Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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if i'm still alive by 70 i'll probably be fucking a 70 year old

what's there to lose

i think I'm starting to see the world JOSE style

*SIGH* but I'm so in LURVE and i hate this love feeling it is the worst

i want to rest but am too #woke for that

fucked 3x tonight, came 2x, was hot
 
November 2, 2000, was the last time all humans were on the planet together. Since then, at least one person has remained on the International Space Station.

Also, since that time, Mark Gormley's power stance has kept California from falling into the ocean, with one foot on each side of the fault line.

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Captain.Heroin said:
how is your trip going?
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It was longer than expected. But thoroughly enjoyable and feel a newfound perspective. I was tripping for 2 days straight at my buddies cabin by a family owned pond here in Texas.

Well, i hadnt ate shrooms in over a year, was going on a couple days no sleep already, then a few grams of shrooms each between me and a buddy. Plenty of amp to keep us up as long as possible. Had alot of water and a few chugs of gin and orange juice to sate my thirst during.

Talked to some sort of being/spirit in what felt like infinite space. Looked like a robot made out of living material. It was watching me try to fit 100s of gallons of water into a tiny bottle. I kept trying to figure out how to do it, but everytime I would touch something to help me, whatever i touched would catch on fire.

Then all i saw was cold smoke, like dry ice fog, it froze everything and put out all of the fires that i started. The being/spirit wasnt mad, it was somewhat humored at my efforts. I was scared for a second. Then it let me know that everything is going to come crashing down soon, but that it will all be something new after that and to flow with the change like water in my now non frozen bottle (it was full).

Came to naked and thirsty as fuck on my buddies porch. He was asleep in his truck. I felt pretty shitty right after. I feel alot better now. Id even say positive about whatever is to come.
 
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Doing alright, seriously contemplating going with my buddy to a month-long retreat to a cabin in the woods with no cars and no drugs, and sweat it out and basically rehab ourselves. I gotta kick addictive drugs out of my life. They're getting in the way of being the best version of myself. I'll never quit doing psychedelics occasionally, weed once in a blue moon (I just find it makes me anxious most of the time anymore, funny I can trip balls and be less anxious than a couple tokes of weed), but alcohol, nicotine, stimulants, etc etc have got to go. I'm nervous though. I'm not badly addicted, I will have a lot of insomnia and transient anxiety, mostly I'm on phenibut now I'm using to step off a GHB binge that fucked my life up a good bit.

Part of me does not want to do it, but I think a bigger part of me does. I have a month to decide. Been thinking about it a lot.
 
MidniteMedicineMan13 said:
It was longer than expected. But thoroughly enjoyable and feel a newfound perspective. I was tripping for 2 days straight at my buddies cabin by a family owned pond here in Texas.

Well, i hadnt ate shrooms in over a year, was going on a couple days no sleep already, then a few grams of shrooms each between me and a buddy. Plenty of amp to keep us up as long as possible. Had alot of water and a few chugs of gin and orange juice to sate my thirst during.

Talked to some sort of being/spirit in what felt like infinite space. Looked like a robot made out of living material. It was watching me try to fit 100s of gallons of water into a tiny bottle. I kept trying to figure out how to do it, but everytime I would touch something to help me, whatever i touched would catch on fire.

Then all i saw was cold smoke, like dry ice fog, it froze everything and put out all of the fires that i started. The being/spirit wasnt mad, it was somewhat humored at my efforts. I was scared for a second. Then it let me know that everything is going to come crashing down soon, but that it will all be something new after that and to flow with the change like water in my now non frozen bottle (it was full).

Came to naked and thirsty as fuck on my buddies porch. He was asleep in his truck. I felt pretty shitty right after. I feel alot better now. Id even say positive about whatever is to come.
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coming to naked -> win

sounds like a good time
 
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