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If you were lucky enough to have tried real heroin that wasn't cut that bad or with any other pyschoactive substance and some good edibles pref from a heavy indica but it don't matter , I found a perfect sweet spot until this fucking fentanyl bullshit happened!! They have a nice synnergy , but I find ,methadone does as well just at a different ratio
 
4 weeks off weed and everything else except for my regular bucketloads of coffee and a total of 2,5 beers. It's my longest break since 2015 i think, and my longest ever intentional break.

Still getting intense dreams many nights. Lucid dreams, trippy dreams. Still readjusting. A bit of night sweats, but no more waking up in a pool. I've had very little insomnia or irritability. In fact, not only do i sleep better sober but i have no problems falling asleep either. I've had episodes of emptiness, boredom, existential dread and a lack of appreciation for music. These psychological symptoms are the most difficult part of my abstinence. It's very tangible how cannabis works as a band-aid for such things.

I don't know when i'll get back at it. This time may be for real, i.e. breaking the cycle of addiction and establishing a healthy relationship with da herb. I'll give sobriety at least 3 more days, totaling a month. Maybe i'll continue even longer, as i'm still experiencing benefits.
 
4 weeks off weed and everything else except for my regular bucketloads of coffee and a total of 2,5 beers. It's my longest break since 2015 i think, and my longest ever intentional break.

Still getting intense dreams many nights. Lucid dreams, trippy dreams. Still readjusting. A bit of night sweats, but no more waking up in a pool. I've had very little insomnia or irritability. In fact, not only do i sleep better sober but i have no problems falling asleep either. I've had episodes of emptiness, boredom, existential dread and a lack of appreciation for music. These psychological symptoms are the most difficult part of my abstinence. It's very tangible how cannabis works as a band-aid for such things.

I don't know when i'll get back at it. This time may be for real, i.e. breaking the cycle of addiction and establishing a healthy relationship with da herb. I'll give sobriety at least 3 more days, totaling a month. Maybe i'll continue even longer, as i'm still experiencing benefits.
maybe you needed this, ive taken months or even years break from weed over the years
 
maybe you needed this, ive taken months or even years break from weed over the years

Yeah i feel like i needed it especially as i continue to feel the process even weeks later. It's like an accumulated hangover. As much as the fear-mongering is exaggerated, there's still something to the fat-solubility and slow elimination of cannabinoids. And i'm a lean guy with fast metabolism at that...
 
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If you were lucky enough to have tried real heroin that wasn't cut that bad or with any other pyschoactive substance and some good edibles pref from a heavy indica but it don't matter , I found a perfect sweet spot until this fucking fentanyl bullshit happened!! They have a nice synnergy , but I find ,methadone does as well just at a different ratio
Yeah man. I quit H before it all went to shit.

Fuck
 
Yeah man. I quit H before it all went to shit.

Fuck

I wish every American would quit H.

Straight up poison killing everybody these days. I've lost so many friends to fentanyl hotshots, or whatever that shit's called when it's an unexpected hit of super potent shit that isn't quite what it was sold as.

I feel straight up blessed that I came up with friends that sold this shit and literally wouldn't let me anywhere near it. Was all I wanted for the longest, and now that I can see what the "scene" has become and what people close to me have gone through since fentanyl was introduced, it's like I've had a guardian angel on my shoulder for decades whispering "Noooooo, you don't want that, just keep on keepin' on with your weedman"
 
I have some serious work to do on myself. Cannabis is all over the place now and cheap. But for 45 years I had to chase the stuff, get screwed, get arrested, watch friends do 3-5 year bids for QP's. It fucked me up and now I am just suppose to shake it off. I watched a few younger people come into the dispensary by my house all entitled and just sometimes rude. They do not realize how easy they have it now. They did not have to go through years of paranoia and looking over your shoulder. The amount of energy I used for years trying to score could probably power a city. All the BS and nonesense I went through. Now a person can go to a 7/11 or convenient store (at least for D8) But between mail order and stored popping up there is just too much good weed now. I should be happy and I am. I understand the term "hollow victory" much better these days. Well thanks a lot society.

But.

Yeah I am irritated. Irritated that a few friends lost a few years of their life because of a stupid law. But now it's like nothing ever happened. But it did happen.

As I said my issues my work. I figured maybe typing it would help vent. I want to make sure I vent and not perpetuate, There is a difference.
 
I have some serious work to do on myself. Cannabis is all over the place now and cheap. But for 45 years I had to chase the stuff, get screwed, get arrested, watch friends do 3-5 year bids for QP's. It fucked me up and now I am just suppose to shake it off. I watched a few younger people come into the dispensary by my house all entitled and just sometimes rude. They do not realize how easy they have it now. They did not have to go through years of paranoia and looking over your shoulder. The amount of energy I used for years trying to score could probably power a city. All the BS and nonesense I went through. Now a person can go to a 7/11 or convenient store (at least for D8) But between mail order and stored popping up there is just too much good weed now. I should be happy and I am. I understand the term "hollow victory" much better these days. Well thanks a lot society.

