Fondle me yogurt
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 1, 2011
- Messages
- 4
I'll start off by saying by no means am i a "noob" smoker. When i first started smoking was fun and i had very little to no paranoia. But one day, we started off a smoking session like normal, no worrys care free and all that good stuff. But then i felt a wierd feeling in my throat and it seemed like i was having trouble swallowing and it felt really weird. That was just the start of it, i became completely numb overall in my whole body to the point where i had to proove to myself i was numb so i started punching the desk counter. And as i expected no pain, no feeling, so i sat down and bugged out the rest of my high. Really unenjoyable. Then the next time i smoke a J and it made my throat feel weird, and it seemed like it was having problems in my throat about 2 1/2" down my throat, where i assume food and air is serperated. After that i started becoming paranoid that i was going to drink water or something and it goes right to my lungs and such. About 3 weeks after that i almost went into cardiac arrest when i popped adderhall and some syrup (which i know is a bad combo and should of done my research on that). After that bad trip i have been more aware about my heart and i would feel it and such because thats what i did all that night, was feel my heart and made sure it didn't sky rocket.
After that i waited a good long while before doing anything, as to clear my mind of bad thoughts and experiances. I had been kinda uneasy lately about smoking weed because of the fear about the throat thing. But i have decided nows the time to try to enjoy getting high again. I was in a perfect calm state of mind and in a secure place. So i lit it up and felt fine for the first couple hits, but then the feeling in my throat came back and it seemed like i talked funny and something just didn't feel right back there. My voice kinda sounded hoarse and scratchy and i was paranoid about eating or drinking anything. Also my heart rate had a noticeable increase to it.
Why can't i just have a care free trip anymore?
Is there something actually wrong with my throat?
The pain and discomfort of my throat only lasts the night, and when i wake up it feels slightly irritated but my breathing seems fine and i don't have much trouble swallowing.
After that i waited a good long while before doing anything, as to clear my mind of bad thoughts and experiances. I had been kinda uneasy lately about smoking weed because of the fear about the throat thing. But i have decided nows the time to try to enjoy getting high again. I was in a perfect calm state of mind and in a secure place. So i lit it up and felt fine for the first couple hits, but then the feeling in my throat came back and it seemed like i talked funny and something just didn't feel right back there. My voice kinda sounded hoarse and scratchy and i was paranoid about eating or drinking anything. Also my heart rate had a noticeable increase to it.
Why can't i just have a care free trip anymore?
Is there something actually wrong with my throat?
The pain and discomfort of my throat only lasts the night, and when i wake up it feels slightly irritated but my breathing seems fine and i don't have much trouble swallowing.
