Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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I woke up screaming because of charlie horse ... oh my god ... was so painful I screamed for at least 90 seconds in a row ....

Ouchy, that does not sound pleasant. Maybe eat some bananas for the potassium and make sure you stay hydrated. Some gentle stretching might help too :)
 
oh god i tried really hard today

and i'm just fucking done

people are so infuriating

sensation bothering me and it's not gonna leave

that feel when your leftover benzos are calling to you CAPTAIN HEROINE COME TAKE THEE nooooo pls no I cannot deal w/ this bullshit x 1,000,000,000 done pls

they're really good

OH maybe I can go GET SOME BEER I like beer
 
Im cooking some noodles and gonna go watch 2 episodes of Snowpiercer. Gotta start packing up my things tomorrow. Cant wait to be settled on the new apartment.
new places can be nice

i want to have breakfast but it's past lunch time

i think half the reason i'm so SALTY is because i'm HUNGRY and the hunger went away but the bad feels stayed

so i have to turn that frown upside down with shatter and beer

i like BEER i like to drink BEER

i am still chasing a thot and i think this is all my fault i need to move on and get better buttsex or at least someone who can PAY MY BILLS like a mature sugar daddy with a big bank account ughhHHHHHH

but the heart wants what it wants 😰 🖤

every day i die a little more on the inside knowing i'm settling for... decent but soul sucking sex well most days and it's like i know THERE IS MORE TO THE PICTURE THAT WILL NEVER COME INTO FOCUS i need to stop what i'm doing and get real w/ myself *CRIES*
 
I woke up screaming because of charlie horse ... oh my god ... was so painful I screamed for at least 90 seconds in a row ....
😁 omg why why why does everything that happens to you happen to me.

one time i got one soooo bad i was going to yell for an ambulance but this banana just happen to be sitting there and it was the only thing that helped.

it was worse than uh ohhhh . . .
but it fucking was way worse
than death.

if it wasnt for that banana. an ambulance wouldn't have saved me.
that was at a cabin in winter.

okay so all the other ones i whimper cry and scream for my life.

like WTF. who what why how when omg does
this to someone in the creation of a freikin universe.

it doesn't make any sense at all.
 
yeah, if i ever have to deal with anymore of that again. . . . it's going to be death.

but that won't even work because it is indescribable.
 
yeah, if i ever have to deal with anymore of that again. . . . it's going to be death.

but that won't even work because it is indescribable.
oh I know

I saw the muscle cramping/contorting all on its own accord and I was freaking out and the screaming was involuntary

I was screaming pretty loud for a long time before it passed

they say to put weight on the affected muscle/limb etc and I'm like LOL NO THX
 
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