Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

Status
Not open for further replies.
Coxenormous said:
Jk, I don't do all that, but this is my new alternative since I got adderall rights taken away for selling them haha, But they work just as well for me dunno.... @on.my.way🌿
Click to expand...

Ah okay man that sucks lol. Bu if they work for you thats good :)
I had 190 mg of vyvanse on script that got taken away.. Have to leave clean drug test for 3 months straight to get any meds back. Nooo thanks lol
 
I got busted selling them at a party. My Doctor had someone come out and check my pills to make sure I wasn't doing that and wham just like that.... They were no longer able to prescribe them to me... Soo my doctor gave me something that not a lot of people know about....
 
My Doctor knows i've done meth in the past, He is giving me off stimulants so I lean off it. I have severe ADHD apposed to Schizophrenic symptoms. Not full blown Schizophrenia but borderline symptoms caused by untreated ADHD growing up :( - True Story @on.my.way🌿
 
on.my.way🌿 said:
Here in sweden Concerta is the first med they give you when you get and ADHD diagnosis. Then if that doesn't fit, they do ritalin, then elvanse, then metamina/attentin. Is it jjust in sweden they do it like this? I have suspected for a long time that they pay the docs to give out concerta first lol.



Have you tried CBD and omega 3 oil? It works for some people regarding the ADHD. Also - meditation. It's like the only wat to truly quiet that inner voice. It works wonders if you do it continuously
Click to expand...
THC Causes even stronger paranoia only when I’m not medicated. CBD doesn’t seem to do shit & the first thing they gave me was adderall, but apparently I mentioned just about every symptom to make the doctor assume it was severe when I first started talking to her. Make a long story short. I went to my doctor and new exactly what to say to get the drug I needed. Until the party incident lol. But I made quite a bit of money doing that lmao
 
Having ADHD I’ve noticed people who actually have it pre analyze shit before it happens. It’s not really paranoia but more of a better safe than sorry scenario.... or it’s just me idk lol
 
& I’ve been dead accurate at times predicting shit, almost on a psychic level, but anyways ADHD means hyper brain activity so my mind is constantly racing with thoughts and sometimes when I drown myself into one subject I get too into it and causes Hyper focus mode (I call it) where nothing else matters but what you are doing at the time. I hate it it’s like addictive personality but a little different
 
Poor people have gotten cussed out when I’m in that hyper focus mode, I don’t like to be bothered it’s really intense studying cause it takes soo much energy for my brain to stay focused on shit sometimes even causes migraines
 
A great example of this is how I just bombed the chat with my whole mental situation even tho I didn’t need to do that at all 😂 oh boy
 
giphy.gif
 
on.my.way🌿 said:
Awesome! Oh whatcha playing?



It's been like the most stressful week in years lol so just trying to get rid of this crippling anxiety. Took some pregabalin an hour ago, starting to help a little.. :)
Click to expand...
elder scrolls online

i can relate to the crippling anxiety - i've been having some bad panic attacks

glad to hear the meds are helping :)
 
Captain.Heroin said:
elder scrolls online

i can relate to the crippling anxiety - i've been having some bad panic attacks

glad to hear the meds are helping :)
Click to expand...

The meds did not help loooool so I just took maybe 200 mg of MDMA. I just wanna feel okay for a moment. Not responsible to mix drugs like that though. The Lyrica boosts the mdma and vice versa so hopefully I will feel absolutely amazing soon <3
 
never played elder scrolls but really wanna start play something again. I used to love WoW and Guild Wars 2. Gotta get back into it
 
Coxenormous said:
& I’ve been dead accurate at times predicting shit, almost on a psychic level, but anyways ADHD means hyper brain activity so my mind is constantly racing with thoughts and sometimes when I drown myself into one subject I get too into it and causes Hyper focus mode (I call it) where nothing else matters but what you are doing at the time. I hate it it’s like addictive personality but a little different
Click to expand...

I can relate sooo much to what you've written omg
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top