Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Hylight]

4:43 lolsssssssssssssds

 

[Captain.Heroin]

i fucking hate my life so badly right now

i am exactly where i was months ago

EXACTLY

trying to forget about perfect sex

enthralled with someone with a great body but never gonna be the one

no energy, no meth, clean time but pain

grieving for lost loved ones

I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET BETTER the lockdown is making me mentally worse and I hate it

lockdownOVER

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

i fucking hate my life so badly right now

i am exactly where i was months ago

EXACTLY

trying to forget about perfect sex

enthralled with someone with a great body but never gonna be the one

no energy, no meth, clean time but pain

grieving for lost loved ones

I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET BETTER the lockdown is making me mentally worse and I hate it

lockdownOVER

lockdown gotta end very soon or there'll be nothing left to unlock to

 

[Captain.Heroin]

DJT protocol
never go on a diet
no exercise
hydroxychloroquine
mild social distancing
no face masks

WIN!!!!

LOCKDOWNOVER
go back to TWERK

i am so sick of existence

but I have to live to show off my hot body EXHIBITIONISM WINNING OVER SUICIDAL IDEATION

 

[Captain.Heroin]

lockdown gotta end very soon or there'll be nothing left to unlock to

you would think that but there's a lot of very rich people

tons of people can sit out a year

most can't and are going to be total fucked lol

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I JUST WANT MY 6 FEET OF PERSONAL SPACE and I see people CONGREGATING IN GROUPS

and I'm like

YA'LL GONNA GET THE COVID

 

[Captain.Heroin]

then again I'm no shining star, I was and still am sleeping with an essential worker

it's pretty hot

all that freedom and they're still comin home to PAPA *grabs dick*

sigh

if he isn't showing up tonight I'm gonna be so LONELYyyyy

 

[JackoftheWood]

At least you're getting laid cpt.

 

[Shady's Fox]

Giiirl

shady's comin to my partyy shhitt can you feel me

 

[mtu mwendawazimu]

Dude..

 

[LadyAlkaline]

I didn't know you did a portrait of @LadyAlkaline

I don't drink

 

[Captain.Heroin]

At least you're getting laid cpt.

True.

I've had people tell me they haven't had sex in _____ length of time and I'm like *GASP* I'd die... my heart would wither away after the first few days and DIE!!!

I absolutely love sex, never gonna stop. I might cut down to just 1 for now though (HE HAS TO BE SERVICING MY DICK ON THE REGULAR THOUGH). I think he knows that.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Dude..

how u doin bro

i am so fuckin tired

and all i want is to gtfo

but i am so LAAAZY. I can't get motivation properly.

I need THE FEELS.

 

[mtu mwendawazimu]

Good - just got off, took some kray, counting down the days.

IDK where Kitty is. She'll scratch on my door later for sure.

Dare i say.. maybe you need a day off from sex and other people.

Take a you day.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

@JackoftheWood
Here is me

 

[BK38]

then again I'm no shining star,

but maybe you're a lucky one?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Good - just got off, took some kray, counting down the days.

IDK where Kitty is. She'll scratch on my door later for sure.

Dare i say.. maybe you need a day off from sex and other people.

Take a you day.

AWWWW ur kitty is so cute though

i miss my cat so much

I'm 99% SADFACE and 1% fond memories. They will leave a hole in your heart bigger than your whole body I LOVED SO MANY PETS over the years. *SNIFFLES*

I don't like "me days" unless I get to go do something cool [which I'm planning on tomorrow].

If I only had sex 1 or 2 times a week I'd be DEVASTATED. I used to have the sexless relationship thing IT SUCKS. I guess this is why I CANNOT DATE HIM I need the sex more than a partner. LUL. LULULULULULULULU. I should have heard that and it would have clicked. Like IF I HAVE TO CHOOSE ONE then I'm obviously making the right call and freting over nothing.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

but maybe you're a lucky one?

 

[mtu mwendawazimu]

What do you have planned for tomorrow, bic boi?

 

[BK38]

Lol @ melania.

That song brings back memories, my sister and her girlfriends used to sing it in the back of the bus in like 4th grade. Funny shit, forgot all about that.