This experience is related to my trip report about the haunted house last week...
So, I knew I had to face my fears although originally I thought I would never return. I wanted to come face to face with whatever was there, again. I was terrified to but needed to know for sure.
A friend suggested some weed to enhance the mind while relaxing me, although weed doesn't relax me, it makes me nervous. So he said to take some K with it to dissolve some of the paranoia. I agreed. I stayed away from the downers this time. I used to smoke all the time years ago, back when it was fun, now its a rare thing to do since it isn't as fun and more trippy these days. 1 or 2 hits will get me high enough.
But, M said to smoke a whole blunt with him and we would go up there together. M is a good friend who thinks a little too far out sometimes, but hey, he could say the same to me for telling him we saw ghosts. He believed me and tried coming up with ways to communicate. I know something bad and strange happened there that night but I'm starting to think the acid and bug spray totally blew our minds and somehow we saw the same hallucinations.
It was just me and M on a warm sunday afternoon. I drove up there on the ATV and we sat there. I felt an extreme paranoia for a split second as if someone was watching me. Also the damaged looking house made me feel guilty for what I did to it.
M pulls out a big blunt and I take out a little rail of K, probably 60mg or more. I sniff it then hit the blunt.. many many times. By the 3rd hit I was stoned, then the K kicked in and it all felt a little unreal. My vision was staticy and I couldnt tell if the house was 30 feet from us or 100. After the 20 more hits I get dizzy and almost fall over. I feel waves of paranoia and hear voices but know they are in my head. They are just fleeting deep dark scary voices not making sense.
M points to the house. "Lets go, its time." I feel dread but realize this is what has to be done. We walk in past the knocked down door. I feel a strange vibe... cold feeling. We take a look around in all the rooms. Nothing. Me and M dump out the rest of the K on a wooden counter after brushing it off. We split it, which gives us about 120mg each. Sniff... then sit down...
I feel like i'm falling. Theres definately a feeling of building acceleration. Boom I hit ground. Which was me sliding down the wall and hitting my head on the floor. I hear voices, feel so far out... like I'm entering a more real reality. I've never gotten this far with snorting K, I've always IM'd it, but here I am. That strange network of reality surfing, the slow moving tours through strange blurry CEV's. Not quite realizing what I am, just experiencing. Most memories in this strange place are unfortunately lost.
Suddenly there is a loud noise. I snap right out of my out of body visions and into my body, although I can barely move or perceive the room. M is laying there eyes wide, also curious about the sound. Everything is distorted and hard to see for what it really is. The ceiling looks like it is 50 feet high. My vision slips up and down like a TV with poor reception.
About an hour later, we half crawl out of the house, confused and dull headed. The drug mix was too intoxicating, nothing was gained unless it was something forgotten in the K-hole. As I emerged, feeling unhuman and emotionally cold, I heard the thud again. I look up to the roof and see a large tree limb hitting it as it swayed with the light wind.
We get back and I sleep a while. What a combo for junking up the head... I enjoy K by itself in the clarity of an IM injection @ 140mg or so but this was too foggy especially from the weed. This combo has historical comic value among some friends and I, for once apon a time we smoked and sniffed K, went to the zoo and caused mischief
As for my feelings about the house... well, there are none now. I numbed myself to them. I feel that what happened previously in this house could be explained by science for the most part, at least someday. We may have tapped into some mind reading or something, that is more believable than ghosts.. although, I can't say for certain.
So, I knew I had to face my fears although originally I thought I would never return. I wanted to come face to face with whatever was there, again. I was terrified to but needed to know for sure.
A friend suggested some weed to enhance the mind while relaxing me, although weed doesn't relax me, it makes me nervous. So he said to take some K with it to dissolve some of the paranoia. I agreed. I stayed away from the downers this time. I used to smoke all the time years ago, back when it was fun, now its a rare thing to do since it isn't as fun and more trippy these days. 1 or 2 hits will get me high enough.
But, M said to smoke a whole blunt with him and we would go up there together. M is a good friend who thinks a little too far out sometimes, but hey, he could say the same to me for telling him we saw ghosts. He believed me and tried coming up with ways to communicate. I know something bad and strange happened there that night but I'm starting to think the acid and bug spray totally blew our minds and somehow we saw the same hallucinations.
It was just me and M on a warm sunday afternoon. I drove up there on the ATV and we sat there. I felt an extreme paranoia for a split second as if someone was watching me. Also the damaged looking house made me feel guilty for what I did to it.
M pulls out a big blunt and I take out a little rail of K, probably 60mg or more. I sniff it then hit the blunt.. many many times. By the 3rd hit I was stoned, then the K kicked in and it all felt a little unreal. My vision was staticy and I couldnt tell if the house was 30 feet from us or 100. After the 20 more hits I get dizzy and almost fall over. I feel waves of paranoia and hear voices but know they are in my head. They are just fleeting deep dark scary voices not making sense.
M points to the house. "Lets go, its time." I feel dread but realize this is what has to be done. We walk in past the knocked down door. I feel a strange vibe... cold feeling. We take a look around in all the rooms. Nothing. Me and M dump out the rest of the K on a wooden counter after brushing it off. We split it, which gives us about 120mg each. Sniff... then sit down...
I feel like i'm falling. Theres definately a feeling of building acceleration. Boom I hit ground. Which was me sliding down the wall and hitting my head on the floor. I hear voices, feel so far out... like I'm entering a more real reality. I've never gotten this far with snorting K, I've always IM'd it, but here I am. That strange network of reality surfing, the slow moving tours through strange blurry CEV's. Not quite realizing what I am, just experiencing. Most memories in this strange place are unfortunately lost.
Suddenly there is a loud noise. I snap right out of my out of body visions and into my body, although I can barely move or perceive the room. M is laying there eyes wide, also curious about the sound. Everything is distorted and hard to see for what it really is. The ceiling looks like it is 50 feet high. My vision slips up and down like a TV with poor reception.
About an hour later, we half crawl out of the house, confused and dull headed. The drug mix was too intoxicating, nothing was gained unless it was something forgotten in the K-hole. As I emerged, feeling unhuman and emotionally cold, I heard the thud again. I look up to the roof and see a large tree limb hitting it as it swayed with the light wind.
We get back and I sleep a while. What a combo for junking up the head... I enjoy K by itself in the clarity of an IM injection @ 140mg or so but this was too foggy especially from the weed. This combo has historical comic value among some friends and I, for once apon a time we smoked and sniffed K, went to the zoo and caused mischief
As for my feelings about the house... well, there are none now. I numbed myself to them. I feel that what happened previously in this house could be explained by science for the most part, at least someday. We may have tapped into some mind reading or something, that is more believable than ghosts.. although, I can't say for certain.
