And I shouldnt need a therapist to sound this into me as I know that certain things I do lead down the path to depression , negative thoughts and further possible addictions.
Setting myself up for failure especially with friendships and relationships is something I do when feeling overly optimistic about something that is most likely to fail.
And Im doing this again.
. If I have great unrealistic expectations on how wonderful things will be eventually and get let down by my own delusions I know what path I will walk
I think its time to pull out of this spiral and do something else that does not involve the risks of being rejected.
Like sculpture. Its fun. And wont break my heart.
.
Setting myself up for failure especially with friendships and relationships is something I do when feeling overly optimistic about something that is most likely to fail.
And Im doing this again.
. If I have great unrealistic expectations on how wonderful things will be eventually and get let down by my own delusions I know what path I will walkI think its time to pull out of this spiral and do something else that does not involve the risks of being rejected.
Like sculpture. Its fun. And wont break my heart.
.