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Kind bud (experienced), meth (experienced) & eugenol (1st time)--Incredible.
One Saturday I was on meth and had been smoking kind bud when I decided to experiment with eugenol for the first time. Eugenol is the most popular (as far as sales go) essential oil on the planet, but its amphetamine derivatives have not been explored fully in humans.
Before this experiment, I was not sure if the eugenol would have a chance of entering the brain due to the fact that it has a 4-OH phenolic group; however, it also has a 3-methoxy phenyl group, so there was some chance that the drug could enter the brain. Psilocin and THC both have alcoholic groups and still manage to get into the brain. After this experiment, there is no doubt in my mind that eugenol can too.
I had been tweaking for at least 12 hours at least, but was still high, and had smoked some kind bud within the last 4 hours. Then I took to the notion of anointing my thick, wavy, brown hair with clove bud oil. As with many essential oil trips, I knew there was no guanrantee of any effect. Usually no effect is to be had, but sometimes they will surprise you. To be honest, I don't think that I actually even ingested any before this very special trip; rather, it went through my scalp.
The smell was woody, masculine and rich--not unlike sandalwood oil or sassafras oil, though it was much less stinky than safrole. This happened around midnight. Within 4 hours I was in a special place which I had never experienced before but which cannot be attributed to either the meth or the kind bud alone.
I immediately went on a long, late-night drive. I could tell the convenience store attendant could tell that I was rolling, even though I wasn't exactly rolling. Perhaps the fact that I was buying two mini 99 cent glowsticks--one pink and one green--gave me away and that it was 4 am.
But I wasn't exactly rolling. The feeling I had was certainly not unlike rolling, but was more clear-headed and less e-tarded feeling. There was no great urge to dance or release deep-seated emotions, but rather an unshakable inner peace and sense of satisfaction that I had never felt before. The feeling was subtle, introspective and pleasurable without being intrusive in any way.
There is no doubt in my own mind that eugenol is in fact worthy of being considered one of the fruits of the spirit. I tried eating a dash or two of the oil a day or two later but did not get the same result. The methampetamine may have enabled the eugenol in some way, or this whole experience may have been some kind of fluke. Either way, it was as real to me at the time as water.
If I had the ways or means of converting eugenol to 4-hydroxy-3-methoxyamphetamine and 4-OH-3-MeO-methamphetamine, I would jump at the chance, but alas, I don't and don't see the point in risking my future freedom on some foolhardy endeavor doomed to failure.
Maybe someone, somewhere, sometime with more resources, skill and experience than I will finish this experiment for us. I feel sure that they will not be disappointed with their product if and when they do.
"I wear my sunglasses at night so that I can keep track of the inner visions of my eyes."--Tiga and Zyntherius
One Saturday I was on meth and had been smoking kind bud when I decided to experiment with eugenol for the first time. Eugenol is the most popular (as far as sales go) essential oil on the planet, but its amphetamine derivatives have not been explored fully in humans.
Before this experiment, I was not sure if the eugenol would have a chance of entering the brain due to the fact that it has a 4-OH phenolic group; however, it also has a 3-methoxy phenyl group, so there was some chance that the drug could enter the brain. Psilocin and THC both have alcoholic groups and still manage to get into the brain. After this experiment, there is no doubt in my mind that eugenol can too.
I had been tweaking for at least 12 hours at least, but was still high, and had smoked some kind bud within the last 4 hours. Then I took to the notion of anointing my thick, wavy, brown hair with clove bud oil. As with many essential oil trips, I knew there was no guanrantee of any effect. Usually no effect is to be had, but sometimes they will surprise you. To be honest, I don't think that I actually even ingested any before this very special trip; rather, it went through my scalp.
The smell was woody, masculine and rich--not unlike sandalwood oil or sassafras oil, though it was much less stinky than safrole. This happened around midnight. Within 4 hours I was in a special place which I had never experienced before but which cannot be attributed to either the meth or the kind bud alone.
I immediately went on a long, late-night drive. I could tell the convenience store attendant could tell that I was rolling, even though I wasn't exactly rolling. Perhaps the fact that I was buying two mini 99 cent glowsticks--one pink and one green--gave me away and that it was 4 am.
But I wasn't exactly rolling. The feeling I had was certainly not unlike rolling, but was more clear-headed and less e-tarded feeling. There was no great urge to dance or release deep-seated emotions, but rather an unshakable inner peace and sense of satisfaction that I had never felt before. The feeling was subtle, introspective and pleasurable without being intrusive in any way.
There is no doubt in my own mind that eugenol is in fact worthy of being considered one of the fruits of the spirit. I tried eating a dash or two of the oil a day or two later but did not get the same result. The methampetamine may have enabled the eugenol in some way, or this whole experience may have been some kind of fluke. Either way, it was as real to me at the time as water.
If I had the ways or means of converting eugenol to 4-hydroxy-3-methoxyamphetamine and 4-OH-3-MeO-methamphetamine, I would jump at the chance, but alas, I don't and don't see the point in risking my future freedom on some foolhardy endeavor doomed to failure.
Maybe someone, somewhere, sometime with more resources, skill and experience than I will finish this experiment for us. I feel sure that they will not be disappointed with their product if and when they do.
"I wear my sunglasses at night so that I can keep track of the inner visions of my eyes."--Tiga and Zyntherius
