Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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I'm feeling antsy. I feel like somehow with my days off of Phenibut, the rebound anxiety is getting worse. Think I've probably down regulated my gabas. I'm spacing more time between uses and the anxiety seems to peak on the 2nd/3rd day without use. It may be time for a prolonged break, but I'll definitely need a sizable amount of pot in that case. I've basically quit drinking at this point too...
 
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BK38 said:
ikr? I'm feeling anxious so looking at cute animal pics.
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what you anxious about bb? got a girl coming over?

i am feeling a bit blah right now, I think it is from a series of very vivid nightmares.

Like it was so vivid it involved real life people, real life me, real life locations, real life plans, even if some of it wasn't plausible / realistic. Holy shit. And real life shooting drugs.

Why are my nightmares so VIVID. Like unrealistically so.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
what you anxious about bb? got a girl coming over?

i am feeling a bit blah right now, I think it is from a series of very vivid nightmares.

Like it was so vivid it involved real life people, real life me, real life locations, real life plans, even if some of it wasn't plausible / realistic. Holy shit. And real life shooting drugs.

Why are my nightmares so VIVID. Like unrealistically so.
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I don't think I'd be anxious about a girl coming over, I'd be more excited than anything. I think it's because of some Phenibut rebound anxiety and I drank coffee today when I hadn't been for a couple weeks and the combo is kinda brutal. Have that terrible tightness in my chest and I'm having trouble calming/centering myself. Bleugh.

Think I'm going to have to go without the phenibut for awhile as I don't want this kind of rebound to get worse. The efficacy is kinda diminshed too, so no point in prolonging the longer T break I need. I need a lot of THC though, that would be good... Phenibut/Nicotine are like my only vices atm. I need THC again so I can remove the phenibut and cut down on the nicotine again. Just stress smoking cigs, which is pretty much not helpful as it actually raises cortisol levels...

Sry about your vivid dreams, I'll probably get those tonight too, always happens 2-3 days after not using phenibut.
 
BK38 said:
I don't think I'd be anxious about a girl coming over, I'd be more excited than anything. I think it's because of some Phenibut rebound anxiety and I drank coffee today when I hadn't been for a couple weeks and the combo is kinda brutal. Have that terrible tightness in my chest and I'm having trouble calming/centering myself. Bleugh.

Think I'm going to have to go without the phenibut for awhile as I don't want this kind of rebound to get worse. The efficacy is kinda diminshed too, so no point in prolonging the longer T break I need. I need a lot of THC though, that would be good... Phenibut/Nicotine are like my only vices atm. I need THC again so I can remove the phenibut and cut down on the nicotine again. Just stress smoking cigs, which is pretty much not helpful as it actually raises cortisol levels...

Sry about your vivid dreams, I'll probably get those tonight too, always happens 2-3 days after not using phenibut.
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It's been every day for at least 3 months now LOL

Caffeine is anxiogenic and I've seen this in tons of people. I felt like moss growing on a dying rock today but I still didn't give into CAFFEINE.

Keep in mind I have... at least 12 bags of coffee and I'm quite the connoisseur :coffee:
 
Captain.Heroin said:
It's been every day for at least 3 months now LOL

Caffeine is anxiogenic and I've seen this in tons of people. I felt like moss growing on a dying rock today but I still didn't give into CAFFEINE.

Keep in mind I have... at least 12 bags of coffee and I'm quite the connoisseur :coffee:
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Yeah, I'm aware of the anxiogenic properties, just didn't expect it to hit so hard in conjunction with rebound from the phenibut. I think THC/exercise are going to be the ticket to getting back on track. I'm getting some acupuncture next week to help with sleep cycles too.
 
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