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Ps im not saying im not an addict and can control use for that reason... au contrare

I actually am SO psychologivally addicted that ive come to the realization that i either have to get it under control or admit defeat and lose what ive grown ti love.

 

I think that could work.

 

What a shit idea that was, thinking i can withdraw again while holding fuckin dope. Maybe i can train myseof to do it just once in a while but its gonna take some time clean before that enters the realm of possibility. See next blog entry for synopsis of how this genius idea turnee out

 

You can't do heroin just once in awhile believe me..

 

Haven't you heard of the NA cliche one is too many a thousand is never enough