Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

[Captain.Heroin]

I've just watched over 3 hours worth of interviews and stories on psychopaths. Men, women and children.
Then a documentary about women in prison.
Shit like that has intrigued me my entire life.
Bored with that macabre blah for tonight.
Show me something funny! I'm such a fucking downer today.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

imo i try to keep myself surrounded with positive stuff

like snorting bumps off dicks
dicks in asses
and all things penis related

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

I'm so confused rn

 

[Captain.Heroin]

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm so confused rn

She's half human, half vampyr. And she hates nazis.

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

imo i try to keep myself surrounded with positive stuff

like snorting bumps off dicks
dicks in asses
and all things penis related

Cocks are the answer.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Cocks are the answer.

Yah!

btw I looked down, felt hours go by and it's 20 minutes later.

dafuck.

I think I will try for sleep more

how are you doing quick fix?

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

Cocks are the answer.

i own one and tbh it causes moar problems than it solves imho

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

Cocks are the answer.

I'm coping by imagining the future cock in my life.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm coping by imagining the future cock in my life.

I already know who's coming back over here, I'm sure he will... he is texting me too much to not want it... he is the kind to not text if he doesn't want it...

*SIGH*

I guess there's always listening to death metal before the sun is up and screaming about satan and stuff. That seems to keep me entertained.

I'm starving to death too and am going to wither back to my manorexic self one way or the other.

I'm totes unhappy about dry dick situation. Too dry.

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

Yah!

btw I looked down, felt hours go by and it's 20 minutes later.

dafuck.

I think I will try for sleep more

how are you doing quick fix?

I'm doing shitfully tbh.
Tl;dr... dealing with my separation, taking up weed 24/7....
Lost myself.
How about you Cap?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I can't get more sleep

this
sucks

so much
balls

I'm going to play video games to forget about my problems

I look down at my fat self and it seems less fat every day

and I'm like GOOD FOR U

someone give me hope

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm doing shitfully tbh.
Tl;dr... dealing with my separation, taking up weed 24/7....
Lost myself.
How about you Cap?

If he doesn't want to be with you then IT IS HIS LOSS!!!

This is what I told myself a lot. Then he came CRAWLING BACK if you can believe that.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

weed 24/7 is ALWAYS a good idea. I've been stoned, baked as fuck, whatever, for 15 years. Except for a nine day period about just as many years ago and it was HORRIFIC and I will NEVER try going WITHOUT weed/THC again.

I just had a dab and it felt SO RIGHT.

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

If he doesn't want to be with you then IT IS HIS LOSS!!!

This is what I told myself a lot. Then he came CRAWLING BACK if you can believe that.

I broke it off. I don't want him back.
Still, it's an adjustment.

 

[BK38]

I'm doing shitfully tbh.
Tl;dr... dealing with my separation, taking up weed 24/7....
Lost myself.
How about you Cap?

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

Nirvana is my favourite band so...

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I broke it off. I don't want him back.
Still, it's an adjustment.

Can I ask why?

Just curious, no pressure

 

[BK38]

Nirvana is my favourite band so...

Figured that, that's why I picked that un, also it encapsulates my mood too.

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

Can I ask why?

Just curious, no pressure

Yeah... he was absent in the relationship.
He lied about using, spent all our money on heroin
Treated me like a sub human
Controlling
Moody
Etc....