Yeah, I can relate to that. I was a heroin addict for 3 n change years, that was awhile ago now though, I think 8 years. They put me on Methadone in rehab - luckily I wised up and told them to put me on a rapid taper down from the 160mg they put me on (I definitely had a habit!) then meth for a year along with stupid amounts of benzos and booze. Then it was drinking too much booze daily and smoking pot all the time in Amsterdam, with coke probably once or twice a week (it never made me fiend that much, but my flatmate was a cokehead and a pretty successful one, so he could afford a habit, so he was always like.... coke? I was like... fuck it, free high grade blow, don't mind if I do...) and the occasional mdma. Now it's literally just phenibut and some booze. I miss weed. I don't drink everyday or take phenibut every day either... I guess I've mellowed out a bit. The thing I fiend for the most surprisingly is weed, but I guess that makes sense as it has been my go-to drug since 13...