Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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DeadManWalkin' said:
I'm having retarded thoughts of little "celebration" with the substance that caused me to come here, so i can "celebrate" my 2 week sobriety.
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Oh yeah like... if it helps make your mind up one way or the other

I had SEVEN MONTHS off it, I was SO MISERABLE for so long

and one use -> regular use again *boom* like that, thought patterns changing in a flash of a second as soon as I had relapsed

so I would say know those thoughts are totally unreasonable and it won't just be one time

or at least, it won't be if you happen to be like me at all
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Oh yeah like... if it helps make your mind up one way or the other

I had SEVEN MONTHS off it, I was SO MISERABLE for so long

and one use -> regular use again *boom* like that, thought patterns changing in a flash of a second as soon as I had relapsed

so I would say know those thoughts are totally unreasonable and it won't just be one time

or at least, it won't be if you happen to be like me at all
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Well, they are human thoughts, i mean they're normal for addicts.
I wish i could pump to my warm big veins of blue pumping blood some opioids feels so good man.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
thank you man

how are you?

I'm ok I guess, could be worse and I'm trying to look at the up side to everything

at least I'm still alive, still physically able to do things... counting my blessings

playing video games too much too
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Love the positive attitude,i need to run to the shops quickly. Enjoy the rest of your day
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Love the positive attitude,i need to run to the shops quickly. Enjoy the rest of your day
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Have fun.

I found a copy of Too Much and Never Enough by Mary Trump to read so I'm happy... despite being lonely

I hopefully will get out tomorrow if I can engineer it

Lots of <3 to you guys

I'm gonna try lying down and relaxing my bones
 
The Wizard of the Creek said:
I got you! Never let fat pieces of shit get you down, if you EVER have any trouble with overweight men, I will stop them from your’s anyone’s fridge. I don’t like or trust them and neither should you. They generally smoke and gamble and are overall unpleasant while reeking of sweat and grease. Their blood pressure is usually too high to. Fat fucking men need to be stopped and starved iirc. FUCK FAT MEN! They get winded by walking to the bathroom, where they take gigantic shits and clog your toilet. It pisses people off!

I will actively keep these monsters away from you JJ, unless that is what you are attracted to and want, otherwise I retract everything I said above in this post!

—Wizard
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I 💗 'm attracted to monsters and you would them what they need?No like i said it is a very long story, of course also related other people but I don't wan't to moan around here andwrite a novel.

It will soon get better, I know.

But 💗 thank you. 💗

JJ
 
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