Changes

She has now changed 3, or 4 times in this short span of time, around when I met her. Maybe she always does this around this time of year.

I seem to have had a dream about sex with my/a sister, and a girl/girls were going to hunt food for me. Like my sister, but not.

And she who I say changed had a "face like a lioness" I once thought, though I haven't seen her in five years. The next one I met, with her name, came within a month- working at a new job and had my sister's birthday, and was the first person I noticed who had my mother's middle name, Faye. This reinforced observations from before with the girl. Mother and sister. In a way.

And the fact that she believes in "Faye", and I'm trying to explain things. My sister goes by her middle name, Jennifer, as Jenny. A Jinn is the Arabian world's "fairy", it has been said. It just seems close to say Jinni sounds like Jenny. Jinn/Jinni, and other names.

Sister's first name is Mary. My first time holding a girl's hand happened in a simulated Mars habitat. I've noticed Mar is around in certain ways.

My sister showed me her stuff one time. I was really little. 5-6. She must have been 12. Not that she molested me but that's the first time I saw a girl naked. I think I remember it was more educational. She was saying that she has what I have.

The next (saw naked) was Christina Marie.
 
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