I get mad euphoria from opiates.
That's it.
I've done cocaine many times, crack twice, smoked and snorted meth a dozen times, mephedrone quite a bit, MDMA many many times, and simple little caffeine a bunch. I now have a prescription to Adderall and have taken it every way one can without a needle.
None of them give me euphoria. Mephedrone, Coke and MDMA make me feel the best of the bunch, but still not euphoric, just uber relaxed and I can't shut the fuck up.
Stimulants don't even give me energy. Nor do I think more clearly on them. Often I become quiet and withdrawn.
Why can't some people experience any euphoria from uppers? I mean, aren't they still affecting my dopamine re-uptake like any speed freak? Does that mean I don't like dopamine, or they don't work properly in my brain?
I also get no euphoria from GHB, Nitrous, Lyrica, Benzos or Pentobarbital (Moms friend had a prescription from the late 80's I did a few years back).
Only opiates, methaqualone (not diazepam, I've been to South Africa and gotten real shite) and DIPHENHYDRAMINE!! (sub "trip" levels) give me a sense of well-being.
edit: Oh yeah, hallucinogens give me euphoria, but thats different.
That's it.
I've done cocaine many times, crack twice, smoked and snorted meth a dozen times, mephedrone quite a bit, MDMA many many times, and simple little caffeine a bunch. I now have a prescription to Adderall and have taken it every way one can without a needle.
None of them give me euphoria. Mephedrone, Coke and MDMA make me feel the best of the bunch, but still not euphoric, just uber relaxed and I can't shut the fuck up.
Stimulants don't even give me energy. Nor do I think more clearly on them. Often I become quiet and withdrawn.
Why can't some people experience any euphoria from uppers? I mean, aren't they still affecting my dopamine re-uptake like any speed freak? Does that mean I don't like dopamine, or they don't work properly in my brain?
I also get no euphoria from GHB, Nitrous, Lyrica, Benzos or Pentobarbital (Moms friend had a prescription from the late 80's I did a few years back).
Only opiates, methaqualone (not diazepam, I've been to South Africa and gotten real shite) and DIPHENHYDRAMINE!! (sub "trip" levels) give me a sense of well-being.
edit: Oh yeah, hallucinogens give me euphoria, but thats different.