Hi all.
I was just wondering if anyone else experiences anything like this, and has any resolution to this issue (without quitting, if possible ).
At extremely small doses, it is fine. I mean, less than a bowl or even a single cone. A very small joint is okay, sometimes. If I have a 'normal' amount, I will experience very psychotic-like feelings: feeling/thinking like there is a round object moving around in the blood vessels in my brain (and that's the thought that comes into my head when it happens) and sharp rapid pains in the heart area, it even feels like it hurts, which causes me to become panicky and a rapid heart rate sets in, as well as extreme frame-like vision. This can happen on a single, small joint. I will just be sitting there, and it will usually begin with an odd mentally "frozen" feeling, like I am in a trance, and then a rapid heart rate sets in with all the other symptoms.
I have tried to improve tolerance by smoking those small doses over the course of a day, and then smoking every night, but it didn't help. I have also tried to be conscious of my breathing and body language to attempt to relax me.
Why can't I chill out and just smoke a normal amount like most people? A small amount doesn't even do the job for me, I don't feel that high, but anything above something that shouldn't get me high, causes me to experience that.
I am not a paranoid/anxious person when it comes to drugs. I have used quite a few other drugs without any problems: 2C-I, LSD, Ketamine, MXE, and some others. Is cannabis just not for me; are some people just like this? I really would like to enjoy it like other people seem to.
Thanks.
I was just wondering if anyone else experiences anything like this, and has any resolution to this issue (without quitting, if possible ).
At extremely small doses, it is fine. I mean, less than a bowl or even a single cone. A very small joint is okay, sometimes. If I have a 'normal' amount, I will experience very psychotic-like feelings: feeling/thinking like there is a round object moving around in the blood vessels in my brain (and that's the thought that comes into my head when it happens) and sharp rapid pains in the heart area, it even feels like it hurts, which causes me to become panicky and a rapid heart rate sets in, as well as extreme frame-like vision. This can happen on a single, small joint. I will just be sitting there, and it will usually begin with an odd mentally "frozen" feeling, like I am in a trance, and then a rapid heart rate sets in with all the other symptoms.
I have tried to improve tolerance by smoking those small doses over the course of a day, and then smoking every night, but it didn't help. I have also tried to be conscious of my breathing and body language to attempt to relax me.
Why can't I chill out and just smoke a normal amount like most people? A small amount doesn't even do the job for me, I don't feel that high, but anything above something that shouldn't get me high, causes me to experience that.
I am not a paranoid/anxious person when it comes to drugs. I have used quite a few other drugs without any problems: 2C-I, LSD, Ketamine, MXE, and some others. Is cannabis just not for me; are some people just like this? I really would like to enjoy it like other people seem to.
Thanks.