Brutha's and sista's.......a cold hello from sunny Scotland. Been lurking about on this forum for years, but only just made an account (though im sure i had one before....)
Im currently in the process of giving up a 4 year addiction to kratom, which i know isn't exactly like a devious opiate habit (which i also have had to battle with in the past) but the psychological addiction i have to kratom is extremely intense. I rely on it to leave the house, to speak to anyone (incl. friends) and pretty much any situation you can think of. I have been plagued with anxiety and depression for years and found great alleviation in drugs, both the communal and neurological aspects.
I wonder why I am giving up...I could breeze through life constantly spooning kratom in my gob. There are no known detrimental effects, yet many health benefits.
I just despise the idea of having to rely on something external to have inner strength.
It's not going to be easy. I've battled poppy pod addiction, gbl addiction, alcohol addiction, and have always found that my major vice. When i drink, i really go for it. Going on non-stop benders for ages. Which leads me to ask...
Where is the alcohol forum in this site?
Anyway, enough babbling.
Hello all, glad to be here
Cam
Im currently in the process of giving up a 4 year addiction to kratom, which i know isn't exactly like a devious opiate habit (which i also have had to battle with in the past) but the psychological addiction i have to kratom is extremely intense. I rely on it to leave the house, to speak to anyone (incl. friends) and pretty much any situation you can think of. I have been plagued with anxiety and depression for years and found great alleviation in drugs, both the communal and neurological aspects.
I wonder why I am giving up...I could breeze through life constantly spooning kratom in my gob. There are no known detrimental effects, yet many health benefits.
I just despise the idea of having to rely on something external to have inner strength.
It's not going to be easy. I've battled poppy pod addiction, gbl addiction, alcohol addiction, and have always found that my major vice. When i drink, i really go for it. Going on non-stop benders for ages. Which leads me to ask...
Where is the alcohol forum in this site?
Anyway, enough babbling.
Hello all, glad to be here
Cam