But.

Yeah I am irritated. Irritated that a few friends lost a few years of their life because of a stupid law. But now it's like nothing ever happened. But it did happen.

As I said my issues my work. I figured maybe typing it would help vent. I want to make sure I vent and not perpetuate, There is a difference.
I get it. I remember the paranoia and getting in trouble. I also remember dry periods where we simply couldn't get anything.

It's still illegal in the state where I live now but nearby legal states have made it easier to obtain and helped lower the prices. Come stay down here awhile. You can reminisce on what it's like to sweat bullets when a po po drives up behind you while you're holding ;)

But yeah, young people are gonna be entitled. They also don't know what it was like living without cell phones or the internet.

Now get offa my lawn! :angryoldman:
 
Now get offa my lawn! :angryoldman:
LOL I almost ended with that too as once I brought in the entitled kids these days comment I became old and cranky. But here is the thing, the old guy slapping his cane when we were growing up did NOT smoke weed. lol

Good point on resting easy when driving with it these days. That is a plus regardless if we were persecuted as we grew up.

I think the issue that made me type is right in the town dispensary a 19 year old kid was complaining about some top notch bud to the owner. We got whatever we were given, but now it seems we can complain if the bud is not perfect or what we think it should be.
 
LOL I almost ended with that too as once I brought in the entitled kids these days comment I became old and cranky. But here is the thing, the old guy slapping his cane when we were growing up did NOT smoke weed. lol

Good point on resting easy when driving with it these days. That is a plus regardless if we were persecuted as we grew up.

I think the issue that made me type is right in the town dispensary a 19 year old kid was complaining about some top notch bud to the owner. We got whatever we were given, but now it seems we can complain if the bud is not perfect or what we think it should be.
Exactly, kinda like the ol, I used to walk to school uphill both ways deal. Now we say, I used to smoke shitty brick weed full of seeds and stems cuz that's all we could get. IMHO dispensaries need to stock a little bit of cheapo swag just so people don't forget. The struggle was real.
 
Just received my order of H4CBD aka THCBD. I read it's like a much more potent and slightly psychoactive CBD. Also got some CBG which is new to me aswell.
 
The only UK rap I've ever fucked with:





And ay, whatever happened to PotatoMan? My phone brought the social to the first page, and I saw a few of his posts...

Anybody know? I don't remember him being into hard shit but the dude definitely had an open mind, lol. I just saw that shit from four years ago and it got me to thinking I can't even remember the last time he posted
 
damn dawg, folk must be dead...

RIP Tater (/s but I really hope you're doing well, though)

and idky but I just wanted to come in here and drop a truffle shuffle and a HEY YOU GUYSSSSSS

 
Hi, I have a question if anyone smoked H4CBD and what effect it has like normal cbd or much stronger??
Let me know
 
Hey guys.
Here's a link that you can donate to help non-violent cannabis offenders serving time (lengthy and even life) for cannabis offenses. Even in states that are legalized now.
They are raising funds for commissary in the least case for inmates and trying to raise awareness for pardons and clemency.
Donate if you can.
 
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y'all, I gotta say that I love having weed stores.

Currently about 60mg deep on various edibles and puffin' away on an assortment of carts.

I bought some weed too but between the edibles and the oil I haven't even touched it, and I'm on like day 4 of my vacation.
 
i kind of miss the variety and trying new strains but edibles hits all the right notes for me.

the one thing i still want to try is growing C99 or some other freaky sativa, and keeping a supply of that on tap, since those were always hard to come by for me.

people say the sativas are like mushrooms but i never got that parallel, to me it's more like acid with the nervous energy and crazy thoughts, mushrooms for me were always more like indica
 
I have some serious work to do on myself. Cannabis is all over the place now and cheap. But for 45 years I had to chase the stuff, get screwed, get arrested, watch friends do 3-5 year bids for QP's. It fucked me up and now I am just suppose to shake it off. I watched a few younger people come into the dispensary by my house all entitled and just sometimes rude. They do not realize how easy they have it now. They did not have to go through years of paranoia and looking over your shoulder. The amount of energy I used for years trying to score could probably power a city. All the BS and nonesense I went through. Now a person can go to a 7/11 or convenient store (at least for D8) But between mail order and stored popping up there is just too much good weed now. I should be happy and I am. I understand the term "hollow victory" much better these days. Well thanks a lot society.

But.

Yeah I am irritated. Irritated that a few friends lost a few years of their life because of a stupid law. But now it's like nothing ever happened. But it did happen.

As I said my issues my work. I figured maybe typing it would help vent. I want to make sure I vent and not perpetuate, There is a difference.
Never did jail time more than a couple of days for pot but I was caught twice with about a gram or 2 of mexi swag and did years of probation and paid lots of money due to this. Not only that but it really expedited my heroin addiction because it was so much easier to get away with during probation.

Not gonna lie I kinda rely on cannabis now that I walked off methadone. It and small amounts of alcohol are the only drugs I've had to help.
 
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