You're a stupid and paranoid ass fucking tweaker who acts like EVERYONE that was here that night didn't see you having a mental breakdown and talking about shooting your fucking ex. You fucking did.
First of all child, I am barely out of my 20s, nowhere near older, second, just because someone isn't posting in the fucking abyss does not fucking mean they aren't online.
Not really sure what was said to the people on your friends list and don't really give a fuck.
My personal recommendation to you, child, is to keep my fucking name out of your mouth, learn to handle your fucking drugs and keep your mf business private.