Hylight
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Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !
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Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
The thoughts are passing commercials on your TV.
Your feet are in the sand.
You're receiving a blowjob.
Your feet are in the sand.
You're receiving a blowjob.
BK38
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When shit like this happens I don't think I can think positively even though it would really help.
I basically have to let go and it is very hard but thank you
I have and it does not help btw
I think it really does depend on if you're receptive to it or not and if you have the right therapist. I went through 6 before I found one that wasn't patronizing or judgmental. I dunno, I wouldn't just discount it like that, but the work is in your hands ultimately, they can just function as a useful "sounding board" ime and can help to supply you with some tools for working out your own problems. In any case, I'm sorry to hear you're struggling bro. Times are definitely a little fuck-y atm.
Captain.Heroin
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fuck-y is a good way to put it
I am very pissed at myself.
I think I can be HAPPY today I just need to FEEL BETTER. Which will be VERY, VERY DIFFICULT.
And I am PISSED. AS. HELL.
[pissed]
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
if there was a list of every way to be a fuck up in the book i'd check all the boxes and then some
Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
AM JUMPIN IMA CHAIR
AM BANGIN AGAINST THE BEDDDDD
BOREDOMDDD
da king od dom armpit
LOCKDOWNNNNNN
pls
UK
.....
not OK
AM BANGIN AGAINST THE BEDDDDD
BOREDOMDDD
da king od dom armpit
LOCKDOWNNNNNN
pls
UK
.....
not OK
Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
*DUCK FACE*
BK38
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if there was a list of every way to be a fuck up in the book i'd check all the boxes and then some
Know those feels man. You're not checking all the boxes either. You don't seem like a terrible person that many supposedly "successful" people are. Your head can really fuck you with the self-worth stuff though. Definitely can be your own worst enemy. No one beats me up about me as much as me.
SS373dOH
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You live in france eh ? Never been with a French lassie, been with a Belgium lassie, thats pretty close, anyways.. Do they really not shave their pits ? My ignorance is bleeding through i know..
BK38
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They basically all do these days. Have been with Belgian, Dutch, French girls etc etc Seems shaven is the gold standard these days
I'm partial to shaved or a landing strip haha
RareForm
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Let the garden grow.
Captain.Heroin
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The important question: do you shave your pits? Inquiring minds need responses.They basically all do these days. Have been with Belgian, Dutch, French girls etc etc Seems shaven is the gold standard these days
Captain.Heroin
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I might take a benzo today so I can stop self hating. The feeling is not leaving me easily despite lots of try feelings.
I seem to fuck up so very much
I seem to fuck up so very much
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
The original abyss opens tomorrow at approx 7am EST and we need to kick it to page 1,000.
SS373dOH
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A sure sign of the apocalypse.
BK38
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Nope. All hairy ova here. I do trim em back though so it's not a total jungle.
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