window. Not happy with it but it is what it is.

I decided to see how much of the done it would take to feel even the slightest amount of relief. I started out cool, going up by like 20ml every hour or so but eventually lost my patience and ended up powering through like 1600ml in a 24hr period. Felt absolutely nothing. No relief, no side effects- it's as if I was drinking water.

Am I misconstruing what the methadone is for? As in, I should not have expected relief as it's more for blocking the effects of the street shit to deter further use? Or does it just not work for me? I know that most of us aren't doctors on here but just wondering if anyone else had the same/similar experience or anything else. Besides this site is a treasure trove of info.

I need to go to Tennessee for a little while and coming up here twice a month to buy a grand worth of dope isn't really something I want to do and I'm nowhere near proficient enough with the dark web to be comfortable going down there empty handed.

I want to give MMT another shot prior to going down there so that I can just get transferred to another facility and not worry about it however that experience has completely turned me off to the idea.

Any idea what the hell went wrong?

I know I quoted your reply but if anyone else wants to chime in, please do.
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We're you taking any other meds or are a fast metabolizer (like a doctor told you this). Pretty sure the main metabolites are inactive but you did take so much even my suggestion seems dubious.
 
mr. piffington said:
BRO UR NOT CLEAN IF UR TAKIN METHADONE SUBS UR ON OPIATES THERE RER BOTH FULL ANTAGONIST AT LEASY U STAYED BELOE 40 I HOW I QUIT ES GETTING LIKE 2O ROLLS DOUBLE STACL(X) TAKE 3 OF DOES PLUS THESE BLU MEANIS JST GREW READY TO DRU BT I GREW THEM AND THEYRE READ TO B TRIED TO DRIED BUT I LOVE MUSHROOMS THAT ARE NOT DRIED AND XSTACY TOGETHER THEY MAKE U DESPISE DOPE MUSHROOMS IM TALKIN LIKE 3.5 HAS BEEN FUCKIN VETS TO MUSHROOMS USER UP IMM TAKE 5 GRAMS OF THESE MUSHROOMS AND X SOMR WEED UR COULD DETOX NO PROBLEM THE CHALLENGE IS TAYING CLEAN X AND MUSHROOMS WORK FOR OPIATES ONLY A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF TIME UR BODY HAS GRAVINGS POP AND X PILL AND EAT MUSHROMS RIGHT WEN UR CRAVING CRAVINGS GONE . SO GIVE IT TRY E\X TO ME IS AN THE ULTMATE ANTI DEPRESSANT
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I thought I came here too high..
 
deficiT said:
I almost want to zap previous comment from existence. Will leave it up for scientific purposes.
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Basically StayHighJay or w/e mr piffington just mad that he’s strung the fuck out prolly tasting tang for a $10 bag while I’m out here livin clean on methadone, growing organic herb, and 100% not fucking with street drugs.

seriously who the hell recommends taking a bunch of dirty ass ecstasy pills to get off of methadone. Even if it was molly, that would make for a terrible detox.

This dudes just mad he’s broke af making no money… so when he sees something shine he makes an ass out of himself 🤷🏻‍♂️
 
Kittycat5 said:
Neither bupe nor methadone are full antagonists. Think you meant agonist but bupe ain't that either.

And dude, while you are technically correct, it's not very helpful.
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Ur right i didnt mean it that way its the staff and dr.s I was tryin to point out for example make people believe that methadone isnt even an opiate and dont warn u of the long-term side effects life low testosterone(AKA low t. they call it or how it makes u gain weight and have man titties and u start losing ur teeth or break bones really easy) wasnt trying to bash u in any way, in fact it's great to hear (even i dont know u personally that u fuckin beat it and got out of the game. just had my best friend yest. i go upstairs to take a piss and get a drink wasnt gone more than 3 min i go downstairs hes face down now how does the same spot same dope after banging at least one each day make a person turn blue and no response at all but i just got done snorting 5 of them and i was a little fucked up but not nodding. Had to call the police they hit him 4 times wit the regular narcan no response now wen the paramedic came wit the bigger higher dosage syinge they got him back but how does a person all of sudden almost instantly die after for almost ten days only had one bag each day then all of a sudden an overdose occurs. I thought about it and came to the conclusion he must of been hiding something from me that somehow obtained but wont for the life of him admit to it scariest shit ive ever been thru how do i do 4-5 at a time snorting and he does one shooting and the past 9 days wasnt nodding to doin one and almost dying it has to b he was hiding something but he wasnt a benzo person IDK but i cant allow him over at all i could of gotten into a lot of trouble.
 
Anyways as usual wit the summer comes real humid days and lots of times humidity gets to bags capsules etc. and it gets real moist and crawls faster. IDK about anybody here but all ive been able to find 95% is not heroin well maybe a low percentage but its that fuckin fent. real nodding to fast all at once then sick 4 hours later fent. has gotten so bad i had to take a fuckin take break early winter police picked me up not knowing my cars parked out west and dropped me off at the train station el station wanted got in my car and said u know this dope isnt nothing special so i went thru very little wds drank water. tripped on mushrooms lots of different kinds and its literally allowed me to stop goin each morning got thru a good 8 months some shit happens and it was overwhelming then i got these capsule dope finally good dope just straight dorm and good raw.
 
Anyways as usual wit the summer comes real humid days and lots of times humidity gets to bags capsules etc. and it gets real moist and crawls faster. IDK about anybody here but all ive been able to find 95% is not heroin well maybe a low percentage but its that fuckin fent. real nodding to fast all at once then sick 4 hours later fent. has gotten so bad i had to take a fuckin take break early winter police picked me up not knowing my cars parked out west and dropped me off at the train station el station wanted got in my car and said u know this dope isnt nothing special so i went thru very little wds drank water. tripped on mushrooms lots of different kinds and its literally allowed me to stop goin each morning got thru a good 8 months some shit happens and it was overwhelming then i got these capsule dope finally good dope just straight dorm and good raw.
 
I wonder what happened to the old cats from here.

phantom, the guy that lost his arm
Chinky who moved to ATL
Itchy scratchy who lived in Lake County
Gwen

many others

going to go out on a limb and say most people either clean or dead. This thread used to be jumping. They would close it after x number of posts and we would have to open a new one. This is my second username I had here, my first was in 2008 before a friend died. This website almost chronicles my descent from trying coke and oxy for the first times to becoming a full blown heroin addict. I think I found this site when the mint e pills were going around back in like 07
 
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