paulii
Bluelighter
Im not to sure if this is supposed to be in trip reports or here, but seeing as this is about dosing, tolerance, combinations think its ok...
Ok basically guys went to a club event last night, on me i had 1 point of shards n 20ml juice.
i do this combo often when i go out and love the conflicting buzz i get.
I was juicing first for a while before i got the 1 point, i was puffing then charging but i wasnt allowing myself enough time, mayb a 1.5 mil charge every hour. ( feel free to call me a fuk wit
)
7am in the morning i go tell my friends im buying cigarettes but really i wanted to be greedy and have a burn to myself lol.
i never came back.
at 2.30pm i awoke with wires sticking out of my hands and in a hospital bed :O
i was in shock/stunned for a minute until i could fathom i was really in a hospital bed, the reality was just too much.
The doctor comes up to me the second i wake up asking how i feel ect. She then proceeds to say, do u know/remember how you got here? i respond to her completely sober, like ive never taken any drug whatsoever. but then it hit me. the last thing i remember i was having a burn. thats it, i have ABSOLUTELY NO RECOLLECTION OF HOW I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL !
that sent me into a MAJOR WTF HAS JSUT HAPPENED TO ME MOMENT ?? !!
Apparantly a passerby find me in that alley way where i was smoking completely in shambles on the floor. called the ambulance and yeah pretty much it.
Also apparantly according to the doctor, i was extremelly agressive to the paramedics which i dnt want to believe because if u know what im like in person, i am the most placcid, calm gentle person u know, and esp when im juicy and shardy, im the funniest person u will know. so im so tripped out by to even hear it, let alone supposedly doing so!
After i woke up from the hospital, i didnt feel scattered, fried shard brained at all, just extreme exhaustion *no shit lol *
but today all i have been getting is waves/feelings of vomit. so ive vomited a few times today lol
I wouldnt say im ashamed of myself, coz when u particate in 'this' scene u obviously are taking a risk so u alrdy know the negative consequences, its just im dissapointed in the fact i was stupidly stupidly irresponsible and kept on taking charges just because 'i couldnt feel it.'
As cliche as it sounds, i truely have learnt a lesson here. I suppose u all know what the meaning of this lesson is so i doubt i have to write it up lol.
Im not just saying it, but i have absolutely been turned off drugs for an extremely long time. They are the last thing i wanna see atm *again no shit lol*
The real test will be this weekend. lol.
Again, I know my thread is more of a story so please feel free to move to trip reports.
If u have read down to this far, congratts guys, appreciated it, just becareful with ur combinations and know exactly what u are mixing guys.
take care all
xx
Ok basically guys went to a club event last night, on me i had 1 point of shards n 20ml juice.
i do this combo often when i go out and love the conflicting buzz i get.
I was juicing first for a while before i got the 1 point, i was puffing then charging but i wasnt allowing myself enough time, mayb a 1.5 mil charge every hour. ( feel free to call me a fuk wit
) 7am in the morning i go tell my friends im buying cigarettes but really i wanted to be greedy and have a burn to myself lol.
i never came back.
at 2.30pm i awoke with wires sticking out of my hands and in a hospital bed :O
i was in shock/stunned for a minute until i could fathom i was really in a hospital bed, the reality was just too much.
The doctor comes up to me the second i wake up asking how i feel ect. She then proceeds to say, do u know/remember how you got here? i respond to her completely sober, like ive never taken any drug whatsoever. but then it hit me. the last thing i remember i was having a burn. thats it, i have ABSOLUTELY NO RECOLLECTION OF HOW I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL !
that sent me into a MAJOR WTF HAS JSUT HAPPENED TO ME MOMENT ?? !!
Apparantly a passerby find me in that alley way where i was smoking completely in shambles on the floor. called the ambulance and yeah pretty much it.
Also apparantly according to the doctor, i was extremelly agressive to the paramedics which i dnt want to believe because if u know what im like in person, i am the most placcid, calm gentle person u know, and esp when im juicy and shardy, im the funniest person u will know. so im so tripped out by to even hear it, let alone supposedly doing so!
After i woke up from the hospital, i didnt feel scattered, fried shard brained at all, just extreme exhaustion *no shit lol *
but today all i have been getting is waves/feelings of vomit. so ive vomited a few times today lol
I wouldnt say im ashamed of myself, coz when u particate in 'this' scene u obviously are taking a risk so u alrdy know the negative consequences, its just im dissapointed in the fact i was stupidly stupidly irresponsible and kept on taking charges just because 'i couldnt feel it.'
As cliche as it sounds, i truely have learnt a lesson here. I suppose u all know what the meaning of this lesson is so i doubt i have to write it up lol.
Im not just saying it, but i have absolutely been turned off drugs for an extremely long time. They are the last thing i wanna see atm *again no shit lol*
The real test will be this weekend. lol.
Again, I know my thread is more of a story so please feel free to move to trip reports.
If u have read down to this far, congratts guys, appreciated it, just becareful with ur combinations and know exactly what u are mixing guys.
take care all
xx
