Druidus
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 28, 2006
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Alright, so this is becoming an issue, and I don't really know how to deal with it. I'll give some contextual information first.
I first tried methamphetamine a few months ago, and didn't use it much. For the past 1.5 or so months, I've had a few binges. My first I was awake 7-8 days, and the day I stopped banging meth, I got to sleep using a little extra of my olanzapine, trazodone, and clonazepam. The next was a couple days later, for 5 days, followed by another about a week later, which was 4 days; the same sleep solutions worked. Recently I took my last binge, and I was using for about 4.5 days or so. I decided to take a couple months break from methamphetamine, because I was a little bit concerned about a number of potential dangers. That was almost 6 days ago. I still can`t sleep. I`ve mega-dosed my sedatives, and only gotten slow, sort of drowsy, with some k-pin intoxication as well. Nothing worked. Surely this is not the methamphetamine I did almost a week ago, is it?
It`s as if I no longer need, or possess the impulse and desire, to sleep. I`ve tried, for my health, but everything has failed, even getting smashed on benzos and alcohol. I`m functioning quite well, nothing like as if I`ve been up so long. I don`t even really mind it at all; more time for stuff to do, I suppose. It`s not unpleasant, and I`m not `tired`, or even sore. But why is this happening to me? Is this dangerous? Should I see a doctor, or what? I feel like I will be awake forever, as I can't even manage to get to the state where I need to crash. I don't even nod properly from opiates!
I could do this for weeks and weeks, with no amphetamines, methamphetamine, or stims of any kind. This is a new ability I've gained. I'm worried for my health, potentially, and whether this has happened to others concerns me too.
How can I break it and sleep, to see if I go back to normal? Should I, or will I be fine if I indulge in the extra free time I now get, drug free?
I first tried methamphetamine a few months ago, and didn't use it much. For the past 1.5 or so months, I've had a few binges. My first I was awake 7-8 days, and the day I stopped banging meth, I got to sleep using a little extra of my olanzapine, trazodone, and clonazepam. The next was a couple days later, for 5 days, followed by another about a week later, which was 4 days; the same sleep solutions worked. Recently I took my last binge, and I was using for about 4.5 days or so. I decided to take a couple months break from methamphetamine, because I was a little bit concerned about a number of potential dangers. That was almost 6 days ago. I still can`t sleep. I`ve mega-dosed my sedatives, and only gotten slow, sort of drowsy, with some k-pin intoxication as well. Nothing worked. Surely this is not the methamphetamine I did almost a week ago, is it?
It`s as if I no longer need, or possess the impulse and desire, to sleep. I`ve tried, for my health, but everything has failed, even getting smashed on benzos and alcohol. I`m functioning quite well, nothing like as if I`ve been up so long. I don`t even really mind it at all; more time for stuff to do, I suppose. It`s not unpleasant, and I`m not `tired`, or even sore. But why is this happening to me? Is this dangerous? Should I see a doctor, or what? I feel like I will be awake forever, as I can't even manage to get to the state where I need to crash. I don't even nod properly from opiates!
I could do this for weeks and weeks, with no amphetamines, methamphetamine, or stims of any kind. This is a new ability I've gained. I'm worried for my health, potentially, and whether this has happened to others concerns me too.
How can I break it and sleep, to see if I go back to normal? Should I, or will I be fine if I indulge in the extra free time I now get, drug free?