Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[BK38]

Lol that's the chillest dream ever.

Stoner spookiness

 

[DopeM]

Sounds maddening

 

[mal3volent]

Especially if the cashier has BO

 

[BK38]

Sounds maddening

Basically stoner groundhog day

 

[PtahTek]

Get my new phone in the mail today, and my laser pointer for some hardware tomorrow. Oh happy day!
Now I just need some dr00gs.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

Sold.

Gullible custie

 

[DopeM]

I used to have a recurring dream that I was jumping on a trampoline and after 5 or 6 jumps I'd float off above the tree line and that was pretty cool and shit until I would realize that I'd have to come down at some point and then if start falling.

Still haven't hit the ground yet but man do I hate that endless sinking feeling iny minds stomach

 

[DopeM]

Gullible custie

I learned long ago to never trust a pretty girl with dreads on lot and furthermore to just bring my own youu wuvable wook ewe.

 

[euphoricc]

WHAT THE FUCK you girls lately been loved anal~! why what`s the issue all the sudden>???

 

[DopeM]

Lolwut?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I woke up and today is too much already. Going to try to stay HAPPY because today is going to be a GOOD day. [The lies I tell myself]

 

[BK38]

Contemplating getting a bottle of vodka today... hmmmmmmmmmmm. Or I could just put it into the pot kitty and maybe get a little smoke. Decisions, decisions....

I am looking pretty healthy after no phenibut and no drinking for about 2 weeks though as a con to drinking... on the pro side.... booze and an alleviation of my stark sobriety.

Another pro, I will talk even more shit on BL and be aggressively argumentative because it's fun (ofc only in TL threads)... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Another con, my REM cycles are starting normalize and a booze up will undoubtedly fuck that up again.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

 

[BK38]

Someone chime in and help me with my dilemma damnit! Store closes in 50 mins...

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Someone chime in and help me with my dilemma damnit! Store closes in 50 mins...

benzos are my sheperd
they lead me to green pastures

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I am seriously unhappy with my extant reality and need to get high

 

[BK38]

I am seriously unhappy with my extant reality and need to get high

Guess that solves my dilemma, gonna get some liquor.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm pretty sick with this world

but at least i can toggle my video off

i really want to get high

i think i'm going to

 

[Captain.Heroin]

oh my god

save me bk

i need to have it my way

 

[Captain.Heroin]

in the end we all end up in the garbage pit but I'll be the one that's holding your hand...
we are sick, fucked up and complicated
we are CHAOS, we can't be cured

 

[Xorkoth]

I have stopped taking kratom. I have been taking it for the better part of a year, so I was a bit worried about withdrawals, but nope, none

Nice, lucky! I'm feeling a bit of kratom withdrawal myself, my buddy and I are embarking on our 30-day cabin retreat detox today in a little bit, we're going to each take a piece of a suboxone pill to give ourselves a day or so to meet the lady renting it to us without being all anxious and shit, and set the place up, before we hit the cold turkey. Though we do have a bit of lyrica and DXM for when the going gets tough. Aiming for total sobriety on day 8, and spending the rest of the month being healthy and talking through stuff and figuring out how to live life mostly sober. We're quitting alcohol, opiates, gabaergics, nicotine and stimulants. Only not quitting psychedelics and weed. Nicotine is easy for me if I don't have it, it's rough for him though, he gets withdrawal and it's been his main way to focus himself and deal with transient anxiety since he was 14.