I sometimes think that the guy who first introduced me to it gave me that first proper hit from some separate batch of pure crack and would then just give me some horrible cut stuff . The way ppl can get all sneaky and crack-centered when smoking .
The other thing is that first/second hit actually made me feel quite relaxed and euphoric, super good abt myself, nt a care in the world, sensual and sexual, to just lie down and talk, with a head rush . But since then, it's just makes me amped up, restless, dry mouth, some head rush - but nt that sensual relaxed euphoria again.
Also , I get a bit excited and amped up even before I've used any. Maybe I shd take a low dose benzo to relax myself before . Any thoughts?
Can any one post a pic of what might be a good amount to get an ear ringer - with the usual quality crack?
Dude, this is all standard stuff.....I personally think the quality of crack can vary massively!! Ive done yellow hard stuff that has blown my head off and powdery white stuff that has just given me a speedy rush....Its just the quality of the cocaine used to make it...I smoked crack recreationally for a few years but found it far to expensive to be a good drug. I used crack and heroin around this time but in a decent night I would maybe spend £30 on H and at least £50 on crack.....I'd still have a bag of skag in my pocket when I woke up the next day (or like 15 hours later!) but that £50 worth of crack would probably go within the first couple of hours of getting it.....I had quite severe depression already before I did these kinds of drugs and I quickly found out that crack (and coke and other stimulants to be fair) were not good for my brain chemistry and my thought processes and eventually stopped. I'll have the ocassional pipe, maybe a couple of times a year, as I would if the opportunity to do E or coke came about but I'd never get back into it properley again...No way.....Im still doing H, however, and my mental health/mood is better than ever....I just stick to smoking weed/hash more or less daily (give or take a couple of days a week) and treating myself to a couple of bags of H a week when I can afford it.....I dont do amphetamines anymore which includes E's,speed etc...I dont do coke anymore or crack...and I barely even drink alcohol now.......I used to do everything and anything I could get my hands on.....Oh yeah, and I dont do hallucinogens at all anymore either...No ket,shrooms or acid. Im glad I finally got the combo correct. Im actually quite happy with what I put into my body these days and have adequate control over my drug use...Yay me!
