I don't think I'll be able to sleep, it's probably because I took 2C-B at 1am. Derp. I took etizolam the last couple of nights but will probably again.
Me and my friend are gonna rent a cabin in the woods next month and detox ourselves for a month, no cars, just music and hiking. It's gonna suck, mostly for me it's the phenibut I've been taking to come off that GHB I was doing but I've been using opiates a little again and etizolam too, alternating, to help on the taper. I'm ready to get off this train. I don't want to be totally sober but I miss just using psychedelics sometimes and feeling good without drugs. I really need to do this. I've been through various bad addiction points and the last couple of years have not been good. I had a lot of trauma to deal with but I need to move on. Just been digging myself a hole and staring up at the sky while I'm digging. I know this. Brains are weird.